Alien Abduction – The Blog
How I Learned to Cope With High Strangeness, Government Harassment, and My Mother – By Chuck Weiss

I apologize for the many months that I’ve been away, but it’s hard, coming back from the dead.

The dead are at least at peace. They don’t feel pain anymore. They can’t be harassed, bullied or intimidated. They’ve left the building. I felt that peace when I stopped blogging many months ago and, to mix metaphors, I’ve been hesitant to stick my hand back in the fire. I’ve fought Majestic¹ for seventeen years now, but when I stopped blogging they stopped their harassment and allowed me to forget for a while that I’m their “bitch on a leash.”

I’ve tried to come back before, but each time I did I would fall into a funk and retreat back to my favorite video game (Sid Meier’s “Civilization”) to waste inordinate amounts of time. I wasn’t getting anything done. Although many people fall into periods of depression from time to time, especially Abductee/Experiencers, I feel that many of my episodes are imposed on me by Majestic. And I recently got a confirmation of sorts that I’m right about that . . .

My good friend and confidant, Harold, visits me every week for dinner and conversation. As I’ve chronicled here (posts 146, 147 and 165), Harold is a real psychic and channels a chorus of Grays who will, from time to time, answer our questions based upon a vote they take amongst themselves. During his last visit, I explained to Harold my quandary, hoping that his Grays would be supportive of my plight (which they were), and as I did I was suddenly struck with waves of altered perception that were so strong I had to hold on to the kitchen counter to keep from falling over. I wasn’t dizzy or nauseated, but suddenly altered. The feeling dissipated at first, but quickly returned when I tried to continue the conversation, and again when I specifically asked Harold’s Grays if I had been hypnotized by Majestic to stop blogging. (Their vote was 65% to 35%, yes.²)

That didn’t come as a surprise to me. I had noticed that any attempts to resume my narrative online were soon followed by bouts of depression and persistent feelings of dread. Abduction researcher, Melinda Leslie, has established that Abductee/Experiencers, especially those who work closely with the Grays, are often hypnotically encouraged to drop out of the UFO community altogether. (See post 175.)

So here I am, picking up the gauntlet again, re-energized with the continued support of my ETs and a personal conviction (perhaps born from seeing too many Hollywood movies) that the pure of heart will always win out (eventually) over those who have no heart at all. Besides, at my age (64) I’ve come to understand that stasis is the only real death . . . Onward and upward! It’s the only path forward.

I fully expect that Majestic’s harassment will pick up again when I post this, and I’m not looking forward to it. Their attacks become a bit harder to bear each year, but we’re in the “home stretch,” and now is not the time to put aside years of preparation to watch from the sidelines as events of 2012 finally start to unfold.³ (The resetting of the Mayan calendar is scheduled for December 21^st of this year. I’ll have more to say about this cosmic event in a future post, which will include information recently channeled from Harold’s chorus of Grays.) So here I am, back in the saddle again, ready to ride.

While I was away, some things have happened.

This Website was Down for Several Months.

I only recently discovered that my website wasn’t connected to the web. I hadn’t checked it for many months and I don’t know how long it was down. I’m not sure how it happened, but it’s back up and running now. I’m still in need of a charitable webmaster to help me fix the many glitches that still plague the site. Anyone out there? . . PLEASE!

Wesley Has Begun His Own Odyssey with the Grays and Majestic

For those who have followed my “Personal Logs” (posts of a personal nature, unrelated to UFOs or Aliens), Wesley is the nineteen year old boy who lived with me for seven months last year. He grew up in group homes (they don’t call them orphanages anymore) and was “emancipated” from the system last year when he turned eighteen. He has his own apartment now, and has started undergoing his own interactions with the Grays. Unfortunately, Majestic has also begun to make their presence known in his life. Even though he’s open minded about what’s happening to him, he’s now experiencing all the symptoms associated with these “visits,” including nighttime insomnia, and cycles of depression. (Poor kid.)

Bedbugs

While I have been successful in purging my apartment of these little blood sucking vampires, my daughter and Harold have both discovered infestations of their own. Beware, they’re coming to a home near you! Global warming means a population boom for bedbugs (and all other bugs on the planet), and it won’t be long before everyone will be personally affected, or know someone who is. When it happens to you, I strongly suggest using “Best Yet” bug spray, available from cedarcidestore.com. It’s formulated using cedar oil and, while it kills most bugs on contact, it’s completely safe for humans and pets. (If pressed, veterinarians will admit that commercial insecticides will shorten a cat or dogs life by up to 25 percent.)

I want to thank my subscribers and loyal readers for the support you have given me in the past. I hope you will continue to follow my story, as it unfolds in the weeks and months to follow. Stay tuned.

I’ve learned that with an open mind and a loving heart, all is possible.

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1  For those readers who are new to my blog, I use the term Majestic to refer to that secret part of our Intelligence Community that is responsible for everything having to do with UFOs and Aliens, including the surveillance and/or harassment of Abductee/Experiencers.

2  One might ask, “Why the split vote?  Either something is true, or it’s not.”  Harold’s chorus of ETs is comprised of 50% “old school” Grays (those who have no emotions), and 50% hybrid Grays who have all the emotions of humans.  Harold and I have found that the hybrids are much more likely to answer our questions.  A 65/35 percent vote only means that 65$ were willing to answer the question, while the remainking 35% were not.

3  For several years not, the Grays have been training Harold and I for some sort of important assignment.  It involves a “teaching helmet” with two prongs inserted into the ears that leave a liquid residue afterwards.

Hello People.  I’m back . . . I think.

I want to pick up where I left off, but it’s difficult after being away for so long.  I’m sure it will get better once I get back in the grove.  It’s made all the more difficult, though, in that I’ve been without a personal computer now for about three weeks.  I had to take the train into the office today to write and upload this post.

I had two computers, a desktop “tower” model and a laptop.  Wesley used the laptop for seven months and managed to break it just before he moved in to his own apartment, estimated cost of repair $350.00 (plus tax).  The tower was six years old and the motherboard died, leaving me an orphan once again.  Fortunately, my boss has offered me one of the old company computers in the back room.  In 2007 that room housed an army of accountants.  Since then we’ve shrunk from a staff of 55 to 6, so we have a lot of unused computers on hand.  I’ll still need to spend some money, though, to upgrade it.

My life is back to some degree of normalcy.  For the last month and a half I had about thirty moving boxes full of all my belongings, stacked in the middle of my studio apartment.  They had been in a storage room in the basement of my apartment building during the bed bug eradication effort and then my eviction battle with the landlord, which all in all took about six months.  I had to dust off the insecticide the exterminators sprinkled liberally throughout each box and put everything back in its place.  That took weeks, but at last my books are back on their shelves.  I felt so naked without them.

I took the opportunity to have a sidewalk sale and got rid of about a dozen boxes of things I never used anyway.  That not only freed up some space in my apartment, but it netted me over $300, which I’ll use to upgrade my computer.

So all in all I’m doing OK, at least in my mundane life.  I’ll let you know what’s been happening with the ETs and Majestic in my next post.  Until I get another computer set up at home, though, I don’t know when that will be.

I apologize.

I “dropped out” for a few weeks without letting anyone know, and I’ve learned that there has been some concern expressed about my safety.  If I’ve caused anyone consternation I sincerely regret it, but I just had to lay it down for awhile.  The stress of it all was getting to be too much.  I didn’t know if I would ever post again; I didn’t want to think about anything related to UFOs, Aliens or Majestic for awhile.  It was just getting too painful.

I don’t like having to admit that Majestic’s harassment has affected me in any way because it can only encourage them in their efforts to control me, but the unrelenting assaults that I’m made to suffer do take their toll, even if the memories are suppressed.  Harold tells me that he “sees” that my missing 24 hours was spent in the company of Majestic, undergoing a “third degree” like interrogation.  It was shortly after that that I shut down.

I’m trying to regroup and continue the fight.  I’ve taken a week off from work to at least do the dishes that have piled up in the sink and my laundry that overflows the bathtub.  Perhaps when my mundane life is back in order, I’ll be able to pick up where I left off.

See you in a week . . . or so.

Chuck

I went bed at 10:30 in the evening.  That was Sunday night.  I got out of bed at 8 o’clock this morning, fully expecting to enjoy another day off from work because of the Memorial Day weekend.  I was wrong.  Wesley called earlier this morning and was surprised to discover that I was home.  When he came by a few hours ago, he explained that he had thought I would have been at work because it was Tuesday.  “Impossible,” I said, but a quick glance at my Outlook calendar confirmed it.  Some time in the last 24 hours . . . I lost 24 hours.

I know that in the day to day routine, a person can loose track of time, sometimes so much so that a day can slip by without notice.  In such circumstances, however, one can usually look back and remember the little details that distinguish one day from another and finally reconcile the time that has passed.  Not so in this case.  I have no memory of anything happening at all.  I went to bed one day and woke up 24 hours later!

There is some collaborative evidence, however, to support my claim that this is a case of missing time . . . my cats and house plants.

I’m religious about putting down fresh water for my cats every day.  Pywacket suffered from Urinary Track Infection a few years ago, and to prevent another episode he must drink enough water each day to keep the crystals that form in his bladder in solution.  If not, they’ll solidify and block his urinary track (a very dangerous and costly condition).  This afternoon I went to change their water and saw that it was nearly empty.  The cat box hasn’t been cleaned, either.  I evidently wasn’t around to do my kitty chores.

The house plants, which sit near the open window, were particularly thirsty this morning.  It hasn’t been particularly warm out.  Actually it’s been threatening showers, off and on, so the humidity has been high.  One of the plants sits in a basin of water, which was also nearly empty.  In addition to my cats, I apparently neglected my plants, as well.

I’ve had periods of missing time before (see blog posts #10 and #85), but nothing for as long as a full day and night.  Fortunately I have an understanding boss, so I’ll be able to take the time off as a vacation day, although I doubt he’ll buy my explanation.

The news stories of the last few days have focused on the predictions of an evangelist preacher which state that today is the day that the Christian faithful will be physically raised up to heaven.  It’s supposed to happen around the world as the local time reaches 6PM.  Australia, the first to have crossed that time line today, must be completely inhabited by heathen unbelievers because by all accounts no one was seen rising up into the skies of the Down Under.

Although this hapless prognosticator got it wrong again (this was the second time he prophesized the end of the world), he resonated with many who feel apprehensive about a nameless world changing event that seems imminent.  Be they focused on the Rapture, the Age of Aquarius, or the end of the Mayan calendar, many people feel that “something’s coming.”

In my book, Abducted by Aliens¹ I devoted a chapter to what we’ve recently learned about the Mayan calendar and the significance it held for the Mayan people.

The last day of the calendar is December 21, 2012, the day the winter solstice begins.  On that date the calendar doesn’t actually end but rather resets to the year “0,” indicating the beginning of a new era as well as marking the passing of the old one.

Mayan myth holds that creation took place at a celestial crossroads, represented by their Sacred Tree as portrayed on Lord Pacal’s famous sarcophagus lid sprouting from his navel.  Scholars have only recently determined its location to be where the ecliptic and the center of the Milky Way Galaxy intersect in the night’s sky, currently in the constellation of Sagittarius.  On December 21, 2012 our sun (and thereby Lord Pacal) will be positioned exactly at this “crossroads” in the heavens.

Before he can arrive at the crossroads, though, Lord Pascal must first traverse the “Black Road,” a dark rift in the sky where an interstellar gas cloud obscures the stars behind it.  The Mayans believed that whenever a planet, the sun, or the moon entered this dark cleft at the center of our galaxy, the entrance to the underworld was opened.  The “underworld” has been associated with death since before recorded time, and the winter solstice with the renewal of the life cycle.

In the approaching celestial event of 2012, we see the coming together of two powerful and universal concepts, death and rebirth.  From our vantage point here on Earth, the sun is returning to the Galactic Center which, in the Mayan view, is the source of creation.  But before we humans can undergo the “rebirth” suggested by this astronomical conjunction, we first must enter the underworld (walk down the Black Road) and experience a “death” of some sort, either physical or metaphorical.

If 2012 marks the beginning of a new era for mankind, as the ancient Maya foretold, then it seems to come at about the same “End Time” that millions the world over see prophesied in their religious scriptures.  Christianity has long held that the “End Times” will feature an ultimate battle, an Armageddon, between the Forces of Light and the Forces of Darkness.  Christians aren’t the only ones to hold such a belief, however.  A similar Armageddon-like scenario is thought to be imminent by millions of faithful in Tibet and Mongolia.  In Tibet, the “King of the World” is expected to rise up from the mythical land of Shamballa and slay the wicked in order to usher in a Golden Age for mankind.  The Buddhist Lamas of Mongolia echo their brethren in Tibet, but say that the world’s monarch lives in Agarthi, an underground kingdom spanning most of Asia.  Both devout Jews and Moslems alike believe that a Messiah will soon arrive to do essentially the same thing.  With most of the major religions predicting an imminent catastrophic event of some kind before a new enlightened era can begin, is it any wonder that so may people feel apprehensive about their immediate future?

For those interested, Harold’s chorus of Grays told him that as far as timing is concerned, the resetting of the Mayan calendar is preceding on track . . . “give or take a year.”

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¹ Available as a free e-book on this blog.  Follow the link on the right-hand sidebar. 

I must first apologize for the being so tardy in uploading this post.  This is the first time I’ve been late in posting to my blog.  I had it written Saturday morning (my usual time), but couldn’t connect to the internet.  I also woke up drugged and couldn’t function enough to deal with a cell phone and a Comcast technician to fix the problem.  It took until 7 o’clock that evening before I began to feel normal again.  I think Majestic sometimes overdoes it with the truth drugs they administer to Experiencers for their debriefings.  This has happened before and I’ve already blogged several times about it, so I won’t do so again now.

Here is what I wanted to post Saturday . . .

For those who care, my life is beginning to return to normal (whatever that means).  Wesley and I have had to overcome major challenges as far as our housing is concerned.  Wesley didn’t have any, and I was in danger of loosing mine.  For now, we’re both secure in our domiciles.

Wesley has completed his move into his first apartment.  He has a place of his own now, courtesy of HUD, but no income other than food stamps.  He’s applied for SSI, and should be receiving a small stipend soon.  Until then his rent is being paid by a private social work program for teenagers.  After that he’ll be charged one third of his income for his housing.

I helped him move in and was able to inspect the place.  It’s a new three story apartment building that just opened, complete with a community room for entertaining large numbers of people (birthday parties, etc.), a laundry room, and a good sized “back yard” with benches and chairs where people can sit and soak up the sun whenever it can poke its head out from behind the fog.  (I think it was Mark Twain who said that the coldest winter he ever experienced was a summer in San Francisco.)

As for me my housing has also been secured, in that I’ve fought my landlord to a standstill.  He had been trying since December to evict me from my rent controlled apartment of the last seventeen years, saying that I was a public health hazard because I brought bed bugs into the building.  I was able to obtain a free attorney through our local bar association who convinced him that he didn’t have a case.  I think he had expected that I would just slink away and not fight the eviction.  At any rate, after lengthy back and forth negotiations we finally signed a settlement agreement last week.  I’m not happy with all the terms, but it’s a compromise and it puts this issue to rest.

The landlord brought in another extermination company to inspect my apartment and they have declared me to be free of any bed bugs.  Yaaaaa!!!  It’s stressful enough to know that Majestic is lurking in the shadows every night, without having to worry about being bitten by those little, blood sucking vampires.

Now that I’m bug free, I can begin to bring my belongings up from the storage room in the basement.  Several months ago the extermination company boxed up all of my possessions, placed them in plastic bags and dusted them with insecticide.  They were inspected awhile ago and no live bugs were found, but I had to wait until my apartment was also declared to be bug free before I could have access to my belongings again.

The process of reclaiming my property has been a slow one.  Everything has to be dusted before I can bring it into my living space.  I have to wear a mask while I clean each item and rebox it for the trip upstairs in the elevator.  If I don’t, I’ll start coughing from the insecticide.  The storage room is piled high to the ceiling and it’s going to take several weeks to clean everything and get my apartment back to normal.  But at least now the end is in sight.

I have a large UFO library, but I must admit that I’ve probably only read fifty percent of the books I have.  The rest I skimmed and put back on the shelf.  Some don’t offer me anything new, but are nice to have anyway.  Others don’t deserve my time and are included only as obvious examples of disinformation.  Then there are the few that I bought, even though I wasn’t ready at the time to digest their message.  I was drawn to buy them, to have them with me for that time when I was.  One such volume was UFOs and the Psychic Factor by Ida M. Kannenberg.

I bought this book shortly after my “awakening” in January of 1994 to add to my collection of books by other Abductee/Experiencers.  Ms. Kannenberg wrote about ET contact as being an initiatory process and at the time I was still struggling with it as abduction.  She also said that much of her information came from an unseen entity through an implant she received.  It all seemed too far out for me.  I just wasn’t ready to absorb it then, so I set the book aside.

I have Mike Clelland to thank for reintroducing me to Ida Kannenberg.  He mentioned her briefly during his interview with me, and because of that I took a second look at her book.¹  I’m so glad that I did!  I highly recommend UFOs and the Psychic Factor to anyone who wants to understand the UFO phenomenon, especially ET contact.  In this next series of posts I’ll offer my comments on some of the things that Ms. Kannenberg and Hweig, her unseen friend and constant companion, had to say.

Ida Kannenberg died last year at the age of 95.

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¹           Mr. Clelland maintains his own blog.  He had the pleasure of meeting and befriending Ms. Kannenberg and wrote about it on his website.

Last week I posted a video of what I think is the first real Alien Abduction ever caught on camera.  All the others, I believe, are hoaxes and I’ll explain why in a future post.  (To view this amazing film, see the posting below this one.)  Since that night in early December of last year when Sandy’s abduction was filmed, several unscrupulous people have tried to take control of the debate surrounding her story by claiming to have exclusive rights to display and distribute her video.  Although, Sandy and her husband Sam (both not their real names) want to remain anonymous to protect their family’s privacy, Sandy has, at my urging, written a reply to those who would exploit her predicament for their own gain.  For those technically minded, she also offers a more complete explanation as to the problems they face in trying to copy the original 9 hour video file for researchers to study.

So without further comment, here is Sandy’s statement.

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This is in response to the story and the footage that is on Chuck Weiss’ site.  Firstly I would like to say that it was indeed Chuck Weiss that I came to first when my experiences started.  I felt safer connecting with someone from another country rather than my own, in regards to privacy, as I had no clue as to what I was experiencing.  I chose to speak to Chuck because he has a kind look in his eyes and a lot of information in his head.  I wanted answers . . . and still do.  Chuck was able to help me and my family survive through this nightmare with his answers to my emails and help with my desperation.  He never once let me down in responding and caring about not only what I was going through, but what my family was going through as well.  His support and his true concern for us continue unconditionally.  Unlike other people who I have contacted in the country in which I reside, Chuck has never used my story or footage to gain any benefit for himself, and he has never used my footage or story without my specific permission, nor has he misused it or put it on YouTube, or forums, or any other type of media – he has stayed true to his word and has done exactly as I have wished, although he was the first to receive the footage of me ‘disappearing’ from my bed and he could have used it long ago, but he has been respectful to my desires to stay quiet.  There is nobody, other than myself, my husband and my good friend Bridgette that has more information or knowledge of this story than Chuck.  I have shared everything with him, and he has spoken extensively to both me and my husband through emails and phone calls.  He has my full permission to use my story and my footage on his site and on his blogs, and anywhere else that I give my consent too.

Also I would like to take this opportunity to clear up any misgivings or misunderstandings about the footage and my story.  NOBODY has exclusive rights to any of it.  This is MY story, and MY footage, as I have the source file for the original footage, and the copyright.  And seeing how it’s happened to me – that makes it MY story.  So any claims to exclusivity by anyone but myself are indeed false.

With that out of the way, let me briefly explain in a summarized version how we came upon using the camera in our room – as some might not know. Before the camera was put into our room, I had already had one experience where I was taken.  I was not asleep when I was taken, but I was in bed. I don’t know exactly how long I was gone, but when I was put back into my bed I immediately woke up my husband and told him I was taken.  He got up and we discussed this for quite some time before going to sleep.  I didn’t feel a lot of fear, if any, at the time. The next day I became a bit fearful, the day after even more so, and it worked me up into feeling terrified.  I was unable to be alone, wouldn’t use the bathroom by myself, shower by myself or even be in a room by myself for fear that I would be taken again.  After four days of this my husband put an old DVR into our room and hooked up an infrared camera to it so that I would be reassured that nothing was taking me, if I happened to feel again that something did.  At no point did my husband think that we would capture anything on camera, as he didn’t believe that my feeling of being physically taken was accurate because it was quite incomprehensible that something would come and take me from my bed with him lying beside me!

Two days after the camera was installed, and six days after my first experience, I woke up in the morning and told my husband that I had been taken again.  I had been sleeping when I was taken this second time but, like my first experience, I remembered most of what had happened while I was gone.  My husband showed me how to go through the footage recording and he went off to work.  Within two hours I called my husband and was quite hysterical.  He cancelled his jobs and came home immediately and to his surprise he sat and watched the footage we have now shared, where it seems as though I disappear from my bed for approximately 13 minutes.  There has been no alterations done to it, no tricks, nothing.  What you see is exactly what we saw when we first viewed it.

When my husband tried to download and view the original footage, he was unable to find a software that would open the VVF file, as the DVR he used to record it is an old off brand DVR that he had lying around.  So what we had to do in order to get the footage recorded into a viewable format was to actually record the original footage as it played from the DVR through the computer and directly onto the screen.  We recorded it several times using my iphone4.  To this date we have been unable to find anyone that can get the original VVF file into a viewable format, although it has been tried several times.  All the software online has been used, and nothing works as of yet.  It is our desire to have the original footage analyzed, not just the recorded footage, as the original footage does seem to be clearer.

Since my second experience, which corroborates with the footage, I believe that I may have had a few more experiences where I have been taken, but I don’t have the recall like I did with the first two experiences.  The fear I feel is something like I have never experienced in my life, and my heart goes out to all of those that have to live with this fear every day, every night.

As a Muslim woman, all that has happened to me has forced me to look deeper into my religion for answers.  It has also made me realize that, like me, there may be many Muslims that this has happened to and, because of culture, or their misunderstanding of Islam, or lack of knowledge, they may not be getting the support they need in order to deal with such a shock.  It’s not easy under the best of circumstances to try and cope with such a dilemma, let alone try to cope within a community that is very close minded to the possibility of aliens.  Through my own research I believe that the Quran does talk about the existence of other life forms and planets other than our own.  However I am no scholar, and I have yet to find one that is keen to speak about these matters.

I ask people to understand that this is my reality, that this is what has happened to me.  This is what me and my family now contend with every day of our lives.  We were thrown into this.  I didn’t go looking for it, and I didn’t ask for it.  In fact I don’t want it to continue.  I don’t want the publicity, but I want answers.  I want to be able to stop it, as it’s unwarranted and it happens without my consent.  If by sharing my story and my footage it can help me or help others, then by all means I will do so, and have done so.  But my main reason at the moment for sharing is that I need answers.  I’ve been told that there are no answers, but I don’t believe this.  People say this because they are bound by the limits they place on themselves and their minds, but I believe there are answers out there.

For those people who are interested in this because they want to benefit themselves, make money, or propagate their names or websites, etc, then please just consider bothering someone else, as I am not interested.  Also emailing Chuck in hopes to attain your own agenda is a waste of time.  I am not opposed to research, but I am opposed to people making money off someone else’s back.

I would like to add there are several people who believe they are my spokesperson, which I can assure they are not.  I don’t mind that someone uses my story or footage for reasons of research, but it should be done with my full knowledge of what is being said and to whom, and definitely with my permission.  I can’t see that using my footage/story for purposes of entertainment, money making, or the like is beneficial for myself, or for others who have been through this experience.  I want to be able to add to humanity, not take away from it.  The difficulty that I have experienced since getting involved in the UFO community has been yet another blow, the first being the fact that I had something that happened to me which compelled me to turn to this community for support in the first place.  What has occurred, unfortunately, is that all sorts of people have come out of the woodwork with their own agenda, and rather than helping a person go through such a crippling time in their life, they add to the life changing event with their callous and uncaring ways in order to benefit monetarily, or otherwise, off of another person’s suffering.  Whether this is done intentionally, or not, I would not waste my time debating.  It is cruel and not what the “real” community is about.  I have met some wonderful people through this experience, for which I am grateful for, and I realize that often times one has to go through the bad to get to the good, which I can attest to.  I would be really pleased and would welcome those who have another agenda, to become part of the loving and caring human race, and do away with your selfishness, your pride and most of all your egos.

Sandy

Last December I received an email from a woman I’ll call Sandy (not her real name), living with her family in the countryside of England. She suspected that a recent “dream” she had might be an indication of alien abduction. We corresponded about a dozen times in the week that followed. Her husband, Sam (also not his real name), installed a security camera pointed at their bed to try and capture anything that might happen out of the ordinary while they slept. We all agreed that was highly unlikely, but it gave Sandy some piece of mind.

The first night’s recording revealed nothing, however 9 hours, 34 minutes and 17 seconds into the second effort on the following night . . . Sandy literally disappeared! The same recording, almost 13 minutes later, shows her dramatic return to the side of her sleeping husband.

Shortly after the recording was made, Sam and Sandy gave me their permission to go public with the story and to present their video here on my blog. We’ve experienced major obstacles, however, in doing so. We want to make the original video file (over 9 hours long) available to researchers to pick apart pixel by pixel, in order to help confirm its authenticity, however disabling the copy protection has proved to be much harder than expected. The camera’s software that’s meant to do that isn’t working. We need to find a professional who would be willing to take a look at it and help solve the problem.

Although an abbreviated, second generation copy of the video (filmed off their TV screen) has been shown to select individuals and to a MUFON meeting in Sacramento, California, we have held off on presenting it to the public at large, hoping that the copy protection would soon be broken and a digital copy of the original could also be made available at the same time. Not so. Subsequent events are forcing us to act sooner than we would have liked.

According to Sandy, certain individuals (other than me) were given a copy of the abbreviated video, upon their assurances that they would not post it on their website before it was released publically on this blog. (I had been promised the exclusive right to present it to the public for the first time) These people immediately turned around and put it on the web, breaking their promise to Sam and Sandy. Now that it’s in the public domain and being passed around the internet from multiple sources, they feel that an “official” version, one under their control, should be made available as well.

It is not without serious repercussions that they present this video. Sam and Sandy have had their lives turned upside down since that fateful night when it was recorded. In a series of “bad luck” events that in some ways seems orchestrated, they have gone from living in a large three story home with their four children to staying in a very crowded, one room apartment, without heat or hot water. They’ve also suffered two different break-ins and the theft of many of their valuables. Of course we suspect Majestic is behind some, if not all, of their recent misfortunes.

Since their move, my communications with Sam and Sandy have been problematic at best. Their internet access is intermittent, so also are our emails. Sandy will occasionally call me, but international rates are expensive and they’ve also had trouble with their phones.

All that being said, here is the video. Again this is the abbreviated version, filmed off their TV set. It’s about two minutes long. (The video was fast forwarded to just before the abduction and then again to when Sandy’s returned to her bed.) Although the picture quality is less than we would have liked (it was an inferred, night-time security camera that Sam installed), Sandy is quite noticeable under the blankets, especially when she turns over shortly before she’s taken. At 9 hours, 34 minutes and 17 seconds into the video, Sandy disappears and the blankets on her side fall to the mattress. Then about 13 minutes later (according to the clock), the blankets fly up into the air and she’s back! Sam is disturbed enough by the commotion that he wakes up briefly, turns over in bed, and falls back to sleep.

As it is now, the video lacks any controls and starts running in a loop as soon as you arrive at the website. In the next day or so, we’ll add conveniences such as stop, pause, rewind and fast forward. But for now, we just want to get this up and running as soon as possible.

Please feel free to leave a comment on the left hand side-bar (a necessary workaround because someone hacked this site and took down that feature).

I hope that this will be the last Personal Log I post for awhile, for after all this isn’t a personal blog.  It’s devoted to the subject of Alien Abduction.  The problem of late, and one that has just now been permanently resolved, has been having time to sit down and write a thoughtful treatise on some aspect of the phenomenon every week . . . week end and week out.  The demands of living with a teenager, fighting eviction from my apartment and working fulltime have been daunting, especially for this senior citizen.  (I often need a nap when I come home from work.)  That all takes time, and to top it off I’ve been sick the last couple of weeks and recovery has been slow.  But all that changed yesterday.

A month ago I was asked to start working fulltime again.  It was the tax season and they needed my help in mailing out the tax forms to our two thousand investors, and then to help answer their inevitable questions afterwards.  I also needed the extra income, because I was falling behind financially.  It was expected that my return to a fulltime work schedule would be permanent.  There certainly is enough work to do.  We’re downsized again, and now are left with just the owner of the company and a support staff of five.  That’s down from a staff of 55, from before our financial troubles began in late 2007.  The work load has remained largely the same, however.

Yesterday was my last day working an 8 hour day.  I’ve been forced to go back to working part time because of new Social Security regulations.  (The evidently change every year!)  If I earn $1 over a certain monthly amount, I’ll loose my entire Social Security income for the next two years.  I can either work part time and continue to receive my monthly pension check from Uncle Sam, or I can work full time and defer my social security retirement until I’m sixty-five.  My total monthly income will be almost exactly the same either way.  No brainer . . . I’ll take the extra personal time.

Don’t worry, though, my financial situation will soon improve.  Wesley, my teenage houseguest, has been approved for subsedised housing and should move into his own studio apartment sometime during the first two weeks in May.  That will free up a hunk of change in that I won’t have to feed him anymore!  They say that a child will cost the parents on average a quarter of a million dollars by the time they’re 18.  Half of that amount goes to pay their food bill for the last five years, I’m sure.

Next week I’ll tell you the story about what I believe to be the first REAL Alien Abduction to be caught on camera.  Hopefully by then I’ll be able to link to a copy of the video and you’ll be able to judge it for yourself.  It’s a story in which I was personally involved, so I can personally attest to truthfulness of the couple who will now present it to the world . . . on this blog.

The whole subject of Alien Abduction has many elements that can be fearful for a person.  The word “abduction” is by definition a negative word, and many who wake up to find their lives filled with Space Aliens and Interdimensionals begin their awakening in a state of fear and anxiety.  Even if one comes to terms with the ETs, the bulling and harassment by intelligence and military operatives that some Experiencers endure can get pretty intense.

Early on in my new life with extraterrestrials, I asked them repeatedly what it was I was involved in.  Why me, and what part was I expected to play?  They responded with “dreams” that told me that the answers I sought were just too fearful for me to contemplate.  (See blog post #51)¹  This was before I discovered that I was also under the watchful eye of Majestic, that super secret agency deep within the CIA that’s responsible for all things related to Aliens and UFOs, including the monitoring of us humans in contact with ETs.²

Over time, and with the help of my ET friends, I’ve been able to function in the everyday world while coping with Majestic’s abuse.  Fortunately I’ve been spared the memory, as well as any acute pain, associated with their attacks on my person.  I’m only left with physical evidence of the rapes and other violent acts to which I’ve been subject (posts #96 and 152).

I’ve discovered last year, though, that Majestic’s intrusions into my life may extend well beyond my physical body and into my mind (posts #132, and 133).  The research of Helmut Lammer (post #170) suggests that specialized mind control protocols are used on certain UFO Experiencers to create a cooperative “double agent” by splitting their personalities.  This other personality is under the complete control of Majestic, and is separate from, and unknown to the main personality of the subject.

In conspiracy circles, it has long been thought that this was done to Soviet spies during the cold war.  After they were discovered and detained, some had their personalities split by CIA psychiatrists before being released back to the Soviet Union.  The hapless victim never knew of the enemy “counter spy” that lurked in the dark corners of his own mind, an alternate personality that would be invoked when needed by our intelligence operatives with a predetermined signal. ³

The idea that I might have had my personality split is particular disturbing.  It’s one thing to have to endure the physical abuse that Majestic heaps on me, but quite another to learn that the sanctuary that is my own mind might have been breached by my tormentors, that my worst enemy might in fact be ME!!

The only way I can fight back is to learn what I can and report it on this blog.  My pen is the only weapon I have in my fight against Majestic.  To that end, I’m trying to find a hypnotherapist who is both affordable (in my case, free), and located in or near San Francisco.  I have no car and if it’s not accessible to BART (our local subway system), then I can’t afford the transportation costs either.

Is there anyone out there who can help?

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¹  This website was hacked and I can’t link directly to the specific posts to which I refer.  You’ll have to locate them by their number.  You can use the search feature at the bottom of the left-hand sidebar.

²  The original blue-ribbon panel charged by President Truman with investigating the Roswell Incident in 1947 was supposedly named the “Majestic-12 Committee.”  I surmise that that panel never disbanded, but continued in operation to coordinate the gathering of all information concerning UFOs and their occupants.  Over the years it has undoubtedly changed its name, but I still use the word “Majestic” to refer to the super secret agency in charge of all matters concerning UFOs, including the surveillance and harassment of some Abductee/Experiencers.

³  The splitting of a personality to create of a secret double agent was the subject of a movie made in 1963 called, “The Manchurian Candidate,” staring Frank Sinatra, Laurence Harvey.  I highly recommend it, both as an educational on the subject of mind control, and as a damn good movie.

I apologize for another “Personal Log,” but again an important issue in my private life has taken time away from my writing this week.  I’ve been dealing with lawyers . . . so here is everything you didn’t want to know about eviction proceedings in San Francisco.

As I reported last February, my landlord has initiated legal eviction proceedings against me.  The issue is bed bugs.  The charge is that I “re-infected” my apartment with bed bugs after the extermination company had sterilized it, and that I’m a “public health hazard.”  The fact is that my landlord worships money.  I’ve lived in his rent controlled apartment for seventeen years now, and it must annoy him each month when he deposits my paltry little check.  He would love to see me leave so he can raise the rent to market levels, which the law allows after the original rent controlled tenant moves out.

The judicial process is daunting, but fortunately there is access to legal advice.  From answering the initial summons at the beginning of the process to a jury trial at the end, the hoops through which I must jump are many.  That’s right; I said “jury trial.”  In San Francisco that’s an option the defendant can choose.  I figured that a jury would likely be composed of apartment dwellers, more sympatric to my plight than perhaps a judge who might even own (or have investments in) rental property.

After officially being served with the summons, I had five days (including weekends and holidays) to file a legal reply with the court, no exceptions, or automatically loose my case.  That meant that because I was served on a Friday, I had to file my papers by 4 o’clock the next Wednesday.  I found that to be a little draconian, especially the part about no exceptions when something as basic a one’s housing is at stake.  “But judge, I was hit by a car and in the hospital.”  “Motion denied!  The tenant must vacate the premises.”

Normally, the fees involved in filing all the legal papers are over $200 for the defendant, but I was granted a waver because of my financial difficulties.  Why those fees aren’t the sole responsibility of the landlord who filed the initial complaint, I don’t understand.

Once in the judicial system, legal representation is a must, if you hope to win your case.  I was referred to a group called “Legal Aid to the Elderly.”  (That made me feel old.)  Although they filed a list of questions for my landlord to answer, they couldn’t commit to representing me at the trial.  They have only two staff attorneys.  The one who was assigned to me is out of town for the month and my case is likely to be set for trial in less than two weeks.  When I asked about a continuance, he said the judge wouldn’t grant it and that it was a waste of time to ask for one.  I was referred to another group, the “Homeless Advocacy Project.”  Because I’m at risk of becoming homeless if the case is decided against me, I qualified for their help.

HAP is an outreach project of the Bar Association and my case had to be approved at a staff meeting before I was assigned an attorney.  It appears to have created a buzz in the office because of the issues involved.  Most of their eviction cases are because of non-payment of rent.  Bed bugs are certainly a change of pace for them.

I’m set to give a deposition at the office of my landlord’s attorney this Monday morning.  It’s an official gathering, complete with court recorder, and I’ll be sworn in before testifying.  My lawyer has subpoenaed the extermination company that treated my apartment, as well as the property manager of my building to testify in court.  She said that although she often sees SOME merit in the opposition’s case, she just can’t understand the basis of my landlord’s position.  I hope the jury sees it the same way.

After the extermination company heat treated my apartment, some bed bugs survived.  The landlord maintains that I “reintroduced” bed begs afterwards.  The thing is he’s suspended all extermination efforts in my space while this is working its way through the legal system.  I fully expect that he’ll be ordered to resume treatments after the case is settled.  Responsibility for the eradications of pests and vermin rests with the landlord.  But in the meantime, I’m still stressed out when I go to bed at night, thinking I might be bitten by those little vampires when I finally fall asleep.  I really think its part of his plan to harass me out of the building, so he can up the price when he rents out my apartment again.

If I win my case, I plan to sue my landlord for harassment in small claims court.  The $7,500 I might be awarded would pay my rent for about a year . . . fitting punishment for a greedy landlord, don’t you think?

It’s well known that the Grays can appear to humans in any form they choose.  Images of owls and insects are two that are often used when they want to create a “screen memory” for the person, to camouflage what’s really happening.  Many have often speculated that their appearance as short humanoids with large heads may also be a ruse.  For interdimensional beings with such powers of illusion, who knows what they really look like?  If we reexamine some or our old myths and legends, we can find some striking similarities with what we know about the Grays.  In this post, I’ll compare the Grays to the old Celtic tales about fairies.

Belief in fairies was at it’s height during the Middle Ages.  Our mental image of small or even tiny fairies is a relative recent invention.  Originally they were thought to be human size or a little shorter (as were the trolls of Scandinavian legends), much more in keeping with the stature of our modern Grays.  Remember also that back then humans were generally shorter, too.  Our increase in height was largely a result of improved nutrition.

Fairies were thought to have special powers.  They could orchestrate events to create good or bad luck for any person they wanted to reward or punish.  They would sometimes paralyze people with whom they came in contact, and there are many stories of the miraculous passage of time in fairyland.”  The slaying of cattle by fairies was also widely acknowledged during the Middle Ages.  We now know that the Grays can manipulate people in very complicated ways to test their reactions to “manufactured” events.  (See blog post #104.)  Paralysis is often experienced at the beginning of an alien abduction, and incidents of “missing time” are almost always an indication of such.  The connection between the Gays and cattle mutilations is also well documented.

A widely held belief was that fairies would disguise themselves in order to test the kindness of mortals, and would reward a meal, generously offered, with valuable gifts.  The testing and rewarding of kindly behavior during a time when acts of kindness to strangers were warned against as being too dangerous, reminds me of the kinds of “spiritual” testing that the Grays administer to humans today.

Fairies were also known to have an interest in human fertility, and were friendly towards lovers.  Our modern Grays will often try to bring two people together in order to promote procreation.  I might have had my own experience in this regard (post #81).  It’s all done to genetically improve the human race.

Our modern crop circles are striking familiar to descriptions of what were called “fairy rings, circles in the pasture that would appear overnight, where the color and texture of the crop were markedly changed from the rest of the field.

It also seems that alien abductions are nothing new.  A widely held belief was that fairies would abduct human babies and children, as well as young adults.  Sometimes a changeling would be left behind, in place of the baby or child taken.¹  Research reveals that alien abductions of humans begin in early childhood, and the initial contact can sometimes force a drastic change in a young person’s personality, as it did with my daughter (see blog post #18).  Could the sudden change in a child’s psychology as a result of ET visits be the source of those stories of fairies replacing kidnapped children with lookalike imitations?

If we would but examine our history more closely, I’m convinced that we would find many instances of alien interaction with humans in our past.  I’ll expand on this theme in future posts.  Stay turned.

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¹ A changeling was thought to be the offspring of a fairy, troll, elf or other legendary creature that has been secretly left in the place of an abducted human child.

I recently had a very pleasant experience.  I attended the world première of a documentary in which I’m featured.  It has nothing to do with Alien Abduction, but rather harkens back to the mid 1970s when science fiction fandom for media offerings like Star Trek and Star Wars was in its infancy.

It’s called “Back to Space-Con” and chronicles the first Star Trek Conventions in Northern California, with never before seen color footage.  This was before the portable camcorder was invented, so much of that period was never recorded on tape.  Fortunately a late night, horror movie host named Bob Wilkins attended several of those conventions and brought along a cameraman from his TV station to film the joyful creativity that was characteristic of science fiction fandom back then.  That footage languished in the Wilkins family garage for decades, until filmmaker Tom Wyrsch rescued it from oblivion and used it in this delightful documentary.

The result is an hour and 14 minute visual record of a part of our cultural history that is meaningful to a large part of the world population.  (Do you know anybody under 60 who isn’t a secret Star Trek or Star Wars fan?)  Although you won’t likely see it on the history channel, “Back to Space-Con” is a must view for anyone who wants to learn about (or relive) those halcyon days of the old Star Trek conventions.

Here is a link to the official website for the film.  There is a good trailer at the bottom of the page in which I have a brief appearance.  In the documentary itself, I survived the editing process quite well and actually have a lot time on screen.

For anyone interested, the film will have a public showing in San Francisco at the Balboa theater on Thursday, April 14th at 7PM.

Chuck

Over the years I’ve chronicled my struggles with Majestic in my book and on this blog, and they’ve been extensive.  Much of my “Close Encounters of the Government Kind” have been as part of a psychological warfare campaign waged against Abductee/Experiencers who resist Majestic’s efforts to control them.¹

From the smearing of my shower curtain with blood and ground-up pieces of intestine (blog post #94), to pacing me with a low flying, drone helicopter as I walked down an alleyway near my home (post #130), to even raping me (post #96), Majestic has tried many times to break my spirit, or at the very least to increase my paranoia.

When I abandoned the support group I had started and dropped out the UFO community all together in 1997 (post #55), Majestic’s bullying abated.  They stayed in the background and allowed me to pretend they weren’t there . . . that is until 2006, when I started working on my book again with the goal of publishing it.  Then the harassment started up again, and it continues to this day in a constant stream of physical attacks on one hand, and childish annoyances on the other.

Their physical abuse over the years has been evidenced by wrenched knees, wrenched thumbs, wrenched shoulders, and bouts of back pain induced by injections of something into my lower back, with needle marks discovered directly over the centers of the pain.  I have to routinely wear elastic braces on both knees when I go to sleep, for fear that they will be wrenched again before I wake up.  I recently discovered a large hematoma at the base of my left thumb, suggesting it was badly twisted in the middle of the night.  The right thumb was similarly injured a few nights later, but not as seriously.

Harassment, to be fully effective psychologically, should include a mixed bag of torments with varying degrees of severity.  The rapes I’ve experienced by Majestic’s thugs (there have been several) are one of the more extreme methods used.  Financial ruin is another, but I’m already so poor that there is little Majestic can do to me in that regard (As Bob Dylan wrote, “When you got nothing, you got nothing to loose.”)  I suppose they could make me homeless, but I’d only blog about it using the public computers at my local library . . . which brings me to their childish annoyances.

Majestic’s lesser forms of harassment are meant to add to the subject’s levels of stress and paranoia.  In my case their favorite annoyance is to take things.  Some I found later hidden in areas of my apartment that I haven’t disturbed in years, others I’ve never seen again.  Over time, the list of things Majestic has taken has grown to included . . .

–  25,000 silver dimes that were stored in a very heavy box under my bed.

–  $300 in cash in an envelope on my desk.

–  My belt, taken from my pants during the night.  I had to buy another during my lunch hour at work the next day, after holding my pants up with one hand throughout the morning.

–  A dozen books or so, taken from my UFO library while I was doing research for my book.

–  Several computer jump drives (used for transporting data flies) when I would carry a copy of my book just before its publication, afraid that Majestic would destroy it.

–  My wallet, with all my I.D.  I didn’t loose it; it was taken.  None of my bank cards were ever used again, suggesting that theft was not the motive. 

–  A bedside flashlight.

–  An umbrella,

–  and the latest . . . MY TEETH!!!

I left my dental bridges on the bathroom sink after brushing them in the morning.  I forgot to put them in my mouth before I ran off to work, something I may do now and then when I’m preoccupied in thought.  When I got home, they weren’t there.  That was a couple of weeks ago.

I don’t have much of a prospect of getting new ones.  They were an expensive gift from my dentist, who offered them as part of his “giving back” to the community.  I can’t ask him to do that again, and I can’t afford to replace them on my own.

Majestic, you dirty dog, how low can you go?  Sealing my money is one thing, but to take an old man’s teeth!  Have you no shame?

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¹  The original blue-ribbon panel charged by President Truman with investigating the Roswell Incident in 1947 was supposedly named the “Majestic-12 Committee.”  I surmise that that panel never disbanded, but continued in operation to coordinate the gathering of all information concerning UFOs and their occupants.  Over the years it has undoubtedly changed its name, but I still use the word “Majestic” to describe the secret agency in charge of all things concerning UFOs, including the surveillance and harassment of Abductee/Experiencers.

HUMAN-ET SPIRITUALITY CONNECTION

“This part of my presentation will be about a part of the ET agenda that was only recently recognized by the UFO community . . . their interest in Human spirituality.  I call it the Human-ET Spirituality Connection.

And I’ll want to leave about the last 10 minutes of my time to present the video I promised, showing for the first time ever an ET abduction in process.”

ET TESTING OF HUMAN SPIRITUALITY

“The ETs are concerned with the spirituality of specific individuals, but not with their specific religion.  They will use a person’s religious beliefs and associated symbols to test their commitment to higher spiritual principles, but the specific religion in which they choose to express their spirituality is of little concern to them.  But, more on that later.”

TESTED WITH COCKROACHES

“Right now, let me tell you of the first major test of my spirituality.  It had to do with, of all things . . . with cockroaches!”  (Describe)

My old brick apt. building has a roach problem, as such buildings often do.

Killing my last cockroach & how I heard/felt the ETs respond to my pledge not to kill anything again, including bugs and insects.

Paid my daughter to capture them and throw them out the window.  Family thought I was crazy.

 “After two years of testing my pledge, the ETs came and cleared my apartment of all cockroaches in one day.”  (Describe)  “I haven’t seen one cockroach in my living space for over a dozen years, although my neighbors in the building have had to have their apartments fumigated many times since then.”

“I evidently passed the test of cockroaches, but I learned a little later that I actually flunked a much more important test of my character.”

A TEST OF CHARACTER

Disclaimer

This story is very personal and embarrassing to tell, but important in what it reveals about who the Grays are and why they’re here

“Be warned, however, that this might disturb some people in the audience.”  Someone burned my book because of what I’m going to tell you.

“As I said, The ETs I’ve been in contact with are spiritual but not religious.  You don’t even have to believe in one Supreme Being to be the subject of their spiritual testing.  I offer myself as a personal example.  I’m a Pagan.  I honor many gods and goddess.”

ALL RELIGIONS HAVE A LEFT & RIGHT HAND PATH TO SPIRITUALITY

“The majority of a religion’s followers use the Right Hand Path, honoring their deities by giving up to them (evoking) the power of the faithful through prayer, or some other such heart-felt emotional release of energy, such as tribal dancing for example.”

“All religions have a corresponding Left Hand Path where practitioners draw down (invoking) into themselves the power of those deities, so that they may use that power to alter the natural flow of energies and achieve results that would be otherwise highly improbable.  This is the Art of Sorcery . . . the Realm of Magick.”

Jews have their Kabbalah.

Catholics had their Knights Templar.

And indigenous peoples their shamans.

THE PATH THAT I HAVE CHOSEN

“For my spiritual quest in this life, I walk the Left Hand Path.  I’ve practiced a modern form of ancient Egyptian Magick for over a quarter of a century and I’m pretty good at it.  I also lead a small circle of fellow Magicians and teach a few selected students.”

“In preparation for the story to follow, let me explain that there are two basic types of magick ritual . . . those that employ positive energies to create, and those that use negative energies to destroy.  As a Magician I would most often use my talents for the benign benefit of my myself and my family, but on rare occasion I would muster the negative energies of the universe against those who sought to do me harm.”

Unlike other victims who are powerless against brutish people, I had the means to come back at them tenfold, and I did.  If they were foolish enough to purposely step on a scorpion, I reasoned, then they deserved to get stung.”

Let me say that this is not something I would do casually.  In almost thirty years of practicing magick, I can count the number of times I’ve done a ritual in anger on one hand and still have a finger or two left over.  I reserved my “ultimate weapon” for only those I thought to be the most deserving.”

THE SET-UP FOR MY TEST

In the mid-1990s, I was hired by a governmental agency in the Bay Area.

I went through orientation with a woman disdainful of my pentagram ring.

We both were assigned to a small 3 person night-shift in the same office.

The three of us (myself and the two women) took our dinner hour together and became friends . . .  or so I thought.

Later, quite by surprise, Maria charged me with sexual harassment in the work place, and I was forced to resign.

This was before there were any guidelines as to what constitutes Sexual Harassment.  Today, Maria’s charges wouldn’t have been taken seriously, because there was only once incident (which she twisted out of context).  She never complained to me about it and it was never repeated.

“The incident is described in detail in my book, so I won’t go into it here other than to say that I would never sexually harass anyone.  It’s just not in my nature.”

THE “TEST”

This was not a misunderstanding, but a deliberate attack because of my pagan religion.

I was furious and my anger fueled a magick ritual where I summoned some pretty nasty demons to wreak my vengeance.  It worked.  (Explain)

I thought that was the end of it, but I was wrong.  Two years later I was confronted with the almost exact same situation . . . at a different company.

THE MAKE-OVER TEST

I was hired two years later at that company where my ETs had shown me their proprietary paperwork.  (The ET Employment Agency)

Assigned to another small office with someone hired the same day as I was.

I gave out detailed printed horoscopes for my three workmates as Christmas presents, because I had no money.  Jason (not real name) asked me if I had read his.  I said that I did, when I didn’t, but I should have.  It might have warned me of what was to come.  (Explain)

Jason ingratiated himself with the supervisors.  I could see through the plate glass him sitting in their office with his feet up on their desks chatting with the door closed.  He then poisoned them against me.  I don’t know what he told them, but they started giving me the cold shoulder, even though the quality of my work (measured statistically every week) was always exemplary.

I saw what Jason was doing and started to consider another destruction ritual, but then was thunderstruck with the similarity between the situation and what happened two years prior.  Don’t believe in coincidences and saw this as second chance, a make-over of the test if you will, of the one I had flunked earlier.

I didn’t know what to think.  Did the Grays dislike my practicing Magick?  Was that the problem?

After thinking about that question, I decided that it wasn’t the magick and its power, it was the way I had used it.  I chose to react differently this time.  Jason had said he wanted to work in television.  I did a ritual to entice him away with another job.  Three months later he left to work for KQED.

My relationship with the supervisors improved and I was later offered stock options as a reward for outstanding performance.  I had passed the test.

THE ENORMITY OF IT ALL

As I said, I don’t believe in coincidences.

The period between “tests” was two years (the same as with the cockroaches, and with the healing I received with my lungs), seemingly a standard time interval for ET testing.

Both tests involved someone hired the same day as I was, who went through the orientation process with me.

In both cases, that person and I were assigned to a small office within a much larger organization.

THE SCOPE OF THE TWO TESTS WAS ENORMOUS

As I said, the testing was over a two year period.

Large numbers of people had to be manipulated both times.

In both cases, Maria and Jason came to the job from a different employment agency than I did.

So, the people working at those temp agencies were manipulated to send them to the same jobsite that I was.

The supervisors at both jobsites had to pick from a large pool of recent hires as to who to place in which vacant positions.  They were manipulated into sending me both times to a small office within their organization, where I would my “test.”

Who ARE These People?

Not an accident.  I was meant to be struck with the unlikely similarities of the two situations that, although years apart, were almost identical in nature.

I wouldn’t have thought to have dealt with Jason’s back-stabbing any differently than I had done with Mary’s treachery, if it weren’t for that revelation.  It was only then that I was able to grow spirituality, by putting self-imposed limits on my use of power.  I still practice magick, but I hope more responsibly now.

The “coincidence” of Mary and Jason was a graphic illustration to me of the power that the ETs have over our lives.  I had been shown earlier the extent of their power (Missing Time in Bumper-to-Bumper Traffic in Part 1),  Now they showed me that they can, with equal ease, manipulate the life of anyone they choose, and will do so in order to offer a specific individual the opportunity to grow spiritually.  Who ARE these people?

I’ve come to understand that the Grays are Interdimensional Beings from the next higher plane of existence, and that they are specifically charged and guided by even higher Beings with maintaining the cosmic mechanism of reincarnation.

They program the lives of us flawed human beings so that major events set up opportunities that help us to grow spiritually.  While we have our own set of individual “tests” to undergo throughout life, we are also manipulated so as to be a part of the testing of other people.  Life on this Earth is one big school and, through our interactions, we teach each other the lessons we’re meant to learn.  This is the major principle of reincarnation, a spiritual belief held by the majority of the world’s population.

I’m certainly not the first person to suggest that the Grays are spiritual in nature.  [Quote researchers, Dr. John Mack (Grays as “emissaries from the Divine”) and Raymond Fowler (They come “from behind death’s great door’), as well as experiencer Whitley Strieber (Grays told him they “recycle souls.”]

UFO researchers were reluctant for years to publicly comment on what they were talking about in private, that there is a strong “spiritual” component to the ET agenda.

The evidence of spiritual testing, as described by Jim Sparks, myself and others, is building and can no longer be ignored.  If we are indeed being visited by the Masters of Reincarnation, as I believe I have confirmed, then their interest in our spirituality is certainly understandable.

Through my years of interactions with the Grays, I’ve come to understand that they are Higher Beings, some would call them “angels.”  Being pagan, I see them as the gods and goddesses with whom I communicate in ritual.  In truth, it doesn’t really matter what you call these Higher Beings.  As Shakespeare said, “A rose by any other name . . .”

Orthodox Jewish tradition holds that everyone walks around with an entourage of “spirits.” (The word “angel” was a Christian adaptation of a Greek work meaning Divine Messenger.)  I believe the group of Grays that are assigned to an individual IS that “entourage,” with the tall “Supervising” Gray being what we call one’s Guardian Angel.  They administer the lessons we’re meant to learn, each one programmed before we are born to unfold as they do.

“NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT”

Explain how the video came to be and show it for the first time publically.

INTRODUCTION

1947 WAS A VERY SIGNIFICANT YEAR IN HISTORY

It was the year that Kenneth Arnold saw nine flying disks (later dubbed “flying saucers” by the press) in formation over Mt. Ranier in Washington State.

It was the year The United Nations was founded. the state of Israel was founded, and the Dead Sea Scrolls were discovered.

It was the year the CIA was created and . . .

It was the year I was born, as I said a very significant year.

Came of age in the Sixties. Graduated the “Summer of Love” in 1965 from Galileo H.S. in SF

LEFT COLLEGE AFTER ONE SEMESTER & JOINED THE NAVY DURING VIET NAM WAR

Issued a Top Secret clearance

Stationed at the Pentagon for two years then

Stationed with NATO in Iceland, where we tracked Soviet submarines coming down from the North Atlantic

Honorably discharged in 1970

WENT BACK TO SCHOOL ON THE Gi BILL

Got a degree in Cinematography, but to really use it I would have to work in NY or LA.  Decided no

BECAME A FAN OF STAR TREK in re-runs 

Opened The Federation Trading Post” with my girlfriend at the time.  It was devoted to the original TV series and was probably the first specialty store ever.  We had 2 stores, one in Berkeley, California and one in New York City and a world-wide mail order business.

It was our “Fifteen Minutes of Fame,” which resulted in an article in People Magazine. 

Married and Later Divorced, but Was Blessed with a Wonderful Daughter

“Then, in January of 1994, I discovered that I was being visited in the night by a Great Unknown.”

“THE SUBJECT OF MY PRESENTATION IS: “My Personal Experiences with ETs While under Surveillance by an Arm of Our Secret Government”  I’ll also present my theory as to who and what the Grays are, where they come from.  I don’t think I’ll time to tell you WHY I think they’re here, although that IS in my book, because we’ll need some time at the end to show the video.

“It’s all detailed in my book: ABDUCTED BY ALIENS, or How I Learned to Cope with High Strangeness, Government Harassment, and My Mother (a True Story) [HOLD UP COPY], available on my blog as a free download in PDF format.  The web address is on my business card and the flyers I brought with me.  I also brought a few copies with me if anyone wants one autographed.” 

“I’ll also have something very special to share with you at the end of this presentation . . .  For the FIRST TIME EVER a real Alien Abduction has been caught on camera and we have video, so we want to be sure to leave time for that.” 

MY AWAKENING

“It all started one night in mid-January of 1994, when ETs woke me up . . . with a telephone call!  Let me explain.”

THREE NIGHTS OF A RINGING TELEPHONE

I disconnected ringers in house.  It still happed.

FELT I SHOULD INSPECT MYSELF

(Describe scrape & finding scars.)

IST SPONTANEOUS HEALING

Month later, had an exercise injury.  (Describe healing) Not heard of medically.

TRIED HYPNOSIS

I saw the beginning of an abduction of the entire family when I was a boy.  Also saw compassion and concern in their large eyes as they looked down at me.  Felt more positive.

REMEMBERED MY DAUGHTER SCREAMING during her first abduction.  (Describe.)

POSITIVE FEELINGS TURNED TO VENGEFUL HATE Parental instincts kicked in.

THEN FEELINGS OF FULTILITY & IMPEDANCE as I realized I couldn’t do anything.

DECIDED TO TRY AND MAKE A DEAL with the ETs.

(Describe)  You can negotiate with the ETs

SECOND PYRIDINE SHIFT

“Then I discovered that I was under the watchful eye of a much more dangerous creature than any extraterrestrial . . . Humans.”

NOVEMBER OF 1994, ATTACKED WHILE IN BED ASLEEP

Couldn’t open my eyes & felt restrained.

Then felt both nostrils of my nose suddenly plugged up.

Fell into unconsciousness.

Things in my apartment were disturbed

Fresh beads of water in my bathroom sink.  (Describe)

      “I never heard of the ETs washing their hands after they put you back in bed.”

Ex-wife called to say that someone tried to break into her house on previous night, but were frightened off by Oscar.  (Describe)

Stopped writing in my Journal after that

Harder for people to accept Government Involvement than ETs

EXAMPLES OF “HIGH STRANGENESS”

ABDUCTEES OFTEN HAVE PHYSICAL EVIDENCE

Burses, burns marks, puncture marks, scars & those ubiquitous scoop marks. (show photo)

Nighttime sunburns, including one where my forehead blistered.  (Show photo from book)

More spontaneous healings.

Tendentious in my middle finger of left hand. (“You owe me!” I said to them.)

Cured of a hangover and depression (Their second act of compassion)

Several pre-cancerous nodes on my nose.

“In order to explain this next healing, I must first admit to something very embarrassing.  There was a six-month period, about 15 years ago, when I was addicted to crack cocaine.”  (Describe the repair of my lungs afterwards.)

THE WAITRESS AT DENNY’S

Drempt of meeting a woman and wondering of she was an abductee, too.  Then a month later I met her at Denny’s!  (Describe.)

THE ET EMPLOYMENT AGENCY

Describe being shown company’s proprietary information before being hired by the company!  The ETs wanted me to know that they had guided me to that job.

MISSING TIME IN BUMPER-TO-BUMPER TRAFIC

The Caldecott Tunnel incident.

THE FLYING VAN

Describe “dream” and mix-up of screen images.

SURVEILLANCE & HARASSMENT

A BRIEF HISTORY OF UFO INTELLIGENCE GATHERING

Creation of Majestic 12 Committee by President Truman in 1947 to investigate Roswell.  The committee was made up of top names from academia and the military.  As part of their final report to Truman they recommended that they continue to ONLY report to the president, implying that the committee expected to continue in operation beyond their original mandate to investigate Roswell.

Air Force initially had responsibility of gathering info on UFOs.

CIA took control over everything UFO related in 1954.  This made the CIA the most powerful organization in the world at that time. 

As time went on and members of the Majestic 12 Committee retired, they would have undoubtedly been replaced with CIA insiders because they knew more about the UFO situation than any one else.

SURVEILLANCE & MONTHLY BREAK=INS

James Bond trick (put tape across the door jam) established regular, monthly intrusions into my apartment.

My hypnotherapist suggested the same thing to my horror.  (Describe)

Majestic removed the tape, verifying that they had bugged the office of my hypnotherapist and discovered my trick.

MY TV IS WATCHING ME!

Girlfriend said “Did you see that?” (Light in TV)

Obvious thought was there might be a camera in the TV, but no money (unemployed) to have the set serviced to find out.

A few days later, dusty back of my TV was disturbed around the set screw. Perfect square of clean.  (They came and took their camera.)

Invited my friends for a party and showed them the evidence of Majestic’s TV tampering.

A week later, I came home to find that the whole TV set was wiped down and clean as a whistle.

MAJESTIC’S SECOND CAMERA – (show photos from book)

BLOOD & GUTS IN THE SHOWER

(an Example of Psychological Warfare)

Describe incident after girlfriend showed interest in Cattle Mutilations.

THEY GOT AT ME THROUGH MY GIRLFRIEND (different girlfriend)

We were deeply in love.  She was a member of the Support Group I facilitated.  Majestic did something to scare her so much she fled the state without telling me, or even her family.

FOLLOWED BY A DRONE HELICOPTER Shortly after publishing my book

DO WE REALLY WANT AN END TO THE UFO COVER-UP?

WHAT WOULD BE THE OFFICIAL “SPIN”

Space Brothers, or Space invaders?  Before you answer that question, consider the following.

GENERAL DOUGLAS MACARTHUR 

As far back as 1955, General Douglas MacArthur told cadets assembled at West Point.  “The nations of the world,” he told the cadets, “will have to unite, for the next war will be an interplanetary war.  The nations of the earth must someday make a common front against attack by people from other planets.” (From The New York Times, October 9, 1955)

PRESIDENT RONALD REAGAN

President Ronald Reagan speculated publicly on three different occasions (once before the United Nations) as to how a war against an invading army from outer space would be a unifying force for mankind.”

LAW ON THE BOOKS

If and when the UFO cover-up is ended, there appears to already be a law on the books that allows for the detention, under armed guards, of anyone who comes in contact with an Extraterrestrial.  (statute 1211.100 Title14 – Aeronautics and Space and Part 1211 – Extra-Terrestrial Exposure)

Was originally written for NASA in 1969 to use if and when our astronauts should discover Alien life of any kind, but it was worded so broadly that it can easily be used to include Alien contact with civilians here on Earth.

So much attention was given this statute by the UFO community that NASA quietly rescinded it in 1991, saying that it had “served its purpose.”  Aside from the question of why it was deemed to no longer be needed at that particular time, after being on the books for 22 years, no one doubts that the regulation could just as easily be resurrected should it be needed again.”

CONCENTRATION CAMPS

In 2006 Kellogg, Brown & Root (now known just as KBR), then a subsidiary of Halliburton, was awarded a contract by the Department of Homeland Security to build a series of concentration camps meant to detain illegal immigrants and (and I quote) “to support the rapid development of new programs.” 

People all across the country who have reason to fear their government, from political dissidents to UFO Abductee/Experiencers, are asking, “What new detention programs?”  A copy of the press release is on my blog.

DR. CAROL RUSIN

Dr. Carol Rusin was a protégé of the late Dr. Werner von Braun, the preeminent Nazi rocket scientist who was brought to the US after World War II through a top-secret project code-named “Paperclip.” 

She says that Dr. von Braun had charged her with leading a crusade to prevent the deployment of weapons in space.  He told her numerous times that the Military-Industrial complex had a phony list of four external threats to the United States that would be used to support their funding.  The first, the Communist Threat, was already under way.  The second was to be a Terrorist Threat, followed by an Asteroid Threat, and after that would come the Alien Threat.

While each of these “threats” was supposed to stimulate military spending, the Alien Threat was meant to also support their control of space.  He wanted her to work to ban space-based weapons so that international treaties against their use would be in place by the time the Alien Threat was brought into play.

According to Dr. Rusin, Von Braun told her on several occasions that human contact with many different kinds of Extraterrestrials was already a reality, and that “none of them are hostile.”

It appears that everything is nearly in place for the Alien Threat.  (1) One of our most beloved presidents suggested the idea several times; (2) there is/was a law on the books declaring contact with Aliens to be grounds for forced detention; and now (3) the government has built camps in which UFO Abductee/Experiencers can, at some future date, be rounded up and detained.  I think it’s obvious where things are currently headed.  If disclosure were to happen tomorrow, the “spin” would undoubtedly be negative, meant to generate as much fear as possible.  As someone who IS in contact with ETs, I don’t want to look at the world from behind razor wire.

“I urge everyone to say NO to Dr. Greer’s attempt to force official disclosure.”

(To be continued)

I’ve already written about two of the dreaded companions of many Abductee/Experiencers, fear and paranoia.  (blog posts 135 & 151, respectively)  Now I’m going to talk about the last of the triple threat, depression. 

Wikipedia defines depression as “a state of low mood and aversion to activity that can affect a person’s thoughts, behavior, feelings and physical well-being.  It may include feelings of sadness, anxiety, emptiness, hopelessness, worthlessness, guilt, irritability, or restlessness.”

Last year the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) released a report regarding the prevalence of depression in the United States.  The findings showed that on average 9 percent of the US population met the criteria for depression during the study period, between 2006 and 2008.

Although many people outside the UFO contact experience have bouts of depression for any number of reasons, the depressive episodes Abductee/Experiencers under go are ultimately about loosing control of one’s personal life and/or the feeling of being violated.  For many Abductee/Experiencers ET contact is (at least at first) a shattering experience.   It’s meant to be.  Paradigms aren’t shifted easily.  A paradigm is supposed to be something that you can rely on, like the ground under your feet.  If it shifts unexpectedly, you can lose your balance and fall.  This can happen even when a person is unaware of their ET visits, and when it does many react with bouts of depression, sometime clinically severe.

Often these people seek psychiatric help and wind up in their local mental health system, misdiagnosed (usually with Bipolar Disorder¹) and taking psychotropic prescription medications.  If you suspect that your depression, which might be cyclic in nature, is due to ET contact experiences (especially if you don’t have the corresponding “highs” that characterize true Bipolar Disorder), then I suggest that you don’t go down that road.  It’s likely to be a dead end and it won’t be easy to turn around and go back, once you’re in the system.  A diagnosis of mental illness can haunt you for a lifetime.  Don’t go there if you don’t have to.

That is, of course, unless you’re feeling suicidal.  If that’s the case, then by all means seek professional help.  Once you’re feeling better you can decide what to do, but such thoughts are hard to shake off.  Call 911 right away.  Don’t delay!

It may not just be the ETs that have you depressed.  In an entry to my UFO journal dated August 5, 1994 (reprinted on this blog as post #46), I reported a new round of depression that perplexed me at the time as to the cause.

“The old cycles of anxiety and depression have returned.  But why?  I had been free of them for several months now.  I credited my recovery to a combination of good hypnotherapy and my having accepted the reality of my double life [with ETs].  I have even come to regard the visitors as my friends.  So why am I now suddenly back at square one?”

At the time I wasn’t aware that humans were also taking me in the night.  It was only three months later that I found that out.  Afterwards I put two and two together and came up with . . . Majestic.²

But regardless of the reason, how can one cope with depression if not with pharmaceuticals?  I found early on that writing about what was happening to me helped immensely.  My UFO journal kept me sane.  I strongly recommend that all Abductee/Experiencers keep a diary. Rereading it now and then will keep you grounded, and it helps to be reminded of how you got to where you are.

Support groups are another way to combat depression for the Abductee/Experiencer.  Being with those who understand and hearing their similar stories can help pull one from the depths of despair.  If a UFO support group is unavailable in your area, OPUS³ facilitates one online, where one email goes to everyone in the group, and you can respond or not depending on how you feel.  Contact Les Velez at LesterV424@aol.com if you think you’d like to try it.  Please tell him who sent you.

SPECIAL ALERT!

I’ll be speaking at a meeting of MUFON members in Sacramento, California a week from today, on Saturday February 26^th..  Check the sidebar on this website under “Chuck’s Events” for the details.  At the end of my presentation, I’ll be showing an amazing surprise video that will have the UFO community buzzing when it’s officially released later this year.  If you can possibly make it, you won’t be disappointed!

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¹ In my opinion, one of the overly misdiagnosed conditions is “bipolar disorder,” or what used to be called “manic depressive syndrome.  This is a mental imbalance defined by alternating periods of elevated mood and energy levels with periods of depression.  Genetic factors  are thought to contribute substantially to the likelihood of developing bipolar disorder, and environmental factors are also implicated.

Unfortunately, at least in the United States, medicine is all about money and that also contributes to misdiagnosis.  There’s lots of money to be made with any long tern illness, physical or mental.  The doctor has a guaranteed patient, and the pharmaceutical companies make money from every pill prescribed.

2 Majestic is my term for the organization housed deep inside the intelligence community that is in charge of everything related to UFOs, including the surveillance and harassment of Abductee/Experiencers.

³ Organization for Paranormal Understanding and Support

There is so much on my plate right now that I haven’t had the time to sit down and write something Abduction related for the blog, so I’m going to vent a little bit here instead.  I hope you don’t mind.

Here is a list of what I’m dealing with right now.

• I Still Have Bed Bugs

Those of you who have read blog post #162 know that I have an infestation of those little vampires, a bad one.  My apartment is one of several in the building that was infected.  The extermination company hired by the landlord heat-treated my space to 140 degrees for four hours (the preferred method of eradication), but there are signs that some of the bugs survived.  My landlord evidently doesn’t want to spend anything more and I’m left on my own to deal with the problem on my own.

• My Landlord Is Trying to Evict Me

I’ve received a letter from his lawyer saying that he’s starting official eviction proceedings.  The charge is that I “re-infected” the apartment with bed bugs after the extermination company had sterilized it, and that I’m a “public health hazard.”

The fact is that my landlord worships money and I’ve lived in his rent controlled apartment for seventeen years now.  He would love to see me leave so he can raise the rent to market levels, which the law allows after the original rent controlled tenant moves out.  I’m sorry Mr. Landlord, but when I die I’m having my ashes scattered on the carpet, because I’m NOT leaving!

• I’ll Probably Have Sue the Landlord to Get My Belongings out of Storage.

Prior to the heat-treatment, the extermination company came and packed up everything I own (except for my toothbrush and a few other personal items).  The boxes were treated with a power toxic to bed bugs before being taped shut and placed in a storage unit in the building.  They were to be returned to me after the apartment was declared bed bug free.

That was four months ago.  It’s my books I miss the most, seven bookcases full, including my UFO library.  I WANT MY STUFF BACK!

• I’m Living in a Studio Apartment with a Teenager

Last September, Wesley came to live with me.  I’ve known him since he was nine years old, having met him when I worked at the group home for boys where he lived.  He’s eighteen now and has been “emancipated” from the system.  He thinks he’s an adult because everyone tells him that he is, but he is of course still a kid.

He eats like a horse and it’s a struggle to keep the pantry filled, but the real problem is that he’s totally unprepared to care for himself.  The system failed him completely.  He was never taught the simplest of things like how to slice a block of cheese (looks like he uses a hand grenade), or how to wash dishes (all my collectable coffee cups are broken.  “The soap is slippery,” is his excuse.  Everything he tries to do domestically turns out so horribly wrong.

Actually the normal challenges of being a teenager are compounded with Wesley, in that he is also an Aries . . . a very chaotic combination.

• I’m Earning Less than ¼ of What I Did Four Years Ago

Financially, things are very tight.  I work in Commercial Real Estate.  The bottom fell out of the markets in late 2007 and we’ve been holding on by our fingernails every since.  During the last four years my pay has been cut and then my hours reduced to the point where I’m earning less than a quarter of what I did before the economic downturn.  To pay the rent AND eat (and feed a teenager, as well), I’ve had to take my Social Security three years early.  (I’m sixty-three.)  That, and what I earn working four hours a week at $11 an hour, is barely enough.

There’s a very real chance that my company will go under at the end of April.  I’ll still need a second income of some sort to make ends meet, but at age 63 my prospects aren’t good.  I have a cap on any future unemployment benefits of just over $5,000, so at a weekly payout of $200 that’s only 25 weeks, less than six months . . . then I’m on my own.

• And My Cat’s on Prozac (really!)

My cat, Pywacket, has developed what is called “Cat Biting Tail Syndrome,” also called feline hyperesthesia.  I used to come home and find blood all over the carpet.  Not much is known as to the cause, but cats have been known to actually bite their tails in two.

I think it’s a neurological problem.  The bottom third of Pywacket’s tail looks disjointed, and whenever he’s really stressed out, he’ll go at it with a vengeance.  I considered amputation but the vet wanted to try Prozac first.  It worked.  I get it formulated as a cream, so I can apply it to his ear.  (He will absolutely NOT swallow pills.)

Pywacket is at a point now where he’ll ask for his medication when his tail becomes particularly bothersome.  To get my attention he’ll fain an attack on his tail, growling and pretending to bite it, but not really doing it.  He’ll then calmly let me apply the Prozac to his ear, and then give me an appreciative look afterward.

With all this and Majestic’s particularly harsh treatment lately, I fell into a blue funk a few days ago.  Usually when I get that depressed, it’ll take me a week or so to crawl out of the blackness, but my ETs came Wednesday night and soothed my troubled spirit.  If it weren’t for their help I don’t know that I could keep up the fight.

I’ll have a few things to say about depression and how it affects Abductee/Experiencers in an upcoming post.

In this last series of posts, I reprinted an outline of the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates the “re-abduction” of ET Abductee/Experiencers by an arm of the intelligence community.  I’ll wrap this up by summarizing her main points and providing my final comments.

Melinda begins her presentation with some statistics about Alien Abduction.  UFO researchers believe that up to 15 percent of the world’s population may be involved in the abduction phenomenon.  That’s over one billion people!  She also confirms that ET abductions are generational, and has one case that goes back at least five generations to the 1800s, when a great, great, grandmother wrote about her experiences.

Melinda’s major thesis is that an arm of our secret government, is “re-abducting” ET Abductee/Experiencers in an ongoing effort to learn what it can about ET technology and how to use it.  Although various military personnel are seen working in these covert operations, she asserts that there is an elite group within the intelligence community that’s actually in control.  (I’ve always called this group “Majestic,” referring to the original Majestic 12 Committee formed by President Truman to investigate the crash of an ET craft (or two) near Roswell, New Mexico.)

Just as ET abductions are generational, Melinda has discovered that the military “re-abductions” of Abductee/Experiencers can also involve their children, and in some cases their parents as well.  This interest in “family connections” seems to correspond with Majestic’s interest in the personal genetics of abductees.  Melinda reminds us that it has long been understood that genetics is a major factor in ET abductions, as evidenced by the creation of ET-Human hybrids, so it’s quite natural that Majestic would follow that same line of research.  (Again, “Majestic” is my term, not Melinda’s.)

Of course it’s all done in the name of National Security, which Melinda believes justifies their goals, if not their means to achieve them.  Those goals include not only the “reverse-engineering” of ET technology (we’ve all heard about Area 51), but also of the abductees themselves.  It is we Abductee/Experiencers who hold the key to the puzzle that is the UFO enigma.  Majestic wants to know how to fully use and manipulate the ET technology that they’ve back engineered and they’re trying to find that out from us.

Many Abductee/Experiencers have been taught by their ETs how to fly the disks (“fast walkers”), navigate in space, and do many of the things that the ETs do.  As Melinda put it, “. . . reverse engineering the abductee is more about having personnel that are able to do what abductees are able to do.”  Majestic wants to know what we’ve been taught, so that it can be taught to others.

To achieve that end, the military (or more fairly, a covert arm of the military that works closely with Majestic) will “re-abduct” Abductee/Experiencers to debrief them.  Normally, under hypnosis a person can’t be made to do anything they don’t want to do.  This is true, except when certain “truth” drugs are administered along with the hypnosis.  Then the natural defenses of the subconscious mind are breeched and the subject can be made to cooperate.

Melinda believes there is even evidence that some Abductee/Experiencers have had their personalities split in two, creating a “double agent” with one willing to share what he learns from the ETs with his human masters.  Some of these hapless individuals (and I think I might be one of them) have even been seen teaching what they know to Majestic’s UFO pilots.

Melinda lists 19 other counties in which covert-ops involvement has been documented, including such far flung places as the Marshal Islands in Micronesia, Saudi Arabia, and both Russia and China.  Often US personnel are seen working with the military or intelligence agents from the country where the experience occurred.

She also itemized some of the things that are done to Abductee/Experiencers when Majestic visits, many of which I have also experienced.  These include hypnosis with drugs administrated (I have on several occasions woken up feeling drugged, so much so that I couldn’t go to work.), being roughed up or physically abused (I have to wear knee braces when I sleep or else I risk them being wrenched by Majestic’s thugs when they roust me out of bed), medical procedures including surgery (I’ve written about my unexplained scars, including one on the back of my neck that suggest brain surgery), and implants being removed or inserted (Majestic removed my nasal implant on November 27, 1994 and later inserted an implant of their own over my left temple).

But what specifically is Majestic looking for?  According to Melinda, Majestic has been searching for a way to interface with the ET technology that they’ve back engineered.  It was realized early on that some sort of paranormal mental activity was involved, and some Abductee/Experiencers report being tested for psi ability when describing their experiences with Majestic’s operatives.

This “mental interface”, the psychic control of technical systems, evidently includes a genetic component.  It seems that a certain mix of DNA is also required to operate ET technology.  This of course would be another reason for Majestic’s interest in the genetic makeup of Abductee/Experiencers, many of whom have been taught to fly UFOs.

Melinda describes how the prominent UFO researches with whom she has spoken, by and large shy away from the subject of re-abductions by humans.  She feels that their reluctance to embrace this new area of research is counter productive, in that the mere fact that there is a covert intelligence-gathering program in place specifically for use against UFO abductees is strong evidence for the reality of the Alien Abduction phenomenon itself.  Why spend all that time and money debriefing abductees if their UFO experiences aren’t real?

Melinda does acknowledge that her work builds upon what has been done by a small number of other researchers in this area.  For those who want to start their own inquiry into “Re-Abductions” (RE-ABS) or “Military Abductions” (MILABS), as they are called, here are the names of the researchers she quotes, along with a link to begin your search for answers.

Helmut and Marion Lammer (link)

Dr. Karla Turner, deceased (link)

Shawn Atlanti (link)

Joe Montaldo (link)

Kay Wilson (link)

And now for my comments . . .

Much of Melinda’s research about Majestic is not new to me, but it was good to see it in writing from a real researcher who gleaned her information from an active caseload of Abductee/Experiencers.  There were some surprises, though.

Perhaps the most disturbing part of Melinda’s research to me personally was when she described how some Abductee/Experiencers have had their personalities split in two, so as to create one that is in their control.  My own research shows that the procedure was likely developed by the CIA and then deployed in the field against some Soviet spies captured during the cold war.  After their personalities were split, those spies were released back into the field to continue their clandestine activities unknowingly as a double agent.  Now Majestic is evidently doing the same thing to Abductee/Experiencers.  I say that it was disturbing to me personally because of an incident (described in posts 132 and 133) where I discovered, quite by accident, that I am programmed to get out of bed at night and let Majestic’s agents in through the door.  When I remembered the incident, I was filled with a strong feeling of deference for the people waiting to be let in.

The idea of being made to dance like a puppet on a string for the very people I despise is discouraging to say the least.  It is through my writing, though, that I can best fight back.  Harold’s ETs once called me a “word warrior,” a title that I wear proudly.  I’m currently searching for a hypnotherapist who will help me learn more about my “other” self, but I have no money and it would have to be “pro bono,” for no fee.

And, in what I believe to be an historic “Ah Ha!!!” moment, after reading Melinda’s description of what certain abductees said about how they used ET technology I was able to determine just what the Mental Interface is that Majestic is searching for!  I described it fully in blog #174, part 8 of this series of posts.  My explanation is too intertwined with Melinda’s presentation for me to describe it here, but it’s a must read for anyone who wants to know, and my interpretation must be correct because Majestic told me it was (or so it seems).

Shortly after I posted blog #174, Majestic “visited” me and roughed me up, reinjuring my left thumb.  They also left a message.  My copy of Melinda’s presentation in outline form, which I’ve reproduced here on this blog, had been taken down from where it had hung on a nail high above my desk (where my cats can’t reach) and was placed carefully on the floor at the foot of my chair.  It was put where I couldn’t help but immediately notice it, and the fact that they had used Melinda’s outline to tell me that they had been here was meant to convey just why they are upset with me.  Although the physical evidence of Majestic’s abuse is unmistakable, the ETs suppress my memories of Majestic’s harassment to protect me psychologically.  Majestic has to resort to this kind of communication to get their point across to my resistant personality.  (The most striking example of the psychological protection I receive from my ET friends was described in the chapter of my book¹ titled, “Rape the Ultimate Harassment,” and reprinted here as blog post #96.)

It’s rare that Majestic will visit me more than once a week, but this week they’ve come three times.  After Monday night’s visit they came again the following night, and again just last night.  (I must have struck a nerve with what I’ve written about Melinda’s research.)  Each time they come they move something that I’ll immediately see when I wake up.  They want me to know that they’ve been here, even if the ETs suppress my memory of their harassment and torture.  For years I’ve documented the nasty things that Majestic has done to me.  It’s reassuring to know that I’m not alone in this.  Thank you, Melinda.

I invite anyone who thinks that they might have been re-abducted by human operatives to leave a comment on this blog.  Someone hacked this website (guess who I suspect) and redirected the regular comments link to a non-existent page.  Instead, send me an email at AlienAbductionTheBlog@mail.com, and I’ll post it to the Comments page on the sidebar of this blog.

—————————————————————————————————————-¹   Abducted by Aliens, or How I Learned to Cope With High Strangeness, Government Harassment, and My Mother (a True Story) is available as a free E-book at this website.  See the sidebar, under “The Other Stuff.”

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Does This Mean?

 Stanton Friedman once said on the Coast-to-Coast AM radio program that “disclosure of all the facts on the UFO subject would be the end of nationalism worldwide.”  He added, “That isn’t going to happen because that’s the only game in town” and that “Nations and governments don’t want to cease to exist.”  These are profound statements from Stanton.

I would add that the mastery of the psi component of the UFO/ET subject is the greatest of those threats to nationalism.  Within the psi component lays the dormant human potential.  Contact or interaction with ET will make the knowledge of our psi abilities commonplace, and that dormant human potential will then be fully realized.

Remote viewers from the old military unit say they used to use the phrase “and nothing will be hidden from you.”  The psi component of the UFO question holds within it the ability for us all to develop that unlimited potential where reading thoughts (ET telepathy) and manipulating matter with your mind (ET technology) exists!  And, when you develop that dormant human potential nothing will be hidden from you, too!

[Harold’s chorus of Grays has told us that in the coming new age everyone will be psychic; Can you imagine it? You’ll be able to instantly judge the strength of someone’s character just by looking at his aura!  Disreputable people will no longer have the advantage of subterfuge and guile over the trusting.  At first things might get a little chaotic as husbands and wives learn of each other’s affairs and business partners discover each other’s deceptions, but in the end, for good or ill, we’ll live in a world without secrets. – CW]

I think they may fear this most of all, a knowledgeable and enlightened citizenship.  When nothing is hidden from anyone, all the mechanisms of control will melt away (Stanton’s end of nationalism worldwide”).  This very problem has been speculated as being part of the demise of the government’s remote viewing program, due to the concern by a few people in the government that what if the remote viewers got that good?  What if they could view our own secrets?

As desperate as the UFO “controllers” are, to have these psi abilities in order to interact with ET, operate ET technology, or attempt to somewhat “level the playing field,” they appear to be equally desperate to keep them from you.  For when you have these abilities, their gig is up, game over!  And quoting Mr. Friedman again; “Nations and governments don’t want to cease to exist.”

I think Stanton was absolutely on to something and I’ve only pulled back another layer to suggest an even further reason why the UFO cover-up and policy of non-disclosure on all things ET remains in place.

What Can Ufology Learn?

What can ufology learn from what the reverse-engineered, covert-ops abductees have experienced?

These abductees have witnessed and seen things in their human experiences that, just as the covert-ops learns from abductees what they need to know about the ETs and their plans, ufology can, through these abductees, learn from their human experiences what the covert-ops knows, and what are THEIR plans!  For example:

• Why are people being abducted by ETs?  What does the covert-ops know about it?
• What do they know about ET genetics?  Have people been genetically enhanced?  Can this knowledge help mankind?
• What does the covert-ops know and not know about ET motives, or about an ET agenda?  What is it and what does it mean?
• Are the covert-ops interacting with ETs?  Are they training people how to interact with them?  Are they planning on a future use?
• What medical breakthroughs have they learned?
• How much ET technology have humans developed?
• Do they have fully functioning gravitational or “free energy” devices?  Where are they?  Who has them?  Could we all benefit?
• What technological questions remain?  How far has physics come?  What knowledge are they sitting on?
• Where are they having problems with the technology?  Where are the hang-ups?  How much of that technology is being used?
• Why is it being used?  How is it being used?  What are the future plans for the technology?
• Why are they developing all this?  To what ultimate end?

Knowing the answers to these could give us the roadmap for how to bring about an official disclosure!

[Hold on there!  Not everyone is in favor of an end to the cover-up.  I used to be like most people in the UFO community who want the truth about the presence of ETs on Earth to be acknowledged by all  governments of our world.  But I later came to realize that it all depends on whose “truth” is propagated.  Would you expect those same governments that “don’t want to cease to exist” to characterize the ETs as “Space Brothers” or “Space Invaders”?  I wrote a chapter in my book titled, “Do We Really Want an End to the UFO Cover-UP?”  It’s posted here as #103.  Read it for a good explanation as to why every Abductee/Experiencer should be against official disclosure! – CW]

The Importance for Ufology

It is time to take these covert-ops abduction experiences out of the closet and give them the research attention they deserve.  They are after all the best darn evidence for alien abductions, and may be the very key to unlocking the UFO cover-up.  At the very least, it is imperative to understand the MILAB an RE-AB scenarios, the impact these experiences are having on covert technology development programs, and in so doing the impact they have had on the UFO cover-up!

Imagine . . . could it be that abductions may have played an important part in the cover-up all along?  That maybe, just maybe, abductions are the reason the extraterrestrials are even here?  And, that maybe the covert-ops management folks have known this all along?  Hense, why abductions have become a matter of National Security.  Or, have always been a matter of National Security!

With RE-Abs, alien abductions are no longer the bastard stepchild of the UFO research community.  Relegated to being only considered in very separate terms, as if somehow unconnected, or at best marginally connected to other areas of research, Ufology can no longer afford to separate the research of crash retrievals, reverse-engineering programs, technology development, the accounts of insiders, National Security issues, UFO history, the cover-up, and our disclosure efforts from the abduction phenomenon.  To leave out any aspect of the UFO equation that may lead to a clearer understanding of an extraterrestrial agenda, of a human military or intelligence community agenda (aka the cover-up agenda), or of a human and ET combined agenda, is to have an incomplete picture of the phenomenon.

A correct hypothesis must include all the data

Understanding the RE-AB covert-ops’ involvement builds a bridge for the inclusion of the ET abduction subject in the disclosure discussion.

A partial disclosure is no disclosure at all.  All you would have is a repackaged “new and improved” cover-up.

Conclusion

If you have had any of covert-ops experiences happen to you:

       –  You are not crazy.

       –  You are not alone.

       –  I, and other researchers, are very interested in hearing about your experiences.  Please talk to us.

• The purpose of this lecture was not to promote fear, but to draw attention to a growing problem, encourage abductees with these experiences to come forward and to help them in knowing that they are not alone.
• This is an area rich in research possibilities.  These guys are sloppy!

[I wish she had elaborated on that last comment. – CW]

• The covert-ops involvement says something about the importance of UFO abduction and may be able [to] tell us about its ultimate meaning.
• The covert-ops involvement completely validates the reality of UFO abductions.  If there is no such thing as abduction then why is all this happening?  It is because: Extraterrestrial abduction experiences are real.

[This concludes my serialization of The Research of Melinda Leslie.  It took awhile (ten weeks), and I may have lost some readers alone the way, but I believe her work to be pioneering and extremely important.  I’ll summarize and add some closing comments next week to top off this series of posts. – CW]

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Do They Want?  Mental Interface

Abductees are being shown technology by the ETs [continued from Part 8]] 

• “I worked the control panel’
• “I worked a console”
• “They gave me a tour of the craft”
• “They showed me the secrets of the doorways”
• “They showed me how they make things float”

Abductees are seeing ET technology being used by the military

• “I saw the military use a time portal”
• “I saw an underground vehicle that did not run by conventional means”
• “I saw a plasma rifle and it wasn’t ours”
• “They gave me a virtual reality experience”
• “I saw the military use a device that created an invisible wall around you”
• “They used a laser gun and the targets just disappeared”
• “I saw UFOs” or “There was a disc and I knew it wasn’t ours”
• “The military flew me there in a disk”

Abductees are interrogated about ET technology

• “Tell us about their technology”
• “Tell me about the drive system” and “How do you know about it”
• “How are you able to do it” and “Tell me what they told you to do”
• “They asked me about the propulsion system, the weapons, and how the ships are flown”
• “They asked me how the aliens maneuver the craft”
• “They wanted me to spy for technology”
• “They told me that they need to shoot them down”
• “They said ‘You don’t’ know what you know”
• “They said ‘You are the key to understanding’”
• “To be the upper echelon you must know the technology”

Lisa (pseudonym for one of Helmut’s cases” was also interrogated by her military kidnappers.  In August of 1993, Lisa had an alien encounter, only to be followed the next night by a military kidnapping.  The first night Lisa had what she called a reality-like dream if traveling in a spaceship with a Gray alien.  The being was telepathically instructing her how to make the craft maneuver around objects.  The Gray told her that the craft could sense objects and maneuver around them.

The following night Lisa had a traumatic flashback that she experienced as: “. . . I was being interrogated by the military and pushed around.  I was on the ground with my hands on the back of my head, with a gun pushing and holding me down.  Men in green military clothes were asking me questions, while men in black military clothes were in the background by the military vehicles.  They kept saying over and over, to give them the knowledge, and they said, ‘. . . at any cost . . . do you understand?  At any cost!’”

After this Lisa’s memory ended, and she wrote in her journal that she couldn’t figure out what it was in the military men wanted to know.  In December, she remembered lying in a stretcher and being pushed down a hallway that was lit with bright lights.  Something was inserted into her left ear, and she passed out.  She remembered also men wearing business suits.  One of these men called her by her maiden name.

After some time she got more flashbacks of what occurred during this encounter.  “. . . All of a sudden I’m surrounded by men in black clothes and some military men dressed in green.”  Lisa was forced to walk very quickly across the grounds of the installation.  “. . . the soldiers were rude to me . . . I told them to stop pushing me on me.  I was very irritated by them.  Then we went into an office of some type . . . A man was sitting behind the desk.  He was wearing solid green military type clothes, but had not name tag or medals on it.  He started asking me questions about what I felt about the aliens.  It seemed like he was wondering how to get the public prepared.  I told him that a lot of the public was already aware, and some would never accept it.

During another interrogation, she met the same man as before.  He told her that she was the key to understanding.  He’s saying it’s in my head and it has to be unlocked, and that I belong to the government.  Also, men in green military clothes were standing beside me with guns, and I thought there were some more men in black uniforms behind me.  I remember standing up and then being made to sit in an old wooden chair in a concrete-floored room.  He wore military clothes and kept tapping me with his fingers on the front of my head, like he was frustrated with me.”

More on technologies operating on psi:

Abductee Jim Sparks in Glimpses of Other Realities by Linda Moulton Howe: “It’s their technology.  I know the aliens rely heavily on a created field.  This field produces several things, the ability to be invisible, the ability to work in one dimension and then partially in another, and the ability to move us poor humans through solid matter . . . when the field is in action, you can [feel] it, you can sense it, you almost feel like you are a magnet or static electricity.  It takes a wall as you would normally see it and makes it transparent . . . Everything the aliens do is technology . . . they don’t push buttons . . . it’s all thought activated . . . they don’t I have to physically move anything.  They just think to their machines and stuff happens.”

Abductee Ana Hayes [has] also stated in Glimpses of Other Realities: “The description of being “pulled” I relate to as the transmutation of cellular codes in DNA . . . It is done by manipulating cellular codes and uses sound to change the vibratory oscillation rate of the DNA and cells.  Also, human thoughts are treated as electromagnetic pulse transmissions by the aliens which can be received and processed for a variety of uses in the aliens’ biotechnologies.”

What Do They Want?  Genetics & Training

Additional theories from my research, and again the following quotes are from different abductees:

4)  Covert-ops’ interest in genetics

Abductees are seeing genetic and cloning experiments and have sperm, eggs, and fetus removed by the military while being told:

• “We are creating a hardy hybrid eliete”
• “You have superior genes”
• “You are part of the all”
• “You are an important pivotal part of us”
• “We are creating an upper echelon”

5)  Covert-ops’ training and preparation for something

• Abductees are being made to wear uniforms and be involved in military exercises or “war game” scenario reenactments.
• Abductees are being trained in military procedures

What Do They Want?  Training

• Abductees are being trained to, or are being used to, demonstrate communication with ETs.
• Abductees are often trained in all these procedures with military personnel and ETs together.

[According to Harold’s chorus of Grays, any ETs seen working with the military are majestic’s clones, created using DNA from bodies recovered from downed UFOs.  From the description above, it would seem that those clones also require training.  If they were real ETs working with the military, they would already know the technology and be teaching the class! – CW]

• Abductees are often “tested for their reactions to situations.  (I.e. are they able to “run the course” while under pressure.)
• Abductees are often “tested” for their ability to perform under pressure.
• This preparation and training often involves the abductee showing military personnel or other abductees how to do it.

During these training procedures they are told things like:

• “Be a good soldier”  (many statements are like this one)
• “This is boot camp”

What Do They Want?  Mind Control

(more training quotes)

• “You are a traitor if you don’t go along”
• “You will be a part of us or die”
• “We are programming the killer instinct”
• “You belong to us”
• “You are ours”

• “What you are doing is important
  “Soldier girl”

6)  Covert-ops’ development and practice of mind control techniques

Most commonly reported are fear techniques used to keep the abductee from talking.  Examples of what has been said:

• “You will never see your children again”
• “Remember you have a daughter”
• “Something will happen to your mom”
• “We can shoot you and get away with it”
• “We will bury you in the desert”  (reminiscent of Roswell witnesses)
• And one female abductee heard, “Your life is a play and the name of the play is “Death of the Maiden.”

Abductees share being used as some sort of “programmed spy” and experience brainwashing techniques.  Examples of what is said:

• “You’re not theirs (the ETs), you’re ours”
• “Tell us everything” and “You will tell us everything you know”
• “It’s in your head and it has to be unlocked”
• “Never forget, you work for us”
• “You can’t talk now even if you wanted to, we fixed that”
• “You won’t remember any of this”
• “They asked me permission to have my memory erased”
• “We will see you again and then we will get what we want”

An extensive variety of drugs appears to be used in these mind control related events.  Some examples:

• One abductee said they called the drugs “chemical restraints.”

[I worked closely with the mental health community when I owned and operated a paratransit business (medical transportation) in the 1980s.  The phrase “chemical restraints” is a professional term. – CW]

• Another abductee said, “They drugged me in an attempt to permanently erase my memory of everything related to it,” and they “strapped [me] down in a char with bright lights in my eyes and show[ed me] symbols,” and said they called this a “a deprogramming chamber,” and [was] told “we don’t like what the aliens taught you . . . we re going to erase it from your memory . . . this is what you are supposed to remember.”

Many abductees express that they felt the effects of having been drugged.  The following quotes almost always start with “the entire next day . . .”

• “. . . I felt weak, sleepy, drugged, nauseated, nauseous, overly tired.  My arms and legs twinged or tingled.  My eyes were blurry, I couldn’t focus, I couldn’t keep my eyes open.   I had a funny taste in my mouth, I had a sore back, I couldn’t get out of bed, I crawled out of bed, I found bruises like human finger prints or thumb prints, I found needle injection marks on my arms or legs, I was on edge, I was in a state of depression.  I had difficulty waking up, I had difficulty walking.  The ___ became more painful over the following days, I had swelling in my arms and fingers.  My family and friends remarked that I was not speaking coherently.  I was out of it and I couldn’t concentrate.

[All of this has happened to me several times. – CW]

Some abductees are being given a post hypnotic suggestion or are being “remove influened” to harm themselves or someone else.  This seems to be activated if they should talk about, or even think about, doing anything about their experiences.  Some examples:

• An abductee’s two sons, one who had experiences, and one who has only witnessed them, were having a discussion regarding the abductions when they suddenly “came to” while strangling each other.  They literally had their hands around each other’s throats.  Prior to doing this they were having a quite conversation in agreement.  The event was completely unprovoked and totally out of character for the two brothers.
• While preparing to attend a UFO conference, I had come out of the shower when I suddenly “came to” with my arms outstretched and holding my blow-dryer under running water.  I had no memory of having plugged it in, turned it on, or of turning on the water.  I snapped out of it and quickly threw the dryer on the bathroom counter without being shocked.

Abductees have heard sudden thoughts that they knew weren’t their own, commanding them to do things to themselves that they’d never do:

• “Run you car off the road” or to “turn your car into that hill or wall”
• “Fall down the stairs” or to “throw yourself down the stairs”
• One abductee heard, “Stick your arm in the oven and burn it.”

Many abductees have spoken to me about “backing away” from the subject and often use the exact same odd choice of words and phraseology.  I have come to refer to them as “Stepford Abductees” because I suspect, due to the exactness of the wording and their expressionless delivery, they are being “programmed” to think and say these things.  Of course, the abductees have absolutely no idea there is any significance to how they are speaking to me.  Examples of what I’ve heard repeated word for work:

• “I’m done”
• “I’ve decided to pull out”
• “I should not be talking about this”
• “I just want my life back”
• “I’m going to focus on something else now”
• And the strangest one I’ve heard repeated word for word from 3 cases: “There is no future in this for me”

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

How do they know who’s an Abductee?

• Leah Haley was picked up by the military in a field right after being dropped off there by aliens after an abduction.  So . . .
• Obviously they must be monitoring the abductee and/or the ETs to know when the abductees have been taken.
• If you are public, lecture, have written a book, been on TV or radio, or speak about it on the phone then they might know you are an abductee, but what if you’ve never told anybody, how then did they find out?  Is there a way they know tha tit has just happened?
• Some possible ways the covert-ops could know:

             –   The DSP spy satellite research as presented by Ron Regher where “fast walkers” are tracked.  Some satellites may exist specifically for monitoring the coming and going of ET craft.

             –    Space shuttle missions film footage (i.e. STS 48, 75, 80, etc.) of possible UFOs also suggests they are regularly aware of ET craft movements.  Is all UFO craft movement monitored? 

What Do They Want?

6 THEORIES

1)      My Original 3-Part Theory

• Keeping up with the Jones’s
• Military has interaction with the ETs, but spies on them to keep them honest and learn what technology they may not be sharing.
• Or, the military does not have interaction so they spy on the ETs to learn everything they can about them?

2)      The Vance Davis theory of what they want to find out?

            3)      What are the limits to the ET’s technology?

            4)      Do the ETs have control?

            5)      Are the ETs capable of caring out their threats?

                      [What threats? – CW]

            6)      Can we match and/or overcome their technology?

What Do They Want?  Mental Interface

• The Quest for Mental Interface

          Psi + mc2 + R&D = MJ12 (The New Formula for Cover-up)

• Randy Koppang’s and my ongoing research as a result of interviews with individuals once involved in the government’s psi research program.
• Our research suggests that ufology may be a “closed information loop” (quoting one) due to a National Security pursuit of psi endeavors, such as remote viewing, interfacing with black project UFO reverse-engineering.
• The result of this interface produced a possible control group which “answered to the highest level,” “planed and set policy” for addressing the UFO issue, was associated with the UFO research community, and may have guided the direction of cutting edge military-aerospace research & development.
• How does it help explain why a military interest in abductees?

Research scientist Ed May, who was with the SRI Remote Viewing program from the early 1980s and later went on to do psi research for the Defense Intelligence agency, worked for Science Applications International Corporation (SAIC) from 1992 to 1994.  SAIC is a private corporation located in San Diego where remote viewing and parapsychology research was continued after SRI lost its government funding.  Mr. May issued a memo in 1995 that discussed SAIC programs on possible psychic remote control of technical systems.

Former Air Force Communications Officer, Dan Sherman’s book Above Black describes a training program alonog the same lines, with similar stated goals.  Dan Sherman also claims to have had a telepathic relationship with a typical “gray,” which was involved in the project as well.

[Again, I was told by Harold’s Grays that any ETs seen working with the government or military are clones, created using DNA from bodies recovered from downed UFOs.  We are at war with the ETs and shoot down their flying craft at every opportunity.  The real Grays are NOT working for Majestic. – CW]

Also, it should be noted that Dan Sherman claims tha this being recruited for this position also had something to do with his having a needed genetic component.  This also matches with abdutees’ claims of ot only the ETs, but also the military having an interest in their genetics.  This leads me to wonder if this is also one of the reasons the military is re-abducting abductees.  Are they [also] looking for a genetic component to this “mental interface” equation?

Bill Uhouse, who claims to have designed the electrical system for flight simulators at Area 51, for the purpose of training pilots how to fly disks, told me tha he had been approached and questioned by some of the very same Working Group members from Randy’s and my research.

They left him a paper he couldn’t understand, regarding remote viewing and other paranormal things.  He said they wanted to know bout the pilots training on these simulators and their reaction time, their abilities while in that environment and their ability to control the flight mechanisms.

Bill told me that some pilots had gone through a certain amount of highly specialized paranormal training.  He, himself, had been in one of these simulators when it was turned on and found it very disorienting.  Bill told me that the pilot’s reaction time far exceeded his own due [to] their having some kind of advanced mental training.

The thesis of William Birnes and Colonel Philip Corso’s book The Day After Roswell is well known.  The debris scattered in a field on July 3, 1947 was indeed extraterrestrial, and was used to sed technology at the highest level of private industry over the next few decades.  One aspect Corso emphasized was that the Roswell UFO was controlled by a non-physical interface between the craft and crew.

When questioned by his co-author Bill Birnes, on my behalf, Corso said that early on in the examination of the debris they had questions about the alien technology; specifically, the headpiece the aliens wore.  They wanted to know if this helped the aliens interface with the ship.  Someone suggested that the researchers at SRI (i.e. the remote viewers) might have some answers.  Corso was then sent to SRI and that’s how he is involvement with the remote viewers came about.

Some members of the Working Group told me their purpose was to plan and set policy on the UFO issue.  Corso said, “We were central to keeping a lid on this stuff,” “to remote view for technology interface information” and “it was to get all to play ball together.”  With Corso’s involvement there became a link suggesting that these people and groups intertwined for the purpose of back-engineering the crash debris and understanding this “mental interface” component.

Members of this Working Group ended up with leading positions in military and aerospace research and development where many still are today.  And they just happen to be the same guys who started the psI program?  Is there a connection?

• To better understand the relationship between psi research, reverse engineering, and a desire for “mental interface” let’s go back to the abductees for a moment.

             –    In the covert-ops experiences the interrogators always seem interested in the technology and propulsion of the ET craft.  They want to know what the abductee was shown or told by the ETs about the technology.  If  they ever had any hands-on experience like navigating the ship or flying it, and if the aliens described or showed them the craft’s flight mechanisms.

             –    Also they have an interest in if the abductee has demonstrated any psi ability, like remote viewing, and if this was used by them when they were shown the technology by the ETs.  Some abductees also report being tested for psi abilities in their covert-ops experiences.

             –    Many abductees claim that when the ETs show them technology, they seem to have to remote view, visualize or connect with it mentally in an “energy sense.”

[Hold that thought!  I’ll have something very important to say about visualization (or imaging) and the Mental Interface in just a minute.  Read on! – CW]

• For Example:

             –    As quoted by one of my cases (who had no idea that what she was about to tell me was ever said by another abductee or had any idea about my research):

                   “I drove a ship – I flew it”

                   “The ships can be run by emotion”

[“Visualization” and “emotion,” two out of the four . . .

                   “The ship runs on belief!”

. . . plus “belief.”  That makes three.  Keep reading. – CW]

                   “All things on the ship are connected to one”

                   “The technology of the ship is all mind over matter”

              –    And from one of Helmut Lammer’s cases:

                    The being was telepathically instructing her how to maneuver around objects while navigating.  The Gray told her that the craft could “sense” objects and maneuver around them.

Each of the following quotes are from different abductees:

Abductees are being shown technology by the ETs

                   “I willed the ship with thought”

[Add “will” and that makes four out of four!  I’ll explain in a minute. – CW]

                   “The ship is alive, you just think it”

                   “The ship did what I though.  I did it with feeling, like it was alive.

[When I first read this section, I nearly fell out of my chair!  There it was . . . “visualization,” “emotion,” “belief” and “will.”   I KNOW WHAT THE MENTAL INTERFACE IS!

 Let me elucidate.

 I wrote in my book, Abducted by Aliens, and on this blog that I chose to express my personal spirituality not through any organized religion, but by practicing Ritual Magick.¹ I’m pretty good at it and even teach it to select students.  One of the basic concepts of magick that I teach is what I call its “four pillars.”  The Four Pillars of Magick are aspects of the mind that can, when brought together in the Magician, create a state whereby his or her strength of will can exert “mind over matter.”

I refer to the Four Pillars by an acronym I created . . . DEBI

D = “Desire” (Again, the Magician’s strength of will.  He or she must really WANT to do it.)

E = “Emotion” (Strong emotion is the fuel that powers the interface.)

B = “Belief” (The Magician must really believe that DEBI works.)

I = “Imaging” (Another word for “Visualization.”  The Magician holds an image of the desired effect in his or her mind.)

The Mental Interface for ET technology is . . . MAGICK!

Whenever my fellow Magicians and I conduct a magick ritual, we will see a Gray standing in attendance, just outside the circle.  When Harold asked his chorus as to why, they told him it’s because when we perform our rituals we “create a bubble in time.”  The implication was that they do the same.

All indigenous peoples say that they were taught magick by their gods.  Now we know why.  Magick is the foundation of all their technology and they gave us the basic tools we would need to eventually develop our own.  Unfortunately we didn’t utilize the gift they gave us.  Instead, we chose to ignore what we couldn’t see, hear, touch, taste, or smell and concretized ourselves in the material world.  Those same “gods” have now returned, and we can’t figure out how they do what they do because we forgot what they taught us.

I think it was Carl Sagan who said that even if it were but a hundred or so years in advance or ours, ET technology would seem as magic to us.

He didn’t know how right he was. – CW]______________________________________________________

¹  When the word “magic” is spelled with a “k” at the end, it’s meant to denote a reality- bending event, as opposed to card tricks and the pulling of rabbits out of hats.

 In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

Which Abductees Came Forward First?

 [For Abductee/Experiencers who think that the military might be involved in their lives, I recommend reading what others like us have written about their encounters with Majestic.  Search the internet for the names below to find what they’ve published.  Leah Haley’s book, Lost Was the Key, was the first book I read on the subject back in the mid 1990s, and it helped me greatly just to know that I wasn’t the only UFO contactee under surveillance by my government. – CW]

Known Military involvement cases and examples:

Christa Tilton

     Taken to an underground base

Leah Haley

     Direct confrontation in airport

     Home under surveillance

     Interrogation after drop off by aliens

Betty Andreason Luca

     Helicopter and phone

     Harassment

Whitley Strieber

     Break-ins to his home

     Threats and warning

Pam Hamilton

     Daytime break-in and taken to underground base

Licia Davidson

      Extensive helicopter harassment & surveillance

     Medical report of being drugged

     Direct face-to-face confrontations

     Electronic phone voice

Karla Turner

     Phone voice breaking in and commenting on her & client’s conversation

Cassie Turner

     Interrogations

Debbie Jordan Kauble

     Alien implant removed

Diane Johnson

     Driven in a van and saw installation she was being taken to

Kay Wilson

Angela Thompson Smith

Michael Bershad

Kim Carlsberg

Steve Neil

Beth Collings

Anna Jamerson

M. Johnston

Larry Warren

Shelly Thompson

What Are Their Experiences?

Leah Haley remembered being taken by a helicopter to a military base where she was interrogated concerning her alleged alien abduction experiences:

“. . . I was struggling with them as I was coming off the helicopter.  I don’t understand why they’re taking me in there.  I felt a sudden chill.  It’s cold.  There’s a man on each side of me holding my arms tightly.  They’re taking me into a building . . . I see men seated along the left side of a conference room table.  The man in the blue uniform is standing to my right.  A man decorated with military pins is standing at the opposite end of the table and somebody is giving me a shot in the right arm.  It feels like a tetanus shot.  The guys in uniform are still holding me tightly . . . They force me into a chair . . . I am just feeling dizzy . . . the man from the helicopter says; “here she is.  She’s a cocky little bitch.”  Then somebody on the other side of the room said; ‘Well, we’ll just take care of that! . . .  Somebody from behind me put a jacket around my shoulders . . . “

Interestingly, Leah Haley recalled a similar brainwashing scenario as myself.  She also has no memory of what they asked her before.  Leah goes on to say; “. . . there’s a man talking to me.  He is telling me I haven’t seen anything.  He is not very nice.  I don’t see him because I’m so dizzy.  I’m leaning my head over.  First he was on the other side of the room, but now he comes close to me and sort of props himself up against the table.  He said, ‘You didn’t see a spaceship’ . . . They are angry . . . ‘It’s none of your damn business . . . You hadn’t seen anything . . . You don’t know anything.’  There is a lady with a blue uniform in the room.  She brought in a tape recorder.  She laid it on the end of the table at the other end of the room . . .”

The husband of the late Dr. Karla Turner, Casey Turner, also recalled an abduction where he was drugged, taken to a military underground facility and interrogated by a military officer.  Inside the underground area he saw large man-made storage tanks, with a building constructed into the side of the tunnel or a big cavern.  Casey was escorted by men through doors into a waiting area, where he saw lots of people.

Casey believes that they interrogated and drugged these people too.  He remembered the following:  “. . . They are all sitting there, sort of in a daze, like they’ve been drugged.  Just waiting for somebody to come and take them away . . . I keep getting the feeling that there’s a military officer who’s real angry . . . Real impatient . . . I don’t have a fce to connect with it, but there’s a military officer that I’m not cooperating with . . .  yeah, I am not cooperating and they’re real perplexed . . . I’m not cooperating with them . . . I’m not in the state of mind they want me to be in . . . I get the feeling they want to know, maybe they’re trying to find out what it is we know . . .  I see a military dress uniform . . . Green military dress uniform . . . I can tell gray hair, clean-shaven . . . I’m escorted by the guard out of the room.  We turn left, we turn right and go for some distance.”

“. . . There are doors, they aren’t paneled, just steel doors . . . Now I’m in a small room where I see only three pieces of furniture, just a metal chair, straight-backed, and I’m sitting in the chair.  And a desk, plain military-type with nothing on top.  With an officer standing behind it.  He’s got a chair, but he’s not sitting in it.  The guard stands outside and shuts the door.  It’s just me and this officer guy.  Like he’s in charge.  And I don’t like him, so I won’t answer his questions . . . I’m fighting, I’m rebelling . . . I can hear him yelling . . . ‘Tell me, Tell me . . .’  That’s all I can remember . . . “

What is the Evidence

The evidence for ET abductions in general:

• Punctures to the skin [Yes – CW]
• Bruises [Ditto] 
• Cuts [Yes]
• Hair Loss [Just what comes with old age]
• X-rays [Of what?]
• Needle Marks [Many times]
• Scars that appear overnight

            Scoop marks & others [Yes]

• Rashes in strange patterns [Yes]
• Burn marks on body [Yes, also nighttime sunburns]
• Implants removed [I believe so]
• Gynecological problems [Not my kind of problem]
• Urological problems [Yes, but can be explained by advancing age]
• Landing traces with soil samples or burn marks on the ground [I live in an apartment]
• Lie detector tests [No, but I’d be willing to take one]
• Documented missing time [Yes]
• Witnesses to the experience [Yes]
• Mass group abduction of more than one abductee at a time [Yes]
• Collaborating stories of abductees who have never met and are unaware of each other’s experiences, or of any similar accounts in the research data [I’ve had two such incidents – CW]

The evidence for covert-ops involvement:

• Bruises after experience [Much evidence of “rough handling” – CW]
• Physical symptoms [Yes, knees and thumb wrenched.  I now have to wear braces to bed.]
• Telephone interruptions
• Mail tampering
• Followed in car [Yes]
• Agents taking photos [Yes]
• Break-in with photos or documents missing {Break-ins with various items missing]
• Direct in-person confrontations [Yes]
• Eyewitnesses to re-abductions and harassment/surveillance [Yes]
• Photos of helicopter fly-bys [Fly-bys, but no photos.  Was also followed by a helicopter, as was reported in post #130.]
• Drugged with medical lab tests [Drugged in the middle of the night many times, but no lab tests.]
• Being watched and/or followed [Many times]
• Seeing installation location you were taken to and later verifying its existence
• Matching story to underground base research as confirmation of where one was taken (available in the future?)
• “Insiders” confirmation

More evidence for covert-ops involvement

• Being befriended by “insiders” who offer assistance

 – From Diary of an Abduction by Angela Thompson Smith, Ph.D.: “The individual is befriended by, socializes with, or is even romantic with a “minder” who has links with the government or military, especially with any of the intelligence agencies, military medical units, or government medical contractors.  More often a male befriends a female, although same [sex?] minders have been known.  The minder may offer massages, or similar, to the individuals they are minding.  If a romantic liaison occurs, the minder enters a sexual relationship with the abductee early in the relationship.”

• Another abductee was told by their “minder” that they were involved in ufology to “derail the train.”  This is very similar to some comments that were made to me by the same type of individuals.
• Abductees share “attaching” of military or intelligence people who are suddenly involved in the abductee’s everyday life thought seemingly normal situations.  The abductees often give these individuals nick-names.  Some examples: “X,” “Bulldog,” and “Destiny Man.”
• These events serve as confirmation of validation for the abductee’s covert-ops experiences.  I call these confirmations “milab moments.”
• Abductees are seeing the same covert people involved repeatedly in their experiences:

 – “the red haired captain,” “the red haired doctor,” or “the interrogator with red hair,” and “the older man with the silver hair.”

• Artifacts are left behind by whoever is performing the abductions:

   – Missed security stickers being found on tampered mail, implant devices, medical equipment, containers, medical devices.

   – One abductee used the artifacts they found to trace these activities to various government contractors employed in medical research.

   – Another Abductee researched and tied various mind-control inventions to some of her abductors and to some intel “minders.”

• Many abductees seem to fall under some form of financial attack after other methods fail to silence or deter them from the subject.

       – These financial difficulties appear to be timed and increase in severity in direct relationship to the degree the abductee’s case is investigated or they attempt to go public.  This causes many abductees to pull out and claim, “It’s not worth it.”  When the abductee backs off, the problems mysteriously go away, reinforcing a fear of coming forward.  I have seen the effectiveness of this in too many cases to be by chance.

 What is the Evidence for My Experiences?

[Just want to be clear.  This is evidence of Ms. Leslie’s experiences, not mine. – CW]

The evidence for my experiences:

• Vapor monitor verified as accurate
• Helicopters with witnesses

Once while online with another abductee

• Phone interruptions

Witnessed Licia’s electronic voice responding to us

• Red hair interrogator also seen by others
• Military uniforms seen and later verified as existing
• Bruises with photos
• Equipment and technology seen verified as existing
• Medical surgical procedures performed were verified as known procedures
• Location of bade and its description verified by four “insiders”
• Alpha-numeric insignia seen, verified by “insider”
• Unique gun seen, also verified

Supported by “insiders” who confirmed various parts:

• Vance Davis – procedures used, location seen, red hair guy and uniform details
• Bill Uhouse – specific technology seen that matches something he was briefed on that he said there is no way [he] could have known, except unless [he] had experienced it.
• Bob Dean – certain language used and procedures
• Bill Holden – specific underground location seen
• Un-named – procedures, specific location, weapon see, red hair guy and technology items
• Un-named – via a confrontation and threat he confirmed the experiences of another covert-ops abductee as well as myself
• Un-named – technology and procedures, all standard

Un-named – Specific location and procedures

To be continued

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Do Abduction Researchers Say?

JOHN E. MACK, M.D. (1929 – 2004)

Professor of Psychiatry at Harvard Medical School

Abduction Researcher and Director of PEER

The late Dr. John E. Mack from an interview by Melinda Leslie:

“. . . I have cases I’m working with particularly in some depth where military involvement has been very important, disturbing, ongoing, and complicated.  I have others that have seen military people, as well . . . The person feels they’re being menaced in day-to-day life by black helicopters, MIBs, men in uniform, and people in dark cars . . . this is not like a regular abduction . . . It does not have the same Interdimensional feel . . . abductees are transported to some underground place . . . There is some relationship, some kind of communication and collaboration between certain extraterrestrial beings in this underground place and the military people.  The abductees are in some kind of intermediary role between these (covert-ops) types and the beings . . .”

LEO SPRINKLE

• Psychologist since 1961 and hypnotherapist since 1967.
• Has worked with over 600 cases of alien abduction.
• Told me he had “half-dozen-cases of military re-abduction” and “half-dozen-cases where aliens and military were seen together.”

[Again,  I was told that any ETs seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created using DNA recovered from downed ET craft. – CW]

• His cases with harassment number in the 200s.  These include phone interruptions, black helicopters, being followed, and face-to-face confrontations.
• His cases feel unanimously that the reason why they were taken or selected by the military was for their paranormal abilities.
• One of his cases was told during an interrogation, “You won’t remember this or you’ll hurt yourself.”  (More comments matching this to come.)
• He referred cases to me, which I have interviewed.
• He told me that he feels I “need to be in the open” for my protection.

[In a conversation I had with Melinda when I first met her, she confided that two of her close friends were “frightened out of the business (of re-abduction research)” by Majestic’s threats and harassment.  I often wondered why she’s allowed to continue in her work, when it has the potential of doing great damage to Majestic’s agenda. – CW]

• He said the way to end all this is “to allow the cover-up to be uncovered.”

[I’ve written in my book and on this blog (post #103), that I’m against disclosure.  I do NOT want an end to the UFO cover-up.  I fear that when it ends the ETs will be portrayed as Space Invaders by the government, with Abductee/Experiencers unfortunate victims of alien mind control who are to be put into detention camps “for their own protection.”  Can you hear me, Dr. Greer? – CW]

DAVID JACOBS

I support much of his core “Threat” theory.  I’ve spoken to him regarding this subject and we agree to disagree.  What he generally believes:

• From his book, The Threat:

“Abductees mistake human-like alien hybrids dressed in military uniforms for US military personnel and that these aliens bring abductees to examine and interrogate them.”  Therefore, according to him, there is no evidence that the military is involved in abductions.  (So this also explains all the harassment evidence as well?)

• From the 1998 MUFON Symposium:

“Only abductees which are not well known claim they have military experiences.”  (Never mind that it was the best known abductees like Debby Jordan, Leah Haley, Kay Wilson, Anna Jamerson, Beth Collings and Karla Turner who were the very first to bring this subject to the public’s attention and NOT the researchers!)

I feel David Jacobs is misinterpreting some of the strongest evidence in support of his own theory.  If his theory regarding aliens as a possible “threat” is correct, and if the number of abductees are anywhere near what the researchers claim them to be . . .

• Wouldn’t those who run the intelligence apparatus have figured this out, just as he has?  If abduction are a threat to the degree that he claims, then abductions would be a matter of National Security.
• Wouldn’t the intelligence apparatus, using one of its working arms such as the military, have an interest in studying that threat?
• If abductions, are a question of National Security, wouldn’t abductees be a part of that same question? How better to study this matter than to monitor, surveillance, and interrogate those involved?  While it may be very difficult to monitor, surveillance and interrogate any aliens, it’s not difficult to do so with abductees!  Also taking into consideration that plausible deniability is already in place and nobody would believe them.

The evidence for military involvement validates his theory!

BUDD HOPKINS

• Has worked with over 70 abduction cases.
• Says he has only one military re-abduction case, that of Debbie Jordan.  (Melinda is aware he has a few more he’s not counting)
• He says he has about 200 accounts of MIBs in his cases!  And many cases with various forms of harassment and surveillance.
• Melinda has worked with cases that were clients of Budd’s and that never mention their covert-ops experiences to him, therefore he has more cases that he’s unaware of   (How often do abductees fail to mention their experiences?  How many more cases would the researchers have if they did?  This may be due in part because these experiences are often remembered consciously and a regression isn’t needed, and also because the abductees often say that when it comes to the researchers “oh, they wouldn’t understand” and thus remain reluctant to share with them.
• Budd’s warning on the subject, “Still a small percentage of the cases.”  Therefore he remains cautious to get into the covert-ops involvement subject, even though some of his star cases are people who have been very public about their military experiences.  He does not wish to confused or further complicate the subject and feels that it is a small enough percentage of the total cases to not have to address it.
• He once said, “Abductions lay at the heart of the whole UFO scenario.”  He also agrees there is a massive government cover-up of the UFO subject and was once a supporter of the Coalition for Honesty in Government (Bob Dean’s organization) as well as the disclosure efforts of famous UFO documentary Producer James Fox.
• If abductions lay at the heart of the UFO subject, and the UFO subject is being covered up, then wouldn’t abductions lay at the heart of the cover-up?
• Budd now says regarding a covert-ops involvement: “They’d have to be interested!”

From Diary of an Abduction by Angela Thompson Smith, Ph.D.

Angela’s story of what happened to her while staying with Budd in his home in Manhattan:

• “During the night I dreamt that someone was doing something with my left foot.  I was thinking, “I’m glad I washed my feet.”  The next afternoon, I noticed that I had a small lump on my left shin surrounded by a small, reddish, circular area.  The hard lump is still there today, although the redness has disappeared.  Budd regressed me to the “dream” surrounding the lump.  In the regression, I remembered waking up in the night to find someone sitting at the end of my bed; my left foot was being manipulated and then lowered onto . . . a human thigh.  A piece of curved metal was placed over my left shin and the area felf numb “as if part of it wasn’t there.”  Then I felt, rather than heard, a “pop,” and a little thing was implanted into the front of my leg.

Budd told me that I am the seventeenth person to have something like this happen while staying at his home.  One man felt his leg drop from being held and the drop woke him up.  Others have seen guys in Budd’s studio.  Budd thinks these events are staged by the grays to let him know that they are aware of his activities and to keep track of his visitors.  However, in my regression, the person who implanted the device was not a gray, but a human person!”

Who Else is Doing This Research?

HELMUT & MARION LAMMER

• Authors of the breakout book on this subject titled MILABS: Military Mind Control & Alien Abduction.

[Here’s a link to some comments about the book. – CW] 

• From an article Helmut wrote for the MUFON Journal:

Helmut believes that cases in which an abductee reports that he/she was also abducted by the military are very important for two reasons: 

1. “If the UFO community has evidence that a covert military/intelligence task force is involved in the UFO abduction phenomenon, we would then know that this phenomenon represents a matter of National Security.”
2. “Military involvement could be evidence that they use abductees for mind control experiments, or that they monitor and kidnap abductees for information-gathering purposes during or after an abduction.”

From a MUFON Journal Article on MILABs by Hermut Lammer

“Recently, some UFO abductees have alleged that they were also being kidnapped by military/intelligence personnel and taken to hospitals and/or underground military facilities.  Few of the popular books on the subject of UFO abductions mention these experiences.  Especially disconcerting is the fact that abductees recall seeing military/intelligence personnel working side by side with alien beings in these secret facilities.  The presence of human military and/or civilian personnel inhabiting the same physical reality as the alien beings exceeds both the mind sets of the skeptic and the open-minded researcher alike by several orders of magnitude.  The skeptics would rather believe that stories of aliens and military personnel in underground facilities are a fabrication, designed to elicit attention from conspiracy believers or hallucinations in general.  Researchers in the field of mind control suggest that these cases are evidence that the whole UFO abduction phenomenon is staged by the intelligence community as a cover for their illegal experiments.  The open-minded researchers who fight for a reputation in abduction research ignore these stories, since they represent only a minor fraction in their files.

[As I said earlier, I was told by the Harold’s Grays that any aliens seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created from bodies recovered from downed UFOs.  They are under the complete control of their human handlers and should not be confused with real ETs.  Read the story of Dr. Carol Rusin here. She was a protégé of the late Dr. Wernher von Braun and charged by him with working to prevent the militarization of Space.  Von Braun was the man who led our space program from it’s creation after WWII to our landing on the Moon.  She says he told her several times that there would be a time in the future when the military-industrial complex would fake an invasion from space to further their agenda.  He emphasized to her that although there are many different aliens currently visiting earth, “none of them are hostile.” – CW]

DR. KARLA TURNER (1947 – 1996)

Alien Abduction Researcher

Author and MILAB Research Pioneer

The late Dr. Turner from an interview by Melinda Leslie & Randy Koppang:

“. . . It wasn’t until November 1988, when Casey (husband) was taken by the military that we knew for sure how far military personnel would go.  The minute he began to realize what was happening, and we (communicated with) someone in the UFO community by phone, we began having phone interference, mail tampering.  The first times we met with Ufologists, we were followed by the same car, two different times, two months apart.  We began to have helicopter overflights, all times of the day and night, different types (of them).  We lived in our house for five years and never had helicopters before then.  It became the standard.  I mean, I’d have nine a day!  So we knew there was a human element involved.  First, we thought they were monitoring.  But once we made phone connections, we began having all this human-type activity; surveillance and a number of other things that are in the book . . .”

SHAWN ATLANTI

• Worked with 30 ET abductees and half his cases have harassment of some form.
• He had 6 cases of military re-abduction.
• Had his own harassment: His and another researcher’s voices were played back on both their own answering machines from a conversation they had regarding covert-ops involvement, which took place while they were standing out in the open in a parking lot.  Somebody wanted them both to know their conversation had been recorded.
• In cases with interrogation abductees were questioned about the following:

– What knowledge was obtained and was it technical or paranormal?

– What groups of ETs are the abductee involved with?

– Does the abductee know any classified information?

– What are the ET’s motives?

• The military seem to perceive people who’ve had contact as a threat or risk and therefore need to evaluate and/or maintain control over them.

JOE MAONTALDO

• Abduction researcher for 26 years
• Director of ICAR (International Community for Alien Research)
• ICAR has over 8,800 ET abduction cases in its files
• Joe and his wife Linda are both covert-ops abductees with multiple experiences and one involving a “mass abduction” with military
• Has over 800 cases with harassment & surveillance (10% of cases)
• Has over 450 cases of re-abduction (with a military presence)
• Half of those cases involve being “handed-off” by ETs to human military

[These are cases where Majestic’s cloned ETs are used to confuse the issue. – CW]

• Has 7 cases of mass military abduction of 100s of abductees.
• Cases claim they are taken equally for genetics, tech, medical, & psi
• Has 50-75 internatioal covert-ops cases (in allied nations mostly)
• Most alarming finding was covert-ops interest in “future pandemic”

[I was distressed to read this because of something I haven’t as yet reported to my readers.  My psychic friend Harold, who channels a “chorus” of ETs, has over a number of years been repeatedly shown several possible futures for Earth and mankind.  Although not as frequent a vision as before, it is still occasionally presented to him.  Here is a synopsis.  Bear in mind that according to the Grays this is only one of several possible future scenarios.

A lethal, man made pathogen is released to greatly depopulate the planet.  It’s genetically engineered to target adults.  (The medical definition of an adult is when a person’s hormones stabilize after the “teenage years,” when he or she comes out of puberty.)  Those adults who survive the plague have a “genetic marker” (their words) that distinguishes them.

I’ll have more to say about this later in a future post.  Three other visions of the future that have been shown Harold were reported in my blog post #153, “A Widespread Feeling of Anticipation,” – CW]

• High number of cases being taken to: Eglin AF Base in FL., Fort Louis in WA, and Norfolk Naval Base in VA.

KAY WILSON

• Covert-ops abductee with breakout website with MILAB info:

AlienJigsaw.com and author of multiple books that include convert-ops involvement experiences and evidence.

MUFON’s Abduction Transcription Project, 1995:

• Dan Wright found that experiences, strikingly similar to those recalled by MILABs, were also in the Project, for example:

1. A hanger with UFO-like craft(s)
2. One of more cubicle-like rooms within a large underground facility
3. Military officers with name tags and identifiers removed from uniforms
4. The use of drugs to elicit responses from subjects
5. Berating subject to relate what he/she was told/shown by the aliens
6. Brainwashing the subject to believe the interrogation did not happen

As of Feb. 2010, MUFON is involved in a new abduction study which will include abductees’ accounts of covert-ops involvement

Many abduction researchers have RE-AB cases, but fail to acknowledge them in their writings or presentations.   This reluctance is greatly influenced by their misperception of the subject.  My though tis that many abduction researchers have become so careful to not undermine any credibility they’ve sweat blood to achieve, that it becomes easier for them to ignore or downplay the controversial subject of covert-ops involvement.

Instead of seeing these experiences and the evidence for them as evidence in support of all their research efforts, instead of seeing it as the evidence that they are right, that abductions are absolutely real, ETs are here, and technology is used, they see it as something that complicates and possibly undermines their main thesis; that abductees have experiences with ETs.  But, in so doing, they forfeit a major piece of evidence in favor of their thesis being correct, rather than risk leading people to consider that a human involvement might somehow diminish an ET one.  I can’t help but wonder if this is due in great paret to their misperception having led to a military in-lieu-of ETs concept instead of what the experiences show; that it’s a military because of ETs concept. 

To be continued

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

Why is This Happening?

• Why spend so much time and money on the involvement with the abductees?  The Technology again!
• From all the crash retrievals alone (over 75 documented cases) we know that they are pursing the technology (let alone what so many “insiders” have shared about technology programs).

[Those documented cases are itemized in Ryan Wood’s book, “MAJIC Eyes Only.” – CW]

• Wouldn’t they be asking, “How does this technology work?”
• And, put that together with what I’ve explained regarding the sheer number of abductees and wouldn’t they also be asking, “Could some of these abductees know something?”
• They also would have figured out long ago that it takes psi abilities to operate the alien technology.  That there is a direct “mental interface” with the technology and that it reads your thoughts.  (More on this later.)
• Wouldn’t they be trying to get the upper hand on the technology in an attempt to interact with or meet the aliens on some level, to understand them.  Or, might they be attempting to just hold their own, to somewhat “level the playing field” as much as possible.

There are 4 categories of information the covert-ops ET information management people are looking for as reported from the RE-AB experience:

• ET Motives and Agenda
• ET and Abductee Genetics
• ET and Abductee Psi Abilities
• ET technology and its Operation

What is the Reverse-Engineering Program?

Acclaimed researcher Richard Dolan explained it best in the following lecture description titled After the Retrievals: The covert Program to Replicate Alien Technology:

“Obtaining a UFO is one thing, but what next?  Clearly, such exotic technology has to have [a] home within deeply secret places where scientists can study it.  Such a program would be nearly as old as UFO secrecy itself, although most researchers overlook this crucial piece of the puzzle.  Today, there is enough information to construct an outline of the program to replicate alien technology over the last 50 years.  This program involves intense secrecy, privatization, gravity research, and more.  The evidence is strong that real breakthroughs have been made and that applications are being used covertly, such as within a secret space program.  Secrecy about these programs and technological breakthroughs must be maintained because revelations could unravel the entire structure of secrecy.  This includes not only the truth about extraterrestrials, but of the labyrinth of illegal black infrastructure that has become entrenched as a true state within a state.”

What does the covert-ops ET information management people want to reverse-engineer from abductees?

1. What makes us an abductee, and why are the ETs interested in us?
2. What is it about our genetics that interests the ETs? Have any genetic enhancements been made to us?
3. What do we know about ET motives, or about an ET agenda?
4. What mind control procedures can they learn, develop or practice from us or on us?
5. What are our psi (paranormal) abilities?  Have they been enhanced?
6. How do we do ET psi like telepathy and psychokenesis?
7. What are our mental abilities?  Have they been enhanced?
8. What have the ETs told, shown, or taught us?
9. What do we know about ET technology like propulsion systems, navigation, or weapons?

10.  How do we operate ET technology, and can we operate a piece handed to us?

11.  What types of training procedures can the humans develop from what we know?

12.  What medical info can they develop from what we know or from our physical bodies, or what can they practice on us?

13.  How do we proceed and/or retain ET information?  How do we adapt to ETs?

14.  How do we adapt to living with our experiences?

15.  What can they duplicate and apply to our human technology or to our personnel?

What Are They Reverse-Engineering?

The previous questions come directly from the abductees’ accounts of what the interrogators asked during the re-abduction scenarios.  They make logical sense when you follow a crash-retrieval and reverse engineering developmental curve.  First, there were the retrieved ET craft, then there were the retrieved components (technology) from those craft, and then there were the pilots and operators (technicians).  These individuals would otherwise be known as the personnel.  It is logical when you develop the hardware, you’re left with asking who’s going to operate it and how are they going to do it?  Logical, right?

Certainly those involved with the management [of] covert-ops thought to consider the personal accounts of those with first-hand, hands-on ET tech experience, i.e. those who may have operated it, worked its components, navigated, or flown it.  Of course they would have!  Let’s suppose that crash retrievals are about having ET technology, and reverse engineering it is about having human technicians that do what ET technicians do, or mimic it.  Then reverse-engineering crashed, shot down, or retrieved alien craft is not just about having ET hardware, but about having human techs that do what an ET tech does.

Reverse engineering the abductee is not about learning how to abduct people (oops . . . well okay . . . so maybe it is to some degree . . . hence all the practice and development of mind control procedures, but really that’s secondary, a spin off, a bi-product if you will, albeit a rather convenient one), but reverse engineering the abductee is more about having personnel that are able to do what abductees are able to do.

[I can certainly attest to the fact that mind-control protocols were used on me.  Again I refer to blog posts #132 & 133, “An Unsettling Discovery.” – CW]

No wonder my research has come across the use of abductees in military and covert-ops training procedures. Not because they plan on using the abductees in some future scenario, but to develop training procedures vis-à-vis the abductees.  Abductees would be much too big of a risk to be used directly.  We are way too unreliable, prone to go public at any minute, too talkative, would insist on that pesky disclosure thing, and (usually) don’t have the military or covert-ops training needed.  Face it, we’re just not “yes” men!  But, what we do have can possibly be taught to these kinds of individuals.  It appears they’re trying regardless.

If reverse engineering the craft is about the technology, then reverse engineering the abductee is about the personnel!

Or, better yet, it’s about the personnel AND the technology.  Because when the covert-ops personnel question the abductees, they get both technical information and operational information.

Another way to look at it: You need a hybrid person to operate a hybrid technology.  (No wonder there’s also a covert interest in abductees’ genetics!)  Or, maybe a little more accurately, you need a hybrid-functioning person to operate a hybrid-functioning technology. 

[Abductee/Experiencers are being cloned by Majestic.  A good friend of mine has seen a man several times at a coffee bar in my neighborhood who may in fact be my clone.  He appears to be a younger version of me and sports a short “military style” haircut.  I suspect he’s part of my surveillance team. – CW]

Why Are They Developing the Technology?

In the covert-ops efforts to get their hands on ET technology they gather and reverse-engineer craft, and just like they gather craft they also gather and reverse-engineer abductees. It appears they are doing this for the exact same reasons: the development of advanced technologies, back-engineering of ET craft, information on the ETs themselves, and control over every aspect of these issues/  I have deduced that their push for technology may exist for the following three reasons.

1. Militarism – The old military mindset may be at work and would certainly apply if the covert-ops community thinks the ETs may be a threat.  Whether preparing for a “hot war” or a “cold war” with ETs, it justifies a whole lot of black project spending.   Even if they are only preparing for some possible future scenario that could be seen as justification enough for a military buildup in the form of ET-tech.

[UFO related projects are so secret I doubt that their funding would be included (in any appreciable way) in the regular “Black Budget” that has to be approved by the Senate Committee on Intelligence.  They are funded by other means.  Back in the 1980s, for example, during the meltdown of the Savings and Loan institutions there was a “one-day” news story (reported on KGO Radio in San Francisco) that a good third of the S&L losses were thought  to have been funneled to the CIA.  I never heard anything further after that one broadcast. – CW] 

1. Politics – They may be attempting to be level the playing field and hold their own with the ETs, or working towards eventually joining as partners in a “galactic community.”

[We shoot down their flying craft at every opportunity, and then expect to be welcomed as “partners in a galactic community?”  Not likely. – CW] 

1. Economy – The bottom line may be the bottom line.  ET technology would be potentially lucrative in preparation for commerce and trade with ETs, as well as in the military –industrial complex’s development and application for more mundane uses, let alone the economic potential for advancement of military technologies and any development of breakthrough ET-related technologies.  I heard an insider say that “ET technology is an infinite source of wealth” for those managing the information and their secret programs.

[Again, we are in a shooting war with the ETs and normal relations, including interstellar “commerce and trade,” is not part of Majestic’s current agenda. – CW]

To be continued

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

What Are My Experiences?

[Just want to be clear.  These are descriptions of Ms. Leslie’s experiences, not mine. – CW] 

I have the basic “standard” and “normal” ET abduction experiences and the following military involvement experiences:

• Harassment & Surveillance experiences

                  Helicopter incidents, phone incidents, threats, influenced to harm self.

• Military re-abductions and alien/military combined experiences
  1. Early 1990 – 2 roommates witnessed “military men” shouting orders to me in the middle of the night.  I have no memory or this.
  2. July 27, 1990 – Missing time while driving with 2 friends, taken by ETs with a man in naval uniform present monitoring the procedures.
  3. July 21, 1993 – Gynecological medical procedures performed by humans in an underground facility Haz-Mat clean-room environment.
  4. Nov. 23, 1993 – Flown on human built triangular ship, miscommunication screw-up, drugs administered and interrogated about ET technology.
  5. Mid 1990s – Experience with a friend while traveling in Sedona Arizona.  Car stopped by military personnel and I was escorted away from my friend.
  6. Late 1990s – Interrogation and threatened with a gun put to my head in military style tent on a military base located in California desert.
  7. Aug. 20 2000 – Abducted with friend out of her apartment and taken to underground base.  Both of us were interrogated, threatened, and saw reptilian with military.  Photo evidence of break in to home.

In November of 1993 I was abducted, drugged, and taken by two men in camouflage to an underground facility.  In this experience I was also flown on a triangle shaped craft and left standing alone in a large empty hanger.

I have undergone extensive hypnosis regressions concerning this event.  When I was discovered being alone in the hanger, by what appeared to be one of the pilots of the triangle craft that flew me, he walked up to me and said, “You’re not supposed to be here.” . . . “What are you still doing here? . . . and then he yelled at me, “Why are you still here?!!!”

This pilot then escorted me out of the hanger, which backed into an underground tunnel, and out into the tunnel, which appeared to be an underground road.  The pilot was cussing under his breath the entire time and looking around for someone who could explain why I was left alone.  It appears that someone was supposed to have been there waiting for me and was not.  In the tunnel, we were met by 3 military guards, 2 guys in lab coats, and an older gentleman in a green full dress military Naval uniform who came walking from way down this road.

According to Helmut Lammer, and I agree with him, this experience shows that not all the military personnel on the base had the “need to know” concerning what was going on.  And that there was some sort of communication breakdown that caused the confusion.  Or, it may have been made to appear that way.

After the pilot was rebuked and released, I was escorted into a room off the tunnel by the 3 guards, the man in full uniform and the 2 guys in lab coats.  Inside there was a conference table and chairs.  One of the guards quickly grabbed one of the chairs, sliding it across the linoleum floor, swung it around, and very forcibly pointed for me to sit in it.  The man in full uniform said, as if to apologize for the guard’s behavior, “Please won’t you sit down?”  Then he said something to the guards and he and the older of the 2 men in lab coats exited the room, turned immediately and entered a door to a room with a two-way mirror window, just adjacent to the room we were in.

As I was sitting there in the chair with the 3 guards stand in “parade rest” around me, a red-haired man in khaki uniform entered the room from the other side.  He excused the guards, who were referring to him as Captain, and they then left and only he and the younger man in the lab coat remained.  The man in the lab coat gave me a shot in the arm.  Also, he later had me drink a very bitter chalky tasting fluid.

I was very frightened as this red-hair Captain started to accuse me of having done something wrong.  Like the screw-up I witnessed had somehow been my fault.  He pointed his finger at me and spoke very harshly.  He kept looking in my eyes like he was expecting to see them change from the drugs taking effect.  He turned to the guy in the lab coat who nodded to him.  I could soon feel the drugs coming on.  When this red-haired Captain spoke, it was like he was speaking in slow motion.  When he moved his arms, I could see the movement of his arm.  I knew I had just been heavily drugged.

I was having a hard time understanding what he was asking me.  I was extremely confused and did not understand what he was accusing me of.  I did not know what it was I had done wrong.  I told him I didn’t do anything.  I kept telling him that I didn’t know what he wanted.  He accused me further of being uncooperative and threatened me.  I pleaded with him to just ask me again.

At this point he signaled to the guy in the lab coat, who then turned and opened the door to the room.  The guards came back in and grabbed me by the arms and escorted me out the door, across the room, and into another door.  In a small dark room were standing a bunch of guards, big guys, who then pushed me around in what was a horrifying and frightening experience.  They made me think I was going to die.  I really thought they were going to kill me.  I was knocked back onto the floor and I started to kick and scream and push them away.  Eventually they picked me up, the door was opened, and in walked one of the previous guards, who then escorted me back to the interrogation room where the red-haired captain and the guy in the white lab coat were still waiting.

The red-haired man then asked me questions about the alien’s technology.  Helmut Lammer said in his book that he does not believe that the alien hybrids in military uniforms described by David Jacobs would be interested in the experiences of humans, which were allegedly done by the creators of the hybrids!  This, as Helmut points out, would be very strange, since the alien/hybrids should know more about the motives and technology of the alleged alien abductors than the abductees would.

[That would depend on who made the hybrid, the Grays or Majestic.  I was told that any ETs seen working with the military are Majestic’s clones, created using DNA recovered from downed ET craft.  Both sides also maintain their own separate hybrid program.  Those beings created by Majestic (either as a hybrid or through cloning) are under their control, and are probably kept on a “short leash” and informed on a “need to know” basis only.  – CW] 

In my interrogation, they were most interested in information about the UFO technology as well as motives of the aliens.  I was asked; “What have they asked you?  Tell me about their technology.  Tell me about the drive system, the drive mechanism.  How do you know about it?  How are you able to do it?  Tell me about what they told you to do!  What did they tell you?  What did they ask you to do?  Tell me, tell me, tell me.”  He ended here with saying, “You know, you’re not theirs . . . you are ours! . . .”

This interrogation was very traumatic since I cannot recall that I answered his questions.  My hypnotherapist calmed me down as I had begun crying due to that last remark.  As Helmut pointed out, after this interrogation I was brainwashed; “You couldn’t tell me now even if you wanted to,” he said, “You can’t talk right now.  You couldn’t tell me even if you tried.  We fixed that.  Don’t try!  You won’t remember any of this, we fixed it!”

“You won’t remember this!  It’s a bad dream.  We are taking care of that!  You will not remember!  This will all be but a dream to you.  You were never here.  I don’t exist . . . None of this is happening.”  His final words were, “and I will see you again.”  As Helmut points out, I tried to resist the brainwashing procedure, although I was drugged.  Helmut also says that historic mind-control experiments document procedures similar to my interrogation.

Helmut goes on to say that it is typical in these scenarios that the interrogated abductee can’t remember what he/she replies to the interrogator.  Most remember some of the questions, but not the answers.  He added that I found this experience very frustrating, and he’s right, I did!

Helmut adds from his extensive research into mind control practices: If MILAB abductees are programmed to spy for the military, the victim may switch between 2 personalities that have been created by the interrogators.  And while one may understand some of the questions, it is the other personality that would be giving the answers.  Thus, as a consequence, the abductee would have these memory gaps.

[When I read this part, it freaked me out!  It certainly explains why I felt such deference for the people I let into my apartment that night in late 2008.  (Again I refer to posts 132 and 133 “An Unsettling Discovery.”)  The splitting of a captured enemy agent’s personality by our intelligence community (in order to create a “double agent”) has long been suspected by conspiracy researchers.  As I understand it, the procedure was developed for use on Soviet spies during the cold war.  As frightening a thought as it may be to Abductee/Experiencers, it makes perfect sense that they would do the same thing to us.  To purposely split the personality of another person, though, is to mess with the very core of their being.  National security concerns be damned.  The ends do not justify these means! – CW]

Helmut details many cases of this kind of “programmed to spy” information retrieval process with the abductees.  As it turns out, to my total amazement, my experience was just an example of what many abductees are experiencing.  It would appear that each of us is being used in some way to gather information during our abductions so that our interrogators can retrieve it at a later time.  I had no understanding of what had happened to me until reading Helmut’s article, and I had absolutely no idea that this bazaar line of questioning was like anything any other abductee had ever experienced!

Why “RE-ABS” and not “MILABS”?

A brief history of MILABS

• Helmut Lammer’s research – an acronym is born.

[MILAB stands for “Military Abduction.” – CW]

Why the name change?

• Tim Binnall’s quote inspired me.

[Unfortunately Ms. Leslie didn’t quote the quote in the written notes of her presentation. – CW]

• Misidentification problems and incorrect assumptions.

1. “All Abductions are military only, there are no aliens.”
2. “It’s all mind control.”
3. “All MILABs are false abductions.”

[There is a faction within the conspiracy community that contends that ALL reports of Alien Abduction are covers for CIA/military mind control projects. – CW]

• The term MILAB fall short of including what is going on with the covert intelligence involvement & fails to address WHY it is!.

While RE-Abs does mean “re-abduction,” it also means R.E. – Abs

• The reverse-engineering from abductees and/or reverse engineered abductees.

The new formula for a correct perception: Crash Retrievals + Reverse Engineering + Abductions = RE-ABS

• There is a relationship between these separate areas of research.

No “Dereliction of Duty”

• Globally, these guys are just doing their jobs!
• It would be a complete “dereliction of duty” if they were not involved!  That is, if their job is to protect and defend a nation.

– I’m not defending what they are doing, but why they might be doing it.  What they are doing is absolutely criminal!

[I call what they’re doing absolutely evil!  The root of all evil is the convection that “the end justifies the means.”  That’s just an excuse, however, to pull out all the stops, to ignore all ethical/moral concerns.  Evil can only exist when there are no self-imposed restraints. – CW]

• Even if abductions are thought to only be something psychological, something happening psychologically to that many people (millions world wide) would still warrant intel agency attention!
• It is the sheer numbers alone that would make this subject a matter of National Security!

Not to mention, which part of abductions they would be the most interesting in (willing to spend money on)?  The Technology!

To be continued

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

Continued from Post #168

It’s Not the Military!

For starters, this isn’t your usual “military” that’s doing this!

• If abductions are real and happening anywhere near the scale suggested by the abduction researchers, and therefore more than likely a matter of National Security (or because of perceptions similar to that of Dave Jacob’s “threat” theory), then of course the intelligence community would be interested in the abductees.

[The intelligence community became officially “interested” in anything UFO related, including abductions, when the CIA took control of the gathering all UFO related information in the mid 1950s.  Up until then the Air Force had that responsibility. – CW] 

• These may be covert intelligence agencies and not the military, or at least a very covert “black world” aspect of the military.

[Majestic resides at the very center of the CIA, which is the Mother of all intelligence agencies, worldwide.  The U.S. intelligence agencies created afterwards, including the NSA and Home Land Security, serve to insulate the CIA (especially the inner core) and its black ops projects from any real scrutiny.  It also allows the CIA to use outside resources, including other intelligence agencies and special units in the military, to carry out their grunt work.  I also know from personal experience that much of the surveillance of Abductee/Experiencers is farmed out to “subcontractors” such as the Italian Mafia, with which they have a longstanding relationship. – CW]

• I am not slamming the military!  Or, in the words of fellow researcher Helmut Lammer; “I do not mean the whole US military community, I mean only a small covert task force which is in the ‘need to know’ and operates in an Unacknowledged Special Access Program (USAP), financed by a black budget.  Therefore, I am not against the whole military and related agencies, but I think that the public has the right to know what is going on in USAPs.”
• Before I move forward, I want to be very clear that my research data does not in any way point to a military in-lieu-of ET abduction thesis, but quite the contrary there is a military and/or intelligence community involvement because of ET experiences!  Covert-ops involvement because of ET experiences!  Covert-ops involvement exists because ET abductions are absolutely real and that is the only reason these agencies have any interest whatsoever in abductees!

[Melinda is referring to a faction of the conspiracy community that regards ALL ET abductions as being screen memories created by the CIA to hide their own mind control experiments.  Screen memories undoubtedly are created by Majestic in some cases, probably to confuse the target as to who is doing what to whom.  Respected conspiracy researcher Jim Keith discovered evidence that, at least in one case, children in rubber Gray costumes were used by black ops agents to create a false ET abduction memory. – CW] 

• And, their interest in abductees is predominately in what they may know regarding the ETs’ motives and what they know about ET technology.

[Even if the Abductee/Experiencer turns out to know nothing of such things, Majestic would still feel the need to control anyone in contact with ETs. – CW]

It’s Not the Military! (except for when it is . . .)

“Military on Military” cases involve ET abductees who’ve joined the military and then have military reabductions while they are serving:

• Niara Isley – 3 months missing time and used in ET communication
• Bruce Coe – 3 weeks missing time and used in ET communication
• Ray Muntz – 2 years missing time and used in ET communication
• Dan Sherman – used consciously in ET communication  role

• Larry Warren – missing time experience as part of his involvement in the Brentwaters story and subsequent covert-ops involvement as well

• John Vasquez – abduction during ET related event and subsequently
• Vance Davis – missing time and used for ET information
• Andrew – abduction during ET related operation
• James Bartley – abduction during ET related operation
• Female (unnamed) – abduction during ET related operation
• Alison N. & Military family member – abducted from multiple bases

Who All are Doing This?

Covert-ops experiences happen internationally

International cases often involve military and intelligence personnel from the country where the experience occurred, US military & US agents.  Often US personnel are seen in conjunction with foreign personel.  The international cases I am currently aware of:

• UK (England & Scotland) – 19
• France – 4
• Germany – 3
• Italy – 4 also with French military
• Saudi Arabia – 1
• Iran – 3 – US military with subcontractors in all 3 cases
• Marshal Islands, Micronesia – 1
• Indonesia – 2
• Australia – 16
• Peru – 2
• Puerto Rico – 2
• China – 2
• Russia – 3
• Munich, West Germany 1
• India – 6
• Canada 9
• Mexico – 9

What Happens to the Abductees?

• Being watched or being followed and home or work place under surveillance

[Been there, done that.  See the following posts . . .

• 54 “A Sinister Turn of Events & Eleven Years of Silence.”
• 61 “Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins.”
• 62 “My TV is Watching Me!”
• 63 “The Second Camera.”
• 92 “Discovered My Tail.”
• 93 “Outed the Mole.”

Then click here to read my report of an incident in 2006, called “Under Scrutiny.” – CW]

• Black helicopter surveillance or harassment

[Ditto, although in my case it was a white drone helicopter.  See post 130 “Followed by a Helicopter.” – CW]

• Threats made to the abductee, their family or friends

[No, thank God. – CW]

• Phone interruptions and harassing, intimidating or even threatening phone calls

[Early on there were phone problems. – CW]

• Email and/or snail mail tampering and computer hacking

[From my book, Abducted by Aiens , Click here to read from my journal “Red, Itchy Eyes & Evidence of Computer Tampering,” . . .

and here to read “Waking Up Drugged with Majestic in My Computer.” – CW]

• In person direct face-to-face confrontations and warnings, and MIB “Men in Black” experiences.

[In my case it was a BIB, a “Blond in Black.  See post 95 “The case of the Missing Pillowcase & the Beautiful Blond.” – CW]

• Illegal break-ins to property, i.e. homes or vehicles

[Routinely.  See post 61 “Surveillance & Monthly Break-Ins.” – CW]

• Underground bases visited with advanced technology seen

[Quite probably, given what I’ve learned of my personal situation.  (See posts 132 & 133 “An Unsettling Discovery.”)  I don’t have any conscious memory of my nocturnal visitors, though, Majestic agents or ETs.  The one exception is that night in 1994 when I saw two Grays materialize in my apartment (post 39 I Saw Them!!!).  Without resorting to hypnosis, which I’m considering doing, I have no way of really knowing. – CW]

• Abductions by ETs with human military personnel present or being “handed over” by ETs to military personnel
• Abductions by human military with ETs present
• Abductions by human military only without ETs present
• Mind control procedures with intimidation, fear inducement, hypnosis, and drugs administered

[As regards my experience with the last bullet point, see the following posts . . .

• 72 “The Physical Evidence - Puncture Marks.”
• 94 “Blood & Guts in the Shower.”
• 152 “Trying to Blog While Feeling Drugged.”

– CW]

• Being “roughed up” or physically abused

[Much of the time.  In fact, it’s a way I can tell them apart, visits by my ETs vs. those of Majestic.  I have to wear knee braces to bed because they’re “wrenched” in the middle of the night if I don’t.  Recently my left thumb was damaged in the same fashion. I have to wear a wrist brace now to immobilize it, until that heals. – CW]

• Medical and genetic procedures, exploratory surgery, removal of possible alien fetuses, and possible cloning experiments

[Yes . . . Click here to see photos of my second scoop mark.  When I received the first one, I was unemployed and didn’t have the money to buy a camera.

Also read post 142 about my third “A New Scoop Mark with Photos.”

Then refer to posts 4 “Audio Hallucinations, a Troubling Scar & Crystallized Blood” and post 77 “I Don't Remember Having Brain Surgery” for evidence of my unexplained surgeries. – CW]

• Implants being removed or inserted by humans

[I described my government implant in post 77 “I Don't Remember Having Brain Surgery.” – CW]

• Testing and demonstration of psychic or paranormal abilities

[Again, without resorting to hypnosis, I wouldn’t know. – CW]

• Involvement by intelligence “insiders” in the personal life of the abductee

[I’ve heard of this happening surreptitiously.  As a result, I’m always cautious at first whenever someone new comes into my life.  Let me take this opportunity to say something about people who confess to having PAST connections with the intelligence community. My step-father (my parents divorced and mother remarried) served in the Marine Corp. during WW II and whenever someone would refer to him as an “ex-Marine” he would correct them saying, “There is no such thing as an ex-Marine. Once you’ve gone through the training, you’re always a Marine.” I believe the same holds true with the various intelligence services. Once trained as a spook, it becomes a lifetime career. They can retire, but they can’t quit . . . much like the mafia.  – CW]

To be continued

In this series of posts, I present the ground-breaking research of Melinda Leslie, a brave woman who investigates what she calls the re-abductions of ET abductees by a secret arm of our intelligence community.  She’s written a comprehensive presentation of her work that she gives at UFO conventions around the country, and she has given me permission to republish it here in its entirety.  (It’s also available at her website for a modest fee.)  Because Melinda’s work touches on so much of what I’ve experienced directly, and on what has been communicated to me by Harold’s chorus of Grays, I’ve also added my comments that appear below her text in bold-Italic type.  Ms. Leslie has not reviewed my comments and they do not necessarily reflect her views.

Reprinted From:

“The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering

of Extraterrestrial Abductees”

© 2010 Melinda Leslie

The Reverse-Engineering of ET Abductees

• In what may ultimately prove to be some of the greatest evidence for the reality, importance and meaning of the UFO abduction scenario, extraterrestrial (ET) abductees are apparently being targeted by human covert-ops intelligence and/or military agencies.
• If there is no such thing as ET abduction, then why is this happening to people who have nothing in their lives to warrant this kind of interest by human covert-ops agencies, other than that they claim to have experienced an ET abduction?
• The experiences of harassment, surveillance and re-abductions suggests that there must be something very important about ET abduction and the abductees, or why all the time, energy, resources, and money being spent?

 This research shows that a covert pursuit of developing extraterrestrial technologies, in combination with the military, economic and political gains that would be derived from such a pursuit, has resulted in making ET abductions a matter of National Security.  Additionally, it provides immense insight into why an official disclosure of the UFO reality has not been forthcoming.

It would be a complete “dereliction of duty” if the National Security apparatus were not monitoring the abduction phenomenon, given the sheer numbers of people with abduction experiences worldwide, the totality of evidence for ET abductions, the advanced technology to be gained, and the implications of the very covert nature of abduction experiences.

This targeting, monitoring, and re-abduction of abductees by convert ops military and/or intelligence agencies may provide the strongest evidence for the reality of UFO abduction experiences.

[Melinda’s research points a spotlight at the dark underbelly of the UFO phenomenon, the involvement of government covert-ops agents in the re-abductions of ET “initiates.”  (ET initiates are those Abductee/Experiencers who have been, or are being, taught the use of ET technology and/or given knowledge of ET plans and agendas.  More on that, though, as Melinda’s presentation unfolds.)  Her work gives credence to my story and the stories of others like me, who profess to be under the watchful eye of the government (or rather, a secret arm of the government) and harassed, even physically attacked, by its agents. – CW]

How Many ET Abductions are There?

The number of ET Abduction experiences is higher than you think and abductions have been going on longer than you know! 

• Many of the leading abduction researchers have upwards of 500 to 1,200 cases each, and growing.  This includes international research.
• Some worldwide abduction research and support organizations have cases in their files numbering over 10 thousand and more.
• The abduction research community generally agrees that abductions may be happening to as much as 15% of the world’s population.  The world’s population according to the US Census Bureau website, as of Feb. 2010 is over 6,801,350,000 people.
• 15% of the world’s population is over 1,020,000,000 people.  That’s one billion, twenty-million possible abductees!

[The logistics involved in monitoring over a billion people would is impossible given the present state of human technology, but for the ETs who can manipulate time (speed it up, slow it down, even stop and reverse it), such numbers wouldn’t present a problem. – CW]

• Even if you take a more conservative view of 10% of the population you still have well over 680,000,000 people possibly being abducted?
• Also, abductions go back in the genealogy of many abductee families 3 and 4 generations.  I know of a family case going back 5 generations to the 1800’s where a great, grandmother wrote about it.

[My ET contacts (Harold’s chorus of Grays) have told me that they monitor family bloodlines back to their inception, the beginning of the human race.  That’s why there are so many people involved in Alien Abduction.  The original sampling at the beginning of time was probably small, but has grown to its present size because of the accumulative multiplying effect of the many generations that followed. – CW]

• The Roper Poll conducted in 1991:
  • Question tacked on by Budd Hopkins, Prof. David Jacobs, and Ron Westrum with input by Dr. John Mack and Dr. John Carpenter.
  • According to the Roper organization the total respondents answering “yes” to the 5 key indicator questions used for determination was 2% of the sample.  2% of the 185,000,000 adult Americans represented in the poll’s sample is 3,700,000 people.

[The poll was conducted in 1991, but published in 1992.  If you Google it, be sure to include the year. Roper did another similar, but smaller Internet survey in 1999, but the earlier polling was done in “face to face” interviews in almost 6,000 homes across the country. – CW]

• Abductions exist around the world!  There are cases reported from everywhere; South America, Brazil, Russia, and all over Europe for example.
• Anything happening to this many people, especially something taking place in such a covert manner as ET abductions, would have to be a matter of National Security!

When Did Covert-Ops Involvement Start?

In the same way that ET abductions are generational (going back in families) so too are covert-ops experiences:

• I have adult cases that had covert-ops experiences when they were children and were taken by military along with their parents.
• I have adult cases who discovered their parents had these types of experiences separately from them.
• I have 4 cases where the abductees’ kids have experienced covert-ops experiences.  Some without their parents present!
• Many of the cases have intelligence community connections going back on their family.  Many also include family members in aerospace, NASA, and covert or secret technology programs.  Is there a connection?

[My father served in the OSS, the wartime intelligence agency of WWII – CW]

• The experiences show that one of the prime reasons for the covert-ops involvement is for genetic study, so it makes sense to include families.

[That explains those ubiquitous “scoop marks” that many Abductee/Experiences find on various parts of their anatomy.  They’re identical to what are called “punch biopsies” in Earthly medicine, which are a common way to collect DNA from a donor.  It has long been thought that scoop marks are a sign of ET abduction.  More likely that it’s done by Majestic’s doctors.  Click here to see a picture of mine. – CW]

• It has long been understood that genetics is a leading reason for ET abductions (i.e. production of hybrids), hence why a covert-ops interest.

[It’s not only the ETs.  Majestic has their own ongoing hybrid program.  See blog posts 139, 140 and 141, titled “The Original Human-Alien Hybrid Program. – CW]

Covert-ops abduction experiences go far back in abduction history and may exist in relatively high numbers:

• From covert-ops involvement cases I’ve interviewed, and the cases of other researchers, data has emerged clearly showing these experiences going back in time to at least the early 1950’s if not prior.

[My “research” would push that back to at least 1946. – CW]

• In a discussion with Kathieen Marden, co-author with Stanton Friedman of Captured: The Betty and Barney Hill UFO Experience, she explained that this case included the Hills having covert-ops involvement subsequent to their famous original 1961 abduction.  They experienced harassment, surveillance, a re-abduction of Barney, minder scenarios, and other elements typically found in my research.  Researcher, Joe Montaldo, after listening to the original regression tapes of the Hills, made a controversial discovery that their initial experience may have happened in 2 parts over 2 day; one day an ET abduction and the other with military personal.  Regardless, according to Kathleen, the Hills did have subsequent covert-ops involvement that continued long after the initial event!

[I think much of the history of modern human contact with ETs will have to be reexamined, in the light of Melinda’s research. – CW]

• While reading Witness to Roswell by DonSchmitt and Tom Cary I noticed many profound similarities between the intimidation experiences described by many Roswell witnesses to abductees experiences.  Covert-ops involvement with abductees is a current manifestation and continuation of an ongoing witness harassment and monitoring program that has existed throughout ufology history.  It’s business as usual!

Many abductees have experienced covert-ops involvement even if they don’t report it:

At a support meeting I mentioned my research and had assumed the group did not have many of these experiences or interest, but found out I was wrong.  While sharing I noticed more than half of the 20 people present were nodding their heads hard in the affirmative and making facial expressions clearly implying they had experienced events similar to what I was describing.  I was surprised by so many reactions.  Additionally, the therapist leading this group had been unaware of the possible covert-ops experiences amongst their cases.

While attending a support group at a conference where various attendees share their experience, I noticed that some of these individuals were including covert-ops’ activities in their accounts.  Struck by the number of people who were describing such events, I asked the group to raise their hands if they knew they had military involvement and 8 people did so.  There were only 30 people present.  Once again, I was surprised.

It’s important to note that these groups had a completely random sampling of abductees who had each experienced various forms of ET abduction and who were at different levels of acceptance of their ET experiences.

I can’t help but realize how surprised many abduction researchers, not to mention ufologists, would have been to see the number of responses.  These random samplings represent a statistically bigger picture of covert-ops experiences.  In the 2^nd group, a total of 8 out of 30 abductees may have had involvement!  This many cases would have staggering implications.

[The ratio of ET abductees who also have “covert-ops experiences” to the population of abductees at large is probably much higher than 8 to 30.  There are undoubtedly those who don’t want to go public about their military harassment, as well as many who just haven’t yet become aware of their human abductors.  In my own case, I’ve come to believe that “covert-ops agents” were coming into my bedroom in the middle of the night, even BEFORE I became aware of my ET visits in January of 1994. – CW]

Additionally, covert-ops abductees feel that other ET abductees and abduction researchers won’t understand the difficulty of living with these unique experiences.  For example, covert-ops cases regularly express that their ET experiences are never as bad as their covert ones.

• As expressed by one of my cases: “But out of all my experiences with varying alien beings, no experience has made me more angry than those that have involved the military.”
• And as shared by another: “The aliens are never as bad as the military, the military are always much worse.”
• Some of my cases have even asked the ETs for help, or feel they’ve received help from the ETs, in stopping their covert experiences.

[I don’t know if I could withstand Majestic’s continuing harassment, if it were not for the help I receive from my ETs. – CW]

To be continued

Throughout this blog I’ve posted many descriptions of my surveillance and harassment by a secret arm of our government that I call “Majestic.”¹  For most people the idea that our government, secret or otherwise, would interfere in the lives of its citizens is so repugnant that they don’t even want to discuss it.  Such talk is considered paranoid, unless of course you’re a terrorist, then the surveillance is justified. 

Melinda Leslie is one of the few researchers who has focused on this type of government involvement in the lives of Abductee/Experiencers.  I met Melinda a few years ago when I was writing my book, Abducted by Aliens.²  Knowing of the government connection in my case, Les Valez of OPUS introduced me to her.  She is an Abductee/Experiencer herself, with stories of her own military involvement that are quite frankly pretty scary, including an incident when a gun was pointed to her head.

Ms. Leslie has a presentation of her research that she gives at various UFO gatherings around the country titled, The Covert-Ops’ Reverse-Engineering of Extraterrestrial Abductees, and offers a printed version of it for sale on her website.³    

In this series of posts, I will attempt to summarize her thesis and compare it to my own experiences.

Stay tuned.

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^1.  The original blue-ribbon panel charged by President Truman with investigating the Roswell Incident in 1947 was supposedly named the “Majestic-12 Committee.”  I surmise that that panel never disbanded, but continued in operation to coordinate the gathering of all information concerning UFOs and their occupants.  Over the years it has undoubtedly changed its name, but I still use the word “Majestic” to describe the secret agency in charge of the surveillance and harassment of Abductee/Experiencers.

²  My book is available as a FREE download through a link on the sidebar of this blog.  You can also purchase an autographed hard copy, if you like.

³  While we have all heard stories (from Bob Lazar and others) of the reverse-engineering of ET technology at Area 51, her title referring to the reverse-engineering of Abductees seems a bit confusing at first, until she explains it in the body of her presentation.

Here’s a poem I wrote for when dysfunctional families gather during the holiday season.  Feel free to share it with others, if you like.

FAMILY EMBARRASSMENT

You say that your brother

            Is you evil twin,

And that your mother invented

            Original sin?

Your sister, the lush

            Is drinking all the gin,

And that freak show that’s your uncle

            Is doing it . . .  again?

Well none of that matters.

            You don’t have to make amends.

You don’t pick your family.

            You only pick your friends.

Don’t forget Cousin George,

            Sitting at the table,

With his eyes so piercing,

            You know he’s unstable.

And there is of course,

            Old grandmother Mabel.

She’s pushing eighty,

            And thinks she’s Betty Garble!

Well none of that matters.

            You don’t have to make amends.

You don’t pick your family.

            You only pick your friends.

So this holiday season,

            When you’re with your family,

Try not think of it,

            As such a calamity.

This is the latest in a series of posts called “Conversations with ETs,” where I describe what I’ve learned from my good friend Harold who channels a chorus of Grays.  I’m normally very reticent to accept “channeled” information as being genuine.  I believe that in the vast majority of cases, channelers are either deluding themselves or are out-and-out frauds.  That being said, much of what Harold’s chorus of voices told us was later confirmed (independently and without prior knowledge of what was channeled) by one or both of my other psychic friends.

In my last installment in this series (blog post #147), I described how the Grays are higher beings charged with maintaining the mechanism of Reincarnation.  They have been with mankind from the beginning of time, having made Homo Sapiens as a species of “shells”¹ (their word) to receive the souls that they recycle.  That’s why they know us so well.  They created us, and the world on which we live.

Earth was seeded with life so that it could be used as a “school” where souls incarnate in order to gain the experience necessary to advance to higher orders of consciousness.  There are many other planets that host sentient life, but none evidently with as large an emotional base as the human race.  Harold was told that while other life forms may be capable of two or three emotional responses, they have nowhere near the broad range of feelings that we do.  It is the wide range of emotions that we can draw on in any situation that allows us to have and exercise “free choice.”  We have the ability to choose different ways to react and that creates multiple possibilities.  Souls that want to take the “fast track” to consciousness rising elect to incarnate on Earth, but it’s not easy.  Earth is a tough school and recognized as such throughout the galaxy.  Only the most determined chose to be born here.

Because of the importance that higher beings place on Earth and its inhabitants, no hostile aliens are allowed to interfere in the affairs of men.  There is a Star Trek like “Prime Directive” in place and it’s just not permitted.  But what then to make of the stories of aliens seen working along side humans in underground bases?  Harold and I put that question to his chorus of Grays.  Any aliens seen working with humans were cloned, using bodies retrieved from UFO crash sites.  They are soulless beings, not having gone through the reincarnation process, and are completely under the control of Majestic.² 

Which leads me to restate what I’ve said before, but needs to be as widely understood as possible.  There are NO hostile aliens visiting Earth.  Any stories to the contrary are either out right pieces of disinformation or hysterical interpretations of the available evidence.  No less a personage than Dr. Wernher von Braun, the man in charge of our space program up to and including Armstrong’s historic walk on the moon, said so!

Dr. Carol Rusin was von Braun’s protégé and she has stated in several interviews that he told her numerous times that the Military-Industrial complex has a phony list of four external threats to the United States that would be used to support their funding.  The first, the Communist Threat, was already well under way at the time.  The second was to be a Terrorist Threat, followed by an Asteroid Threat, and after that would come the threat of an alien invasion.  While each of these “threats” was supposed to stimulate military spending, the Alien Threat was meant to also support their control of space.  Von Braun had wanted her to work to ban space-based weapons so that international treaties against their use would be in place by the time the Alien Threat was scheduled to be brought into play.  According to Dr. Rusin, he told her on several occasions that human contact with many different kinds of Extraterrestrials was already a reality, and that “none of them are hostile.”

¹   The Grays have never used the word “container” when referring to the human body.  That word was most likely coined by Majestic so that they could determine the source of any report that used it.  Those that refer to “shells” are considered genuine, while those that use the word “container” are known to originate from one of their own disinformation sources.

²   Majestic obtained advanced genetic technology from the Grays in the 1940s as part of a   cooperative effort to create a Human-Gray hybrid.  The two sides had a falling out that resulted in the Roswell Incident and Majestic has been at war with UFOs and their occupants ever since.  (See blog posts #139, #140 and #141, titled “The Original Human-Alien Hybrid Program.”)

Long ago, the only conventions were of the trade variety.  You know the stereotype, the salesman away from the wife and family parting it up at the hotel and telling off color jokes.   Well, now days there are conventions for everyone’s taste.  In addition to the trade conventions, there are Comic Book conventions, Science Fiction conventions and, of course, UFO conventions.  While the first two are strictly about fantasies, UFO conventions are focused on a real phenomenon that most of the world believes to be fantasy.

I’ve been attending UFO conventions off and on for sixteen years.  In the beginning, some UFO related lectures were added to the roster of events at new age gatherings like the Whole Life Expo.  They became so popular that entrepreneurs soon started promoting weekend events specifically tailored for the UFO community.

Behind the scenes, conventions are all organized in the same way.  It’s only the subject matter that changes.  There’s always a list of featured “guests,” people prominent in the field often carrying their latest book to sell.  As a draw for the event, the guests are expected to give free lectures (with the price of admission) on their topic of expertise.  In addition to any up front fee they may receive, they’re usually offered the opportunity to make a little extra money by giving a special “workshop” that requires the purchase of an additional ticket, of which the guest gets a portion of the proceeds.

There is usually also a “dealers” room, where merchandise is offered for sale, books, DVDs, refrigerator magnets, etc.  I used to be intimately acquainted with this end of the business.  In the mid-1970s, I owned (with a partner) a specialty store devoted to the television show, Star Trek called, The Federation Trading Post.  I would travel the Star Trek convention circuit and sell my wares, which included posters, uniforms, phasers and, of course, Tribbles . . . but I digress.

Recently, because of the economic situation, attendance at UFO conventions has been way down.  People just can’t afford the costs involve, especially if nothing new is being offered.  But even though they’ve fallen on hard times recently, UFO conventions still serve an important function for almost everyone concerned.

For many attendees, it’s the only opportunity to talk seriously with others about a subject that most people consider to be science fiction.  At the recent UFO Expo in San Jose, California I met a woman who had flown in from a small town in Arkansas.  She explained that she was part of a UFO community there of about 500 people and that it was her first UFO convention.  She was in awe with all that she saw, explaining that none of it (the information from the speakers, the products being sold, etc.) was available where she lived.  For her it was a thrilling experience.

For the Grays, it’s also an opportunity.  They use these gatherings to bring together select Abductee/Experiencers so that they can meet and exchange ideas, even if they might not yet know that they’re personally involved with aliens.  The Grays know, however, and will often use these events to demonstrate their prowess to select individuals as part of their “awakening” process.  I experienced an incredible “missing time” incident while driving someone home from a UFO convention in 1997.  (See blog post #85, titled, “Missing Time in Bumper to Bumper Traffic.”)  I’ve heard many such stories from Abductee/Experiencers, describing Missing Time episodes while traveling to and from UFO conventions.  The Grays aren’t the only ones who use these gatherings to further their agenda.  Majestic is also well represented.

In the 1960s, the FBI had so many agents infiltrate the Black Panther Party that they literally began informing on each other.  It’s the way the intelligence agencies operate.  When they want to infiltrate a target group, they throw as much resources as they can into the fray.  I wouldn’t be surprised if a good 20 to 30 percent of the attendees of UFO conventions are Majestic agents keeping tabs on the rest.  One person told me of overhearing a conversation between two such agents.  They were complaining of having to attend the convention, saying that everyone there was “Looney Tunes.”

Majestic is also served by its disinformation artists at these events.  There are several big names traveling the UFO circuit who spread increasable lies in their lectures.  They talk of Reptilians having taken over the minds of government leaders, Grays in a shootout with a Delta Force unit at an underground base, the government granting permission to ETs to abduct humans in exchange for their technology.  All this is just outright disinformation.  People need to be critical when wading through all the different stories that are being put out there.  Remember Stanton Friedman’s “Gray Box.”  He advises people to create a large gray box in their mind, into which they place any new information they acquire that needs more evidence in order to either accept or reject it.  It’s OK to pass on judging the validity of something until more information is available, or it’s confirmed by another source.  Believe half of what you see, half again of what you hear, and put the rest in the Gray Box.

While UFO conventions are not the money makers they once were, I doubt they will ever be allowed to die out completely.  There are too many interests being served.

It’s puzzling to me that people in general are much more likely to accept the idea that space aliens have come to Earth and are kidnapping individuals in the middle of the night, than to even consider that their government might be monitoring, harassing and even “re-abducting” those same individuals.  Besides myself, there are only a handful of Abductee/Experiencers who have gone public about their “Close Encounters of the Government Kind.”  In my opinion, we represent just the “tip of the iceberg.”

Most UFO researchers are mum about the subject.  One prominent researcher is even reported to have said in a public setting recently that the government isn’t involved at all, period.  What an incredible pronouncement!  It makes one wonder why serious researchers would ignore such an obvious element of this phenomenon.

Researcher/Experiencer Melinda Leslie asserts that the military moves in, usually right after an abduction/visit from the ETs, to debrief the subject in an effort to learn anything useful in the way of alien technology.  Of course such debriefings (re-abductions) are only possible by using a combination of “truth” drugs and hypnosis.

In my case I learned, quite by accident, that I’ve been “programmed” upon receipt of some predetermined signal to get up on the middle of the night and let my Majestic tormentors into the apartment. (See blog posts #132 and #133.)  I doubt that I’m the only Abductee/Experiencer to be subjugated to CIA mind control protocols.  In fact, logic would suggest that those mind control techniques developed through projects like MKULTRA and MKSEARCH weren’t meant just to be used against foreign intelligence agents.  Abductee/Experiencers are considered to be (willingly or not) under the mind control of alien beings.   To Majestic any and all methods of countering the alien influence over civilians is acceptable, including their own use of mind control.  Logical, but unpleasant nonetheless for those of us caught in the middle.

I suspect that Majestic’s reach into the homes of Abductee/Experiences across the country (perhaps even around the world) is much more extensive than ever imagined.  Are all Abductee/Experiencers subject to subconscious manipulation by Majestic agents?  I wouldn’t be surprised.  It’s all about power and control.  Finding out the extent that Majestic is involved in the lives of Abductee/Experiencers is the last “nut to crack” in the enigma that is Alien Abduction.  Right now we can see a pair of human-looking shoes sticking out from behind the curtain.  When we pull that curtain back, what will we see?

“Iceberg ahead!”

For the last week I’ve been preoccupied with a pressing problem at home and haven’t had time to develop any of my ideas for blogs about Alien Abduction, so here instead is Everything You Wanted to Know About Bed Bugs, but Were Afraid to Ask.

This is not a subject that I ever thought I would need to research.  However, what I’ve learned is (as Mr. Spock would say) “fascinating.”  It is also, I’m afraid, a subject that will be of interest to all city dwellers in the near future.

It’s an epidemic.

Bed bugs are here to stay.  There has been an explosion of infestations in all the major cities in the country.  New York City is the one that’s been in the news the most recently.  It appears that the cockroaches have sublet Manhattan to the bed bugs.

As happens with any epidemic, air travel between cities facilitated their proliferation.  What started out as a local outbreak has now spread to all major cities across America.  I wouldn’t be surprised if global warming isn’t playing a part in this, as well.  Insects thrive in warm and humid climates.  As the Earth warms, we’ll see more and more outbreaks of crawling and flying pests. 

History

Bed bugs are little vampires.  They suck your blood in the night, hide from the light and are damn hard to kill.  Mosquitoes and other blood-sucking critters will feed on any warm blooded animal, but for bed bugs (particularly the variety known as Cimex luctularius), human blood is preferred.  That means that we evolved together, bed bugs and humans.  They are our parasite, and we their host.

Bed bugs may have originated in the Middle East when we lived in caves with bats, where it is thought they acquired their blood sucking ways.  The earliest recorded mention of bed bugs is from about 400 BC in ancient Greece.  From the first century AD until the eighteenth century, bed bugs were thought to be useful in treating some ailments such as snake bites and ear infections.

Feeding & Nesting Habits

Bed bugs like to feed every five to ten days.  They find us by sensing our breath (the carbon dioxide we exhale) and our body heat, generated by the blood that flows through our veins.  I’ve noticed that some of my bites are directly over a vein or artery.  The tell tale signs of having been bit are swelling and itchiness, which may not be noticeable for up to two or three days afterwards.  Bed bugs will often bite more than once, leaving a line of two or three bites in a row.  After penetrating the skin with their two hollow feeding tubes (one to inject the host with anticoagulants and anesthetics, and the other to suck the blood), bed bugs feed for about five minutes before returning to their hiding place.  They prefer to keep close to their host, nesting in mattresses and couches, as well as in cluttered areas nearby (and boy, do I have a lot of clutter in my small studio apartment).+

Signs of infestation

The first indication that something is wrong may come in the way of unusual spotting on sheets, pillow cases and blankets.  This is their fecal matter and they leave a lot of it behind.  If it’s fresh, it will smear to the touch and may be mingled amongst some spots of blood (most likely yours).  Here is a photo of what it looks like.  Black marks, bleeding through the fabric of mattresses and box springs, are signs of their nesting inside.

What to Do

Bed bugs invade the domicile in several ways.  Primarily, they hitchhike on clothing or hide in luggage.  Furniture brought into your living area should also be inspected.  They can come from a nearby building if there is a short and easy way for them to travel, and pets that are allowed outside can also bring them home.

If you find signs of an infestation, here is what you should do.

1. Incase all mattress and box springs in special Bed Bug protectors.  These are zipper bags made of a special fabric strong enough contain them.  Bed bugs can live up to 12 months without feeding, so be sure after closing that the zipper is secured so they can’t get out.  (I used duct-tape to cover the zipper flaps.)  Although you can purchase them from several different sources, Bed Bath & Beyond (the bathroom accessory story) carries three different brands starting at $59 each (remember you’ll need two).  Even if you haven’t found it to be a problem yet, it may be worth the expense to take this precaution.  Sooner or later, as infestations continue to spread throughout the country, bed bugs will become a part of your life.
2. All sheets and pillow cases should be washed in hot water and dried using the highest temperature setting possible for at least 30 minutes.  Blankets, bed spreads, covers, window drapes and other items that can’t be washed should be heated in the dryer for the mandatory 30 minutes.
3. Upholstered furniture will need to be thoroughly inspected and possibly treated with pesticide.  Throw pillows will also need to be heat treated.
4. Vacuum all carpeting and floor surfaces, especially along the baseboards, and dispose of the vacuum bag immediately in a sealed plastic bag in an outside trash receptacle.  If the carpet is thick or shaggy, you’ll probably need to brush it as well.
5. Even if all of the measures listed above are taken, it still may not be enough.  You may need to enlist the services of a pest control service as well.  But even that has its problems.  Bed bugs are rapidly becoming resistance to the pesticides that are currently effective (more so than with other types of insects), and may soon not be worth the effort, especially considering their toxicity to humans and pets.  Sampling of bed bug populations across the country revealed a tolerance for pyrethroids (a class of insecticide) several thousands of times greater than laboratory bedbugs.  The bed bugs of New York City are 264 times more resistant to deltamethrin (the most widely used insecticide) than the bedbugs found in Florida, due to nerve cell mutations.  There are also natural insecticides (such as one made from cedar oil and available from CedarCide.com) that are said to be effective.

How to Get to Get Some Sleep in the Meantime

Bed bugs don’t like the light.  Sleeping with the lights on helps to keep them off the top of the bed, although you may need to wear a “sleep mask” to keep the light out of your eyes.  Sleeping in pajamas to cover up as much of your body as possible will also help.

Although I haven’t tried it, Wesley (my new teenage roommate) is using Vicks Vapor Rub to keep them away, and says that it’s working.

In the world of High Strangeness, it’s sometimes difficult to correctly interpret events.  Bizarre things happen and you don’t know what’s going on, but you try to make sense of it anyway.  Unfortunately, there’s lots of room for error when one has so few pieces of the puzzle.  (I’d like to buy a vowel, please.)

A month ago I posted a blog about how I woke up and found what looked like blood splattered across the top of my bed sheet.  I also posted a link to a photo of the gruesome scene.  At the time I thought it was a variation on a theme by Majestic, in that years ago they smeared the inside of my shower curtain with blood, in an effort to unnerve me.  (See blog post #94.)

I was wrong.

A few days ago, I woke up to the same disturbing sight, dozens of spots across the top of my sheet that looked like dried blood to my old tired eyes.  I was perplexed.  I couldn’t figure out where all that “blood” was coming from.  Then I saw them . . . BED BUGS!  A few minutes online and I was able to find photos of those same spots, which turned out to be their fecal material. 

Bed bugs are like ticks in that they bite to feed on the blood.  It’s creepy to know that those little suckers (pun intended) are scurrying around my head at night, but oddly I haven’t been bitten very much.  I’ve begun sleeping with the light on, though, until I can do the things suggested to contain the infestation.  They evidently prefer the dark and keep to the shadows.

Funny . . . I can handle visits in the night by ETs, even harassment by my own government, but bed bugs creep me out!

The Alien Abduction phenomenon has certainly grabbed public attention world wide.  It may be largely marginalized in the media and the object of vulgar jokes at the water cooler, but it has become well entrenched in the public consciousness nonetheless.  From total denial to complete acceptance, there are at least five different ways that a person may view the subject of Alien Abduction.

1. There are no ETs abducting humans.  There are natural explanations for everything, lucid dreams, hallucinations, etc.  This is the view of the skeptic.
2. There are no ETs abducting humans.  It’s all a cover for CIA mind control experiments, the view of many in the world of conspiracies.
3. There are perhaps some real abductions by ETs, but the great majority of such are in reality screen images created as a cover for CIA mind control experiments.  This was the view of the late Jim Keith, a well respected conspiracy researcher, who did uncover evidence that the military has used children in rubber Gray costumes to create false memories in purported Abductee/Experiencers.
4. There is much contact between ETs and humans, but the government/military is not involved in the lives of Abductee/Experiencers.  This was the reported position of at least one prominent name in the UFO community.  Many other researchers won’t even talk about the possibility of military surveillance or harassment of civilians.
5. Alien Abduction is real and the military “re-abducts” Abductee/Experiencers, often right after an ET visit, to debrief them (through drugs and hypnosis) about their knowledge of alien technology.  This is the conclusion of UFO researcher Melinda Lesley.

In regards to military involvement in the Alien Abduction Phenomenon, my conclusions are closer to those of Melinda Lesley than most any other researcher.  Let me explain why I discard the first four explanations listed above.

1. This position can only be maintained in ignorance of the subject as a whole.  So much evidence has been accumulated over the last fifty years (since the Betty and Barney incident) that it collectively supports the reality of individual ET contact.  To reject the phenomenon out of hand indicates an unwillingness to research the facts that are readily available to anyone who seeks the truth of the matter.
2. This point of view has a little more going for it, but not much.  While it does recognize the involvement of the military, it ignores the many reports of bedroom sightings of ETs by people when fully conscious and alert.  (I described my own such incident in my book, Abducted by Aliens, when I saw two Gray aliens materialize in my studio apartment.)
3. I highly respect the work of Jim Keith.  He was one of the few researchers in the world of conspiracies (perhaps the only one) who seemed to genuinely seek the facts of whatever subject he investigated.  Although he is widely regarded to have dismissed Alien Abduction out of hand, blaming it all on the military’s mind control programs, he did admit to awaking one evening and seeing a typical Gray alien standing beside his bed.  That experience forced him to acknowledge in a written essay the possibility that some reported abductions might take place in reality, but he was sure that most of them were of military origin.  I think he was too focused on evidence he uncovered that the CIA’s mind control experiments of the fifties and sixties (Project Artichoke, MK Ultra, etc.) produced results that are being deployed in the field today against those considered to be a national security threat.  He was on the right track in my opinion, but emphasized the wrong part of the equation as regards Alien Abduction.
4. This is the exact opposite of number 2.  In this explanation Alien Abduction is accepted as a wide spread phenomenon, but military involvement is dismissed out of hand.  There is just too much evidence that Abductee/Experiencers are under surveillance by the military to ignore this obvious fact (tapped phone lines, black helicopters, etc).  The silence on the part of most researchers about the military connection to Close Encounter cases is puzzling to explain.  I’m inclined to believe Jim Keith when he said, “On a number of occasions the UFO field has been infiltrated by military intelligence personnel, and well-known UFO ‘researchers,’ possibly even the majority of the prominent ones, have loyalties that seem not to reside with the UFO research community or with the truth.” (Emphasis mine)
5. That leaves number 5, which I believe to be very close to the truth.  I described on this blog how I came to learn that I have been subconsciously “programmed” using mind control protocols, to cooperate with the Majestic surveillance team assigned to debrief me.  (See posts #132 and #133.)  I’ve come to believe that the covert debriefing of Abductee/Experiencers by the military right after an ET visit is much more widespread than anyone realizes, perhaps even in 100 percent of the cases.

I only recently discovered that since the beginning of March this year, there has been a fee charged by Scribd.com to download my book, Abducted by Aliens from their website.  I have all the files I link to from my blog stored at Scribd.com, a document sharing site.

I was unaware that in the fine print of the user agreement there is a provision that after 30 days files will be moved to the scribd.com archive and that a fee will be charged to download it after that.  To keep it free to the public, the document must be retrieved from the archive every 30 days.  The archive is evidently necessary to maintain their inventory of documents, which number in the millions.

I’m told that Scribd.com will soon be changing their policy to allow a “perpetual” retrieval option, which will permanently remove a document from the archive and keep it available as a FREE download.

I have gone in and retrieved both Abducted by Aliens and my first book, Chuck’s Big Book of Poems and Musings, from the archive so they’re now free to download.

I sincerely apologize to anyone who attempted to download either of these volumes and were asked for a fee to do so.  Please follow the links and try again.

Although I still haven’t been able to repair the “Comments” feature on my blog, you can always reach me at AlienAbductionTheBlog@mail.com and let me know what you think.

Thanks for reading.

Chuck

When someone wakes up and finds that their life has turned upside down and inside out, they might understandable feel the urge to tell somebody.  If they do, the reaction they receive is often not what they had expected.  To prevent unintended consequences, Abductee/Experiencers shouldn’t decide to “come out of the closet” without first giving it some serious thought and possibly preparation.

The ramifications of talking about your ET experiences will depend on who’s listening.  The approach should be tailored to the audience.  Your boss at work will most likely respond differently than your spouse or best friend.  Even your children might not react as you hope.  It’s probably best to first sound them out on the subject of UFOs in general, before opening up to them about your contacts with their occupants.

When you tell someone your fantastic story, they’re suddenly confronted with a difficult choice . . . to believe you or not.  If they believe you, they risk falling down the same rabbit hole you did.  Many of the people you know may not be ready to discard their view of the world and their place in it, but that’s in essence what you’re asking them to do when you share your stories of alien abduction and seek their support.  I’m not saying don’t tell people so as not to disturb them.  I’m just saying, don’t be surprised if you get a less than positive reaction from the people you look to for support

If you’re married, you’ll want to tell your spouse.  Your spouse is the person most close to you and you’ll naturally turn to your life partner for a friendly ear.  If you get the support you need then all is well and good, but many a marriage has collapsed under the strain when one partner couldn’t accept the new pyridine of the other.  If the reaction you get from your spouse is not what you had hoped, then it’s probably best to let it lie and not to raise the subject again.  In that case, I suggest that you look for the support you need elsewhere and keep your home life separate.  (More on that in a minute.)

The same holds true for your children, especially if they’re underage.  Children look to their parents for guidance and stability.  If one of them seems “upset” and is “talking crazy,” it can create a fearful situation for the child.  There is also the “humiliation factor.”  Children are always concerned about what their friends think of them.  Being the son or daughter of someone claiming to be kidnapped by space aliens can be a hard cross to bear on the playground.

Children aren’t the only ones who might be concerned about the opinion of their peers.  My ex-wife, for example, was upset that I was writing a book about my abduction experiences, for fear that her co-workers would find out. (And that’s an EX-wife!)

And then there’s the workplace.  Here is where you need to really be cautious.  Your very job could be put at risk.  If you doubt that, ask any gay or lesbian about the dangers of coming out at work.  About the best you can hope for is to be the “crazy guy” at the office who’s always good for a laugh.  As for me, I describe in my book how I lost a job when I came out to my co-workers, one of whom used it to get me fired.  At my present job, however, things fortunately played out a little differently.

I had given my boss a modest book of poems I had written, which he said he enjoyed.¹  We have a small office and my employer likes to cater lunch on Fridays for his staff.  We were sitting in our conference room on one such occasion when he turned to me and asked, “So have you written anything new lately?”  Here I was, put on the spot with the whole office listening.  I had just printed my book and was very pleased with my achievement, so pride overcame caution.

“Yeeeees,” I said slowly.  “I wrote a book.”

“What’s it called?”

“Ahhh (Go ahead, say it!), Abducted by Aliens, or How I Learned to Cope with High Strangeness, Government Harassment, and My Mother (a True Story)”

The silence that followed was deafening. 

At last he said, “Can I read it?”  My heart sank.  “What have I done?” I thought to myself, but he earnestly seemed interested so I gave him a copy.  Afterwards, he said that he enjoyed it and that it was well written, but . . . “It’s really fiction, right?” he asked suspiciously.  I assured him every word was true, although I don’t know that he really believes me.

I was fortunate in that my boss reacted favorably.  Since he was OK with my being a known as an alien abductee in the office, my co-workers had no choice but to accept it as well.  It also helped that I’ve been there for five years, longer than most everyone else.

An interesting tidbit . . . last Friday at our weekly communal lunch break, I showed the boss my list of “14 Common Indicators of Alien Abduction.”  He was surprised that he scored an 11.  (I always suspected.)  Check it out and take the test yourself. 

If you can’t find the support you need from your family or friends you might want to look for a UFO support group.  Unless you live in a large metropolitan area, however, your search may prove fruitless.  Don’t despair.  There’s an online support group where one email is shared with everyone else in the group.  It’s a great resource.  You can even remain anonymous, if you like.  Contact Les Velez at the OPUS website (the Organization for Paranormal Understanding and Support) for more information.  Tell him I sent you.

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¹ Click here to read and/or download Chuck’s Big Book of Poems & Musings.

EXTRA! EXTRA! EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT!

I’ll be giving a lecture at the first annual X-Fest in San Leandro, California tomorrow afternoon.  I’ve spent the past week putting it together and didn’t have time to do much else, so I’m going to post my notes here as this week’s blog.  I’ve written it using whole sentences so that I could time it and fit it into the 30 minutes I’ve been allotted to speak. 

Here is the lecture in written form.  I hope you enjoy it.

1. Disclaimer.  First, let me give the standard disclaimer, “The opinions expressed during this lecture are solely those of the lecturer, and not necessarily those of Mr. Velez, his family, his friends, or his pets.”  Now with that out of the way, let me introduce myself.
2. Bio.  My name is Chuck Weiss.  I awoke to my contacts with ETs some 16 years ago.  I was a total skeptic about the topic of Alien Abduction, until I found myself personally involved.  I’ve since researched the subject extensively and wrote a book about my experiences.  It’s called, ABDUCTED BY ALIENS, or How I learned to Cope with High Strangeness, Government Harassment, and My Mother (a True Story).  It’s on sale here in the lobby, with the profits this weekend going to OPUS to help support the fine work they do, so be sure to come by and purchase a copy before you leave today.  But if you don’t have the money, don’t worry.  It’s also offered on my website as a free E-Book in PDF format.  Just go to AbductionSite.com and download it.
3. Topic.  The topic of this lecture is “The Basic Elements of Alien Abduction.”  I’m going to stick to the basics today, although in my book I do explore several controversial aspects of Alien Abduction, including (1) the Grays and their interest in our Spirituality, (2) the surveillance and harassment of Abductee/Experiencers by our government, and (3) a possible link between Alien Abduction and the end of the Mayan calendar in 2012.  But I’m not going to be controversial today.  Instead I’m going to review for you what we know about the Alien Abduction phenomenon.

By the way, I use the term Abductee/Experiencer as one word so that I can speak to both types of people involved in Close Encounters of the Fourth Kind, i.e. those who feel that their encounters with ETs are negative in nature (i.e. Abductees), and those who take a more “wait and see” attitude (the Experiencers).

1. “In the beginning, there were lights in the sky.”  (and that’s all we knew)  The government may have known more, and probably did, but the public was largely ignorant of the ET presence on Earth, until Kenneth Arnold saw 9 UFOs flying in formatting near Mt. Reiner in Washington State on June 24^th, 1947.  (I was nine days old at the time.  That might give you an idea of how long we’ve been talking about UFOs)  We were fascinated with the Lights in the Sky because they didn’t move like meteors do, or appear as any other known natural phenomenon.  Later, there were reports of UFO landings.
2. J. Allen Hyndrik first came to public notice as a scientific consultant and spokesman for Project Sign (which later became Project Grudge and then later Project Blue Book).  He later admitted to his role as a debunker for the Air Force, when he offered up his famous “Swamp Gas” explanation for those “lights in the sky.”  Over time, Dr. Hyndrik changed his opinion and became a leader in UFO research.  He’s now probably best known for his classification of what he called, “Close Encounters.” (observations within 200 yards).  These are his definitions as posted on the official website for the Center of UFO Studies, Dr. Hyndrik’s foundation.
   1. a.      Close Encounters of the First Kind (CE1): “Though the witness observes a UFO nearby, there appears to be no interaction with either the witness or the environment.”
   2. b.      Close Encounters of the Second Kind (CE2): “These encounters include details of interaction between the UFO and the environment, which may vary from interference with car ignition systems and electronic gear to imprints or burns on the ground and physical effects on plants, animals and humans.”
   3. c.       Close Encounters of the Third Kind (CE3): “In this category – entities that are humanlike (humanoid) or not humanlike – have been reported.  There is usually no direct contact or communication with the witness.  However, in recent years reports of incidents involving very close contact – even detainment of witnesses – have increased.”

      Although not officially a part of Dr. Hyndrik’s list, a new classification of Close Encounters was later coined, “Close Encounters of the Fourth Kind,” (CE4) or “Alien Abduction.”

1. History: The Alien Abduction phenomenon first sprang into the public consciousness in the early 1960s with the publication of the book, “Interrupted Journey,” which described the abduction incident of Betty and Barney Hill.  It was later made into a TV movie, staring Estelle Parsons and James Earl Jones (the voice of Darth Vader in the Star Wars movies).  The subject was largely ignored afterwards, until Whitley Strieber published his book, “Communion” in 1987.  The five different books he wrote describing his own experiences reignited public interest in the subject.
2. National Survey:  In 1992 Robert Bigelow commissioned a survey by the Roper Organization to determine how many people share the most common indicators of Alien Abduction. Polling was done in “face to face” interviews in almost 6,000 homes across the country.  The result suggested that 7 million Americans (2% of the population) might be involved in the phenomenon.

        Here is some of what we know about Alien Abduction.

1. CE4 is Intentional.  There’s nothing random about this.  Travis Walton is perhaps the exception that proves the rule.  He wrote a book about his unusual abduction titled, “Fire in the Sky,” which was made into a move.  Let me say something about that.  I heard Mr. Walton speak at a convention in the 1990s.  He was asked about the movie and said that everything depicted in the film was generally correct, EXCEPT everything shown inside the craft.  None of that horrific stuff happened and he regrets the misrepresentation, but says that he gave up any creative control when he sold the movie rights and couldn’t do anything about it.  As I said random abductions, like that of Mr. Walton, are extremely rare.  If you involved, it’s because you were selected.  But the question is, why.  Why are selected individuals being taken from their beds in the middle of the night on a continuing basis?  A clue as to the reason perhaps can be found in another fact about Alien Abduction.
2. It’s Generational.  If you are involved, then at least one of your parents was as well, also your grandparents.  Many believe that this monitoring of family bloodlines goes back to the beginnings of human history.  Among the classifications of people who are apparently more likely to be abducted (or visited) are people of Scottish or Irish decent, as well as Indigenous People the world over.

Jews are also high on the list of those cavorting with ETs in the middle of the night.  Our ancestry (My father was Jewish.) goes back to the beginning of civilization itself.  Abraham, the founding patriarch of Judaism was born in Ur, the first city recorded in history.

Now here is an interesting fact that supports the theory that the genetic monitoring of family bloodlines by the Grays goes way back in time.  Remember I said that people with Scottish or Irish ancestry are more likely (on average) to be abducted.  Well . . . the gene for red hair was recently found to come down to us directly from Neanderthal Man, who we now understand was not a proto species of human, as we used to think, but a parallel species that lived along side Homo Sapiens and mated with them before dying out.  In fact Neanderthals were in some ways superior to Homo Sapiens, in that they had a larger cranial capacity along with more fully developed frontal lobes, that area of the brain that houses our higher mental functions.

1. CE4 also involves genetic monitoring.  Medical procedures are often performed on Abductee/Experiencers.  This was perhaps one of the very first aspects of this phenomenon to be widely reported.  Again the question is why.  What kind of procedures are performed, and for what purpose?  Well, they range from physical monitoring (probes, etc.) to actual surgery, evidenced by unexplained surgical scars. 

It appears that some of those medical procedures are to acquire DNA samples.  Those ubiquitous “scoop marks” that many Abductee/Experiences find on various parts of their anatomy are identical to what are called “punch biopsies” in Earthly medicine.  Punch biopsies are a common way to collect DNA from a donor.  But why are the Grays collecting DNA samples at all?

There could be many reasons?  Perhaps Humans are thought to be an endangered species?  Human scientists are currently collecting DNA samples from endangered species here on Earth for possible use in reviving them once they’ve passed from the scene, like was depicted in the movie “Jurassic Park.”

Another possible reason for DNA sampling was uncovered by Dr. Roger Lear.  He is perhaps the leading expert on Alien implants, due to his expensive experience in removing them from the bodies of Abductee/Experiencers.  Lab testing of those implants revealed that many of them were jacketed with biological material containing the DNA of the host.  Dr. Lear believes that the ETs did this to prevent rejection of the implant.  With the person’s own DNA surrounding the implant, the immune system doesn’t recognize it as an invading foreign body. 

1. The harvesting of human DNA is also essential for the Human-Alien Hybrid program.  Budd Hopkins was the first researcher to uncover a pattern of “missing fetuses” among some abducted women.  These were cases where the verified pregnancy, one in its seventh month, was suddenly ended.  The women just woke up one morning and found their babies missing from their wombs.  They were often accused of aborting their pregnancies, but when they were examined no evidence of such a procedure was ever found.  In 1996 I met one such woman at a UFO support group in Oakland.  She lost not one fetus, but three.  Her medical records mysteriously went missing and her doctor, at first sympathetic, later turned on her and refused to see her again.  But why are the Grays taking fetal human beings?  It was just too bizarre! 

Years later some of these same mothers reported being taken aboard a UFO, where they were introduced to their long lost children and encourage to nurture them.  They looked like a combination of Gray and Human, and typically appeared emaciated and were lethargic in their movements.  It’s now thought that these are hybrid children, having a combination of both Human and Alien DNA.   But, because they were taken from their mothers before birth, they suffered from lack of emotional stimulation and motherly nurturing, resulting in their wasted appearance and unresponsiveness.  Many of the mothers responded positively, with feelings of motherly love for their hybrid children and took them to their arms, but many others were repulsed by their alien appearance and wanted nothing to do with them.

1. “Transgenic Beings,” is a new area of research by Budd Hopkins.  It involves an apparent variation of the ET genetic agenda, the manipulation of a person’s DNA through gene therapy, after the birth of the individual (as opposed to before birth, as with the hybrids).  Evidently some of us are being “transformed” physically.  Some have speculated that it’s meant to help people better survive an increasingly hostile environment here on Earth, but no one really why.
2. The mind control that the Grays are known to exhibit during an abduction event is well documented.  The Grays can relive the severe pain that sometimes accompanies those medical procedures, by simply looking deeply into the person’s eyes.  Abductee/Experiencers also report feeling docile in the presence of Grays at times when they should have been highly excited.  The ability of the Grays to replace fear and panic in an individual with acceptance (and sometimes even feelings of love for the Gray) has also been widely demonstrated.
3. There is a spiritual component to this.  “I mentioned earlier that the Spirituality aspect is something that’s controversial.  That’s true, but only in that we’re not sure why an individual’s spirituality is of concern to the ETs (more specifically the Grays), or what it may mean about their agenda here on Earth.”  Consider these three quotes from John Mack’s second book on Alien Abduction, “Passage to the Cosmos”)

(1) “The alien abduction phenomenon may, in fact, be thought of as a kind of intervention, sometimes harsh, that may have the purpose of bringing about change in the ways of humankind.  But when it comes to our responsibility for the fate of the Earth, the ‘method’ seems to be to bring about psycho-spiritual growth or the expansion of awareness.”

(2) “Even when abductees initially experience the beings themselves, especially the now well-known small gray figures with huge black eyes, as instigators of great fear and trauma, over time they may come to see them as odd spirit guides, closer to the ultimate creative principle or Source than humans, even as emissaries from the Divine.”

(3) “The third dimension of the abduction phenomenon might variously be defined as ‘growth engendering,’ or ‘spiritual.’  One of the most intense debates in this field occurs around the question of whether these changes  in the psyche of the experiencers – no researchers seem to deny that such change, even transformation, does in fact occur  in some cases – is an intrinsic aspect of the phenomenon, even its ‘purpose’ or ‘intention,’ or is instead a kind of by-product, reflecting human creativity, resilience, and adaptability in the face of the traumatic challenge, or is even the result of alien trickery or deception.”

1. We’ve come to understand that the Grays (who are the ones who seem to be in control of this phenomenon) are not extraterrestrials (i.e. from another terrestrial planet, like Earth).  They appear instead to originate from another time and space.  At first this was something that UFO researchers found very hard to accept, it was so unconventional.  The Gays appear to be able to move freely in and out of our reality, and should perhaps be called Interdimensionals, instead of Extraterrestrials.  In my book, I likened this ability (to be able to slip in and out of our physical plane) to the dual nature of the tiny electron, which can appear as both a particle and a wave (both as matter and energy).  Now, instead of looking to the Astronomer for clues as to origins of the Grays (and I’m only talking about the Grays here) we need to consult the theoretical physicist and their latest explanation of reality called “String Theory,” which postulates 11 different dimensions of existence.  We occupy one of those dimensions, while the Grays appear to originate from one of the other ten.  This was an important finding in that it pointed us in an entirely new direction in our attempt to understand Alien Abduction.
2. 14 Common Indicators of Alien Abduction.  (Link)  I’ve distributed a flyer here at X-Fest that you’ve may have seen that lists 14 Common Indicators of Alien Abduction.  Let me go over that list briefly and hope that we have enough time for some questions afterwards
3. Q & A

Thursday, September 09, 2010

I woke up this morning to discover the bottom sheet on my bed splattered with what looks like blood at the top end, where I lay my head.¹  I didn’t have a nose bleed nor did I see any wounds on my face or upper body when I washed and shaved.  I did, however, notice several large raised red blotches on my right leg.²  They almost look like sever burns, but they don’t hurt at all.  There’s more to the story, though.

For the last six years, I’ve mentored a young boy who’s grown up in group homes for disadvantaged children.  (They don’t call them orphanages anymore.)  I met Wesley in 2002, when I took a job working in the home where he was living.  Well now that he is of legal age (he just turned 18), the welfare system has officially “emancipated” him, sending him out into the street without shelter, money or any skills to get a job.  (He didn’t get twenty acres and a mule, either.)

Long story, short . . . he’s sleeping on my floor in the hallway.  Wesley has been with me for about a week now, and a couple of nights ago he complained that my apartment must be infected with bed bugs that bit him as he slept, because there was blood on his sheet.  I asked him to show me the bug bites on his body, but he couldn’t find any.  Now it’s happened to me as well, but the blood on my sheet is much more extensive than what was on Wesley’s. 

Where’s the blood coming from?  At first I thought maybe from the red blotches on my leg, but that would have been at the other end of the bed.

Well Wesley, welcome to my world.  (Poor guy.)

Free Podcast Download

I was recently interviewed by Mike Cleland who maintains a blog called Hidden Experience and it’s available as a free downloadable podcast.  I was much more at ease this time, it being my second phone interview.  Give it a listen.  It uses a QuickTime player.  If you don’t have QuickTime installed on your computer, it’s available for free here.

I’m Going to Be a Guest Lecturer at UFO X-FEST

UFO X-FEST is the first of what is hoped will be an annual event in the San Francisco Bay Area, with the proceeds going to help financially strapped MUFON, the largest and most respected UFO research organization in the world.  It will be at the historic Bal Theater in San Leandro on the weekend of September 18-19.  I’ll be taking the stage on Sunday the 19^th at approximately 12:30 PM to give a 30 minute lecture on the basic elements of Alien Abduction.  Call (510) 614-1224 or go click here for more information about the event.

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¹  Click here to view a photo of the sheet.  Zoom in several levels to clearly see the extent of the splatter that spans the top of the sheet, even under where my pillow is positioned when I sleep.  The hose is attached to my Sleep Apnea mask.

²  Click here to view a photo of the blotches on my leg.  Again, enlarge the image to get a better look.

It is thought that whenever a lower culture meets a higher culture, the lower culture will begin to disintegrate as it gives up its old values and way of doing things for the values of the higher culture and its new technologies.  For many this is a bad thing, especially when it comes to alien contact.

In the early 1950’s, the CIA went to the Brookings Institute and asked them to consider the ramifications if humans were to come in contact with extraterrestrials.  A prestigious panel that included famed anthropologist Margret Mead was formed to consider the question.  Their final report forecasted cultural disaster following any exchanges with a more advanced civilization, and sited the examples of Montezuma of the Aztecs and the American Indian to prove their point.

It has long been held that when Cortez and his men landed in the new world, Montezuma thought him to be their ancient god, Quetzalcoatl, long prophesized to return and welcomed him with open arms.  It was a fatal mistake, which resulted in his murder and the ultimate destruction of the Aztec civilization.  And of course we all know how well the natives fared after Columbus “discovered” America.

Should lesser cultures be preserved intact like some museum piece, existing in isolation along side older and more advanced cultures?  Or, do cultures naturally evolve by meeting other cultures and exchanging ideas?  That appears to have been the way they developed here on Earth.  As ancient civilizations expanded their original borders, they would bump into other established civilizations and either go to war, or trade their goods along with their cultural values and ideas.

I videotaped a documentary on TV back in the ‘80s called “First Contact.”  It was about three brothers from Australia, who hiked deep into the interior of New Guinea in the early 1930s looking for gold.  The documentary used film footage and photographs of the expedition shot by the brothers themselves.  They took ninety “civilized” natives with them as carriers, and after they scaled what had thought before to be an impenetrable mountain range, they discovered several valleys nestled in between the mountains.  These valleys were home to several million people who had never seen anyone beyond the mountains.  The individual tribes they met kept within their boundaries, except when they went to war with a neighbor, and none knew of the world beyond their protected valleys. The brothers weren’t scientists, so they weren’t concerned about cultural contamination.  They even took a young boy from one of the tribes on an airplane ride back to a city on the coast and then returned him to his family five days later, after showing him all sorts of modern wonders.

At the end of the documentary, the producers went back to the tribe as it now exists and showed them the completed film.   Many of the elders of the tribe were children when the first white men came to their valley and recognized themselves in the video, including the boy who flew in the airplane.  It was an emotional experience for all.  Some cried, others laughed in embarrassment to see themselves as they were long ago, naked, unabashed and naive about the modern world that existed around them.  On one hand, the tribe had lost its old standards and values, but on the other it had gained knowledge of a larger universe.  Isn’t the gaining of new knowledge supposed to be a good thing?

Are we to morn the loss of a culture as we do the loss of a species?  I would hope not.  A culture serves its people and shouldn’t be confused with the people themselves.  It is fitting and proper that it evolves to meet the changing needs of its citizenry.  People will readily discard what no longer works to accept new, more productive ways of doing things.  It’s ludicrous to find nobility in an era when we beat our clothing on the rocks, when now we clean them in stainless steel washing machines.  If you had asked those New Guinea natives if they would like to return to their old ways and leave the modern world behind, I’m sure that they would have responded in the negative.  Who wants to go back to “beating their clothes on the rocks?”

NOTE:  A prestigious three-day international conference was held in Washington, DC, in May of 1996, on the subject of Earth’s proper response, if and when it’s publicly revealed that we’re being visited by alien cultures.  The “When Cosmic Cultures Meet” conference featured presentations by scientists, academics, governmental leaders, research professionals, military officers, journalists and religious spokespersons.  Those who attended were in agreement of the need to prepare for extraterrestrial contact.

National security specialist, John L. Petersen of the Arlington Institute, compared the current shift in society and dramatic breakthroughs in energy sources and new technologies to the shift from the Middle Ages to the Enlightenment.  Esteemed researcher and journalist, Michael Hesemann, speculated that ET contact could spark a second Copernican Revolution.¹ 

 ¹ Nexus Magazine, Volume 3, #3 (April-May 1996)

The “Grays” are the ETs with who most Abductee/Experiencers are in contact.  They have large heads and generally are depicted as having very large black eyes.  There seems to be two main varieties, the small Gray, about 3 to 3 ½ feet tall and the tall Gray, who appear to supervise the smaller ones, and are between 4 and 5 feet in height. 

Unlike the other 70 different species of Extraterrestrials said to be visiting Earth, the Grays have abilities that seem like magick to us.  Here is a list of some of the incredible things that the Grays are known to be able to do.

1.      They can materialize out of thin air.  I know because I actually saw two of them do just that in my bedroom on June 11, 1994.  {See blog post #39}  There have been reports that suggested that they have that ability, such as seeing a chorus line of Grays come out of a closet, as Whitley Strieber reported.  (My father also saw Grays walk out of his closet, blog post #99.)  The point being, how did they get in the closet in the first place, if they didn’t “beam” in there?

I saw them form over a period of about a minute or so.  I kept my eye on one the whole time, except for the brief period when I closed them and counted to five before opening them again (in the customary fashion), just to make sure I was seeing something real.  The second Gray was just in my peripheral vision.  It was the best confirmation I could have hoped for.  It proved that my abduction experiences were real, and not just the product of an over excited imagination.

2.      The Grays can paralyze people, freezing them where they stand.  This widely reported paralyzing affect can be broken, however, by extreme expressions of emotion.  In a book that Budd Hopkins wrote with his wife Carol Rainey, Sight Unseen: Science, UFO Invisibility and Transgenic Beings, he describes an incident where a farmer was trying to protect his wife from some Grays (who were projecting screen images of themselves as being “very short . . . very agile” humans) by swinging a chain at them.  As long as his anger was raging, they couldn’t control him.  In the incident where I saw two Grays materialize in my bedroom, I was immediately frozen when I tried to leap from my bed.  I started to black out, but before I did I screamed in my mind, “No God damn it!” and that broke their hold on me.

3.      The Grays can levitate people.  Again pioneering researcher, Budd Hopkins, in his book, Witnessed: the True Story of the Brooklyn Bridge UFO Abductions, wrote about an incident in Manhattan where a woman was levitated out her apartment window and up into a flying saucer, in full view the cars on the Brooklyn Bridge.  I’ve also read where Abductee/Experiencers were levitated up out of their beds and through the roof of their homes, which brings me to the next amazing ability that the Grays have.

4.      They can walk through solid objects.  A number of Abductee/Experiencers reported being able to walk through walls when in the company of their Grays.  These were physical abductions and not out-of-body experiences.

5.      The Grays can appear to be almost anything, putting up screen images in place of what human eyes really see.  Owls and insects are visual illusions that they often used to disguise themselves.  (I woke up one time on a table with “insects” buzzing around me.  See blog post #86)

6.      They can relieve a person’s physical pain, as well as instill feelings of love and deference with their deep hypnotic stare.  Their powers of mind control are considerable.

7.      The Grays will sometimes heal people in extraordinary ways.  I’ve described several healings I’ve received from my Grays.  (blog posts #5, #36, #79, and #80.

8.      The Grays can manipulate time and space.  I’ve read of several incidents where this appears to have happened.  Strieber described taking a freeway off ramp once and winding up driving in a very alien looking neighborhood.  Back in the mid 1990’s Budd Hopkins wrote in his newsletter of an abduction at a poolside party, where the Abductee was led past the other partygoers who were frozen in place.  They appeared to be “switched off,” like someone had paused a DVD.  I described my own incident of missing time in bumper-to-bumper, traffic while going through the longest tunnel in northern California.  (blog post #85)

That the Grays can do such fantastic things is not in dispute.  What we don’t know for sure is if they’re done using advanced technological devices, or if the Grays can achieve such results using just the power of their mind.  Perhaps it’s a little of both.

Alien Abduction has always been at the outer fringes of the UFO community.  In the early years of UFO research, attention was focused on lights in the sky and the occasional physical evidence of a landing, such as a burned circular area at the landing site or damage done to nearby tree tops.  Reports of being taken aboard a flying craft were largely dismissed by serious researchers as the fantasies of UFO “enthusiasts.”  But the reports of direct contact with ETs from all over the world kept piling up, and they began to sound very similar to each other in many respects.

Most people have seen the movie, Close Encounters of the Third Kind.  The movie took its title from the classifications of Close Encounters (CEs), as described by Dr. J. Allen Hynek.  Here is his list.

Close Encounters if the First Kind (CE-1): A sighting of a UFO.

Close Encounters if the Second Kind (CE-2): An observation of a UFO with associated physical effects from the UFO, including heat or radiation, damage to terrain, interference with engines or TV or radio reception, frightened animals, etc.

Close Encounters if the Third Kind (CE-3): An observation of UFO occupants.  Dr. Hynek was reluctant at first to include this classification, but here were just too many such reports and he felt that he couldn’t ignore them.

Not included in Hynek’s original list of Close Encounters is CE4: Alien Abduction.  As with the CE-3 observations, there were just too many reports of actual ET contacts in bedrooms all across America that the fact of Alien Abduction had to be researched.¹

CE-4 has, over the years, attracted the keen interest of UFO researchers, for it has the greatest potential to answer the important questions, where do they come from , why are they here,  and what do they want from us.  Here is some of what we’ve learned about Alien Abduction.

Its generational, meaning if you’re involved in this phenomenon, then it’s quite likely that your parents are too, and that your grandparents were, and your great grandparents, etc, etc, etc.  Accidental encounters such as happened to Travis Walton, are extremely rare.

UFOology has generally accepted that there are approximately 70 different species of sentient life visiting Earth, and not all of them apparently are extraterrestrials.²  Some (specifically the Grays) appear to easily pass between the physical world (what we call reality) and the ethereal plane of existence, an invisible dimension that co-exists along side our material plane.  It’s perhaps better to call these beings interdimensionals, instead of extraterrestrials.  Many night-time abductions (or visits) appear to take place out-of-body, where the spirit of the person is taken while the physical body is left in bed undisturbed.

Over the years, UFO research has uncovered several apparent agendas of the Grays, the species of ET most often reported in the U.S.³

The monitoring of specific family bloodlines (the generational aspect mentioned earlier):  Most Abductee/Experiencers don’t know that they’re in contact with ETs.  They live their lives totally unaware of their periodic medical “check-ups” conducted by beings not of this Earth (or dimension).  These human subjects are a link in a family chain that reaches back millennia in time, and are being monitored because of their DNA strand.  Those ubiquitous scoop marks often reported by Abducted/Experiencers are identical to earthly “punch biopsies” used to take DNA samples.

Specific groups of people are apparently monitored more than others.  Native Americans and indigenous people the world over are prime candidates, as are the Celtic and Irish with their direct ties to Neanderthal Man.  We recently discovered, for example, that the gene for red hair comes directly from the Neanderthals, who lived along side and mated with Homo Sapians, before dying out as a parallel species.  (For a bloodline, you cant’ get older than that!)  The fact that the Grays are keeping track of the overall physical health of these ancient genetic strands, suggests how long they’ve been interacting with humans.

The Human-Alien Hybrid Program: This part of the ET agenda was a long time in being recognized.  The pioneering research of Budd Hopkins uncovered a disquieting fact, that many pregnant women were being “robbed” of their fetuses.  These pregnancies had been verified through ultrasound imaging, and some fetuses were taken as late as in the seventh month.  The poor women were often accused of aborting their children by their obstetricians, even though there was no physical evidence of such a  procedure.  Some Abductee/Experiencers, such as Betty Andreasson-Luca, described seeing fetuses floating in large clear containers, while aboard a UFO.  There were also reports of women being taken aboard a UFO and shown their hybrid children, in an apparent effort to get them to bond with one another.  For whatever reason, the Grays are creating a Human hybrid variation of themselves.

Another aspect of this phenomenon that has only recently been acknowledged by UFO researchers is the intensifying of spiritual or religious feelings on the part of Abductee/Experiencers.  The late Dr. John Mack, Professor of Psychiatry at Harvard put it this way, “The third dimension of the abduction phenomenon might variously be defined as ‘growth engendering,’ or ‘spiritual.’  One of the most intense debates in this field occurs around the question of whether these changes in the psyche of the experiencers – no researchers seem to deny that such change, even transformation, does in fact occur  in some cases – is an intrinsic aspect of the phenomenon, even its ‘purpose’ or ‘intention,’ or is instead a kind of by-product, reflecting human creativity, resilience, and adaptability in the face of the traumatic challenge, or is even the result of alien trickery or deception.”⁴  Of all the different components of the Abduction phenomenon, the spiritual aspect will probably prove the most troublesome for researchers.

So are you an Abductee/Experiencer?  To help you answer that question, here are 13 of the most common indicators of a Close Encounter of the Fourth Kind, a “test” for Alien Abduction.  I’ll let you grade your own paper.

1.      A “Missing Time” episode.  Memories of an incident where there was an apparent jump in time.

2.      “Night Terrors.”  Wakeing up abruptly in the middle of the night with heart racing, or have nightmares about UFOs or Aliens.

3.      Night-Time Sleep disorders, such as chronic insomnia.  Might not be able to sleep but a few hours at a time during the night, but can usually sleep more soundly during the day.

4.      Waking up to a “tingling” or “burning” feeling, paralysis or a feeling of pressure.

5.      Unexplained physical marks, such as bruises, scars, scabs, scrapes, puncture marks or scoop marks.  These usually don’t hurt, although they often look as if they should.

6.      Memories of seeing a UFO.

7.      Fear or anxiety of UFOs or Extraterrestrials.

8.      Memories of a close encounter, or communication with something strange or unusual.

9.      Unexplained or “spontaneous” healings.

10.  Feelings of being watched or monitored.

11.  A personal sense of mission, or a change in consciousness or personality.

12.  Heightened feelings of compassion, or spirituality.

13.  Heightened psychic ability.

NOTE: Be aware the some of these signs of Alien Abduction are often interpreted as symptoms of mental illness.

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1   In 1992 Robert Bigelow commissioned a survey by the Roper Organization to determine how many people share the most common indicators of Alien Abduction. The result suggested that 7 million Americans (2% of the population) might be involved in the phenomenon. Note: If you Google it, be sure to include the year. Roper did another smaller Internet survey in 1999, but the 1992 polling was done in “face to face” interviews in almost 6,000 homes across the country.

2   (The number 70 came originally from Betty Andreasson-Luca, probably the most well documented Experiencer to date.  Her story was chronicled in a series of books by UFO researcher, Raymond E. Fowler.) 

3   In Europe it used to be the Reptilians who were most often reported seen, but that changed in the last couple of decades and it’s now the Grays.

4.  John Mack, Passport to the Cosmos: Human Transformation and Alien Encounters, New York, NY: Crown Publishers, 1999

There is a widespread feeling of nameless anticipation among Abductee/Experiencers.  It has been growing over the years, but more rapidly in recent months, and now it’s almost palatable.  Most people I know who are involved in this phenomenon have said to me, either directly or through emails that “something is going to happen.”  This was a recent topic of discussion in the O.P.U.S. online support group and I was surprised at how many people share this sense of coming change.

More than one person I know thinks that President Obama will soon end the cover-up and admit to ET contacts.  Others intuit violent natural events like massive earthquakes and volcanoes erupting around the “Ring of Fire.”

My friend Harold has been given several different visions of possible coming events by his ETs.  There are three possibilities that are most often presented to him (1) massive climate changes, developing much more rapidly than current models project, wiping out the coastal areas of North America as the sea level rises, (2) an evacuation of selected Experiencers from Earth by the ETs because our planet becomes inhabitable, and (3) a modern “Noah’s Ark” type program, conducted by the ETs to preserve” two of each life-form on Earth.  These are the three possibilities that are presented to Harold as the ones most likely to happen, given current circumstances.  Our future isn’t written until we humans make our choices and act upon those choices.  The Higher Beings that direct our development here on Earth can only see the trends, not the details of future events.  That’s why most real psychics will admit that they are often presented with not one vision of the future, but several (usually three).

But of course, a pervasive anxiety about the future is nothing new.  In the Christian world of the early middle ages, there was widespread belief among the population that the world would end in the year 1,000 AD.  Their messiah, “The Christ,” was to reign on Earth for a thousand years and then lead the faithful up to heaven.  Many sold their homes and belongings to those less believing in anticipation of the event, and were more than a little disappointed to find that the world didn’t end on schedule.

In the years leading up to the end of the second millennium, computer programmers warned that because computer date entries since the original Univac computer were done with only two digits representing the year (instead of four) computer systems world wide were likely to crash on January 1, 2000.  The threat was taken seriously by most in positions of authority.  Essential systems were given priority and their codes rewritten to fix the problem.  As a result, on the morning of the new century only a handful of incidents were (under) reported and soon forgotten, including the shutting down of three nuclear power plants in the United States to prevent imminent melt-downs.

After the Y2K fizzle, doomsday predictors fell on hard times.  No one was listening, and just a few months later the world’s attention was suddenly focused on 9/11 and global terrorism.  But as the year 2012 began to loom larger in the public consciousness, the nameless dread that many (including Abductee/Experiencers) are feeling was redirected to this date on the calendar.

The Mayan calendar is due to reset on December 21, 2012 (the Winter Solstice), ushering in a new era of enlightenment.  I wrote about 2012, the End-Times, and the new Age of Aquarius in my book, Abducted by Aliens (available as a free download on the sidebar of this website).  But according to the Mayans, before that happy day arrives, we (the human race) must first traverse the “Black Road,” a period of “darkness” and chaos that proceeds.  With all the challenges that the world currently faces, climate change with the polar ice caps melting faster than anyone ever imagined possible, global terrorism and the rise of religious fundamentalism worldwide, the sudden appearance of new and exotic viruses (the list goes on and on), it appears we have already started down the Black Road.

Big changes are coming.  Just what forms they will take has yet to be determined but, according to my ET contacts, humans will soon act in key areas and thus the future will be written.

This is going to be an interesting exercise.  It’s Tuesday evening and I’m trying to write tomorrow’s blog.  The problem is that I feel like I’m drugged.  I came home from work this afternoon and took a nap.  I woke up feeling perceptually altered and that feeling hasn’t dissipated since.  I’ve been up for an hour now and have even tried to ground myself with a cup of coffee, but it’s not working.

This is not an unusual occurrence for me.  Sometimes I can find a puncture mark to verify my suspicion that Majestic has dropped by to “debrief” me, but I can’t find one this time.  My left knee feels like it’s been wrenched again, as often happens when they roust me out of bed.  I wear knee braces now most of the time, because of their rough handling, but don’t like wearing them to bed.  I guess I need to.

My cats are also acting stressed tonight.  While my memories of Majestic’s attacks are buried deep in my subconscious, my cats observe and remember, and have been traumatized as a result.  I think that upsets me more than anything done to me personally.

But enough of that.  As I said, it’s nothing unusual.

I’m only going to blog now on Saturday mornings.

I’m going to cut back my posting to once a week.  I decided this last night while staring at my computer screen trying to finish an essay I had started.  While I like to write, it often doesn’t come easy for me.

Time is also a factor in my decision to cut back on my blogs.  I live alone and as I get older it takes more time to do the things necessary to continue to do so, like house cleaning, laundry, dishes, etc.  Add to that ET visits, Majestic’s interrogations, and family obligations, time sometimes becomes a scarce commodity.  Posting once a week will hopefully help me to write better, as well.   I’ve felt recently that some of my writings have suffered from the haste in which they were written.

I should have something for you Saturday.  Thanks for your patience.

A friend of mine once remarked in regard to my descriptions of Majestic’s harassment, “You talk like you’re paranoid, but you don’t act like you’re paranoid.”  I took that as a compliment.

My American Heritage dictionary defines paranoia as “1. A psychotic disorder characterized by delusions of persecution or grandeur, often strenuously defended with apparent logic and reason.  2. Extreme, irrational distrust of others.

Neither of these two definitions acknowledge the truth in what that famous and often quoted author, Anonymous, said about paranoia, “Just because you’re paranoid doesn’t mean that they’re not out to get you.”

Many of the different forms of harassment that Majestic inflicts on certain individuals are meant to induce paranoia, or at least the appearance of such, in the subject.  If you ACT crazy, people won’t listen to you.  When Majestic agents smeared the inside of my shower curtain with blood and ground-up organic matter (blog post #94), or when they burned and twisted my religious pendants (blog post #89), they were trying to get me to react fearfully to an unknown force that would do such things to me in the middle of the night.  If I acted paranoid, no one would believe me credible.  And if Majestic was lucky, I might even attract the attention of the men in white coats with keys to the padded cell.  I believe a significant number of people incarcerated in mental health institutions are not delusional, but Abductee/Experiencers who took a wrong turn.  

I didn’t react as they had hoped, however.  Instead of running down the highway yelling, “They’re here!  They’re here!” like Kevin McCarthy in the classic 1956 science fiction film, Invasion of the Body Snatchers, I simply noted the incidents in my UFO journal and later included them in my book, Abducted by Aliens.  (I’m a Gemini, and therefore react more with my head than my heart.)

I also realized early in life that presentation counts for a lot.  Whenever I appear in public as an Abductee/Experiencer, I dress business casual, meaning dark slacks, white shirt & tie, and sport coat.  For some reason, people are more inclined to believe someone if they dress conservatively.

I’ve been told that I write well and convincingly and I believe the most effective way I can fight Majestic is through my writing.  I am a “word-warrior.”  My book and my blog are my weapons against them. 

Let me close with what two famous people had to say about the paranoid.

“A paranoid is someone who knows a little of what’s going on.” – William S. Burroughs (American novelist and poet)

“Even a paranoid can have enemies.” – Henry A. Kissinger (member of the Illuminati)

Here are what some U.S. Presidents have had to say on the subject of UFOs and Aliens from space.

Harry S. Truman
“I can assure you the flying saucers, given that they exist, are not constructed by any power on earth.” – White House Press Conference, Washington DC, April 4, 1950.

Gerald Ford
“No doubt, you have noted the recent flurry of newspaper stories about unidentified flying objects. I have taken special interest in these accounts because many of the latest reported sightings have been in my home state of Michigan… Because I think there may be substance to some of these reports and because I believe the American people are entitled to a more thorough explanation than has been given them by the Air Force to date, I am proposing that either the Science and Astronautics Committee or the Armed Services Committee of the House schedule hearings on the subject of UFOs and invite testimony from both the executive branch of the Government and some of the persons who claim to have seen UFOs… In the firm belief that the American public deserves a better explanation than that thus far given by the Air Force, I strongly recommend that there be a committee investigation of the UFO phenomena. I think we owe it to the people to establish credibility regarding UFOs and to produce the greatest possible enlightenment on this subject. – From a letter he sent as a Congressman to L. Mendel Rivers, Chairman of the Armed Services Committee, on March 28, 1966. 

Jimmy Carter
“I don’t laugh at people any more when they say they’ve seen UFOs.  It was the darndest thing I’ve ever seen. It was big, it was very bright, it changed colors and it was about the size of the moon. We watched it for ten minutes, but none of us could figure out what it was. One thing’s for sure I’ll never make fun of people who say they’ve seen unidentified objects in the sky. If I become President, I’ll make every piece of information this country has about UFO sightings available to the public and the scientists.” – At a Southern Governors Conference describing an alleged UFO sighting he had in October of 1969 to reporters while campaigning in 1976.

“I am convinced that UFOs exist because I have seen one.” – Former U.S. President, five-time nominee for the Nobel Peace Prize.

Ronald Reagan
“… when you stop to think that we’re all God’s children, wherever we may live in the world, I couldn’t help but say to him, just think how easy his task and mine might be in these meetings that we held if suddenly there was a threat to this world from some other species from another planet outside in the universe. We’d forget all the little local differences that we have between our countries and we would find out once and for all that we really are all human beings here on this earth together.” – White House transcript of “Remarks of the President to Fallston High School Students and Faculty,” December 4, 1985.

“In our obsession with antagonisms of the moment, we often forget how much unites all the members of humanity. Perhaps we need some outside, universal threat to make us recognize this common bond. I occasionally think how quickly our differences worldwide would vanish if we were facing an alien threat from outside this world.” – Speech to the United Nations General Assembly, Forty-second session, “Provisional Verbatim Record of the Fourth Meeting”, September 21, 1987.)

“I occasionally think how quickly our differences, worldwide, would vanish if we were facing an alien threat from outside this world.” – From a speech with President Mikhail Gorbachev, in 1988. He made almost the same comment on many occasions.

“I was in a plane last week when I looked out the window and saw this white light. It was zigzagging around.  I went up to the pilot and said, “Have you ever seen anything like that?” He was shocked and he said, “Nope.” And I said to him: “Let’s follow it!” We followed it for several minutes. It was a bright white light. We followed it to Bakersfield, and all of a sudden to our utter amazement it went straight up into the heavens.  When I got off the plane I told Nancy all about it. But we didn’t file a report on the object because for a long time they considered you a nut if you saw a UFO…” –

From: http://www.bibleufo.com/quotepres.htm

Announcing My Simi-Retirement!

Last year my company at work had to downsize because of the economic situation and we went from a staff of 55 people to 13.  I work in Commercial Real Estate.  Before things began to get bad, we were poised to become a billion dollar company.  Now we’re hanging on by our fingernails.

At the time, I was lucky to be one of the people who kept their jobs.  Many of those let go back then still haven’t found employment.  But even with the staff reduction, the 13 left standing had to take a 50 percent cut in pay and give up their health benefits to keep the company solvent.  (In the past year, I’ve learned to live very frugally.)  Now a year later, we have had to lay off more people and, although I still have a job, I’ve just had my hours cut in half, reducing my income yet again.

While that may seem like a bad thing, the good news is that I’ve applied for early Social Security payments now, instead of waiting another three years to receive my full allotment.  The extra check every month will actually bring my income back up to about the same as it was for the last year.  Same monthly income, less hours . . . seems like a no brainer to me!  At 63, I’m looking forward to my simi-retirement.  Yesterday I worked my last 8 hour shift – ever.  It feels good.

But still I’ll living “close to the bone” and it’s always a struggle to make ends meet, although I seem some how to do it month after month . . . which brings me to another topic, my broken website.  Majestic has hacked it and screwed everything up.  Although I can still post, many of the features have been redirected to a nonexistent page.  I don’t have the expertise to attack this problem, and I’ve been searching for a webmaster who will take pity on me and work for free to further the cause.  Haven’t found one yet.  Anyone out there?

Although the “comments” feature on the site has disappeared, I can be reached at AlienAbductionTheBlog@mail.com.

”We are the property of an alien intelligence! Our planet is a cosmic laboratory and we are but guinea pigs to those who have kept us prisoners on Earth. Humankind continues to face an all-out battle with those who have kept us as their slaves for centuries.”                                                                                                               

The above is a quotation from a book titled, The Controllers that was posted on a website many years ago, offering online books to download.  I wrote it down, but didn’t note the author’s name at the time and, unfortunately, I can’t find it again now.  While I have nothing to say about the book itself not having read it, I want to comment on the negative “spin” that’s often put on what little we know about the E.T.s and their differing agendas.  This blurb is a good example of what I see as either unreasoned paranoia on part of the author because he can’t see the larger context, or a piece of deliberate disinformation meant to misdirect the UFO debate by leading people to misinterpret the evidence.  I don’t take issue with the facts given in the quote, just with way they’re presented.  Let me comment.

“We are the property of an alien intelligence!”

First of all, which “alien intelligence” is the author talking about?  It’s generally agreed within the UFO community that there are approximately 70 different species visiting Earth at present.  If it’s the Grays he’s referring to they aren’t extraterrestrials, but instead interdimensional beings that reside on the next higher plane of existence, the place we go when we die, and where we come from when we’re reborn.  While they have said that they have the right to intervene in human affairs, we’re not their property.  We’re more like their protechés.

“Our planet is a cosmic laboratory…”

He’s right to say that Earth is a “laboratory.”  The Grays are the Guardians of Reincarnation and made the human race as a species of “shells” (their words) in which to place the souls they incarnate.  They’re always “tweaking” the model to improve it, hence their interest in our DNA.  While Earth is a laboratory of sorts, I would say that it’s also a “school” where higher beings administer the “life lessons” that we’re meant to learn.

“…and we are but guinea pigs…”

The Grays created our bodies, incarnate us into them when we’re born, monitor us once we arrive on Earth, and guide us to fulfill our potential as we go throughout our lives.  To say that we’re “guinea pigs” is to suggest that teachers only work with children so that they can experiment on them.

“…to those who have kept us prisoners on Earth.”

There is evidence to support the thesis that we are not being allowed to extend our reach too far into space.  Only 20 percent of our Mars missions are admitted to have been successful.  (Yet we keep sending them.  Why is that?)  It has been hypothesized that Earth may be under “quarantine” until such time when we show that we’re civilized enough as a species to join the greater galactic community.

“Humankind continues to face an-all out battle…”

This acknowledges that we are at war with the ETs.  Every since the Roswell Incident, we’ve been shooting them down.  Ed Wood documents in his book, MAJIC Eyes Only (link), over 70 different cases of crashed UFOs from around the world.  They weren’t the result of flying in thunderstorms, an explanation that’s sometimes put forth for what happened at Roswell.  We shoot them down at every opportunity.

“…with those who have kept us as their slaves for centuries.”

“Slaves” is another loaded word like “guinea pigs.”  It is true that the Grays have been with us for a long time, but not for so short a time as but a few hundred years.  Like the monolith in the movie 2001: A Space Odyssey they’ve been guiding us throughout the millennia, every since our ancestors picked up that bone and used it as a weapon.

Often what little is known concerning any mystery can be interpreted in different ways.  I often use this analogy.  A good script writer can take the basic outline of any movie and turn it into either a comedy or a drama, depending on what is needed.  The same is true within the UFO community.  People can take the same set of “facts” and run in different directions.  While I do believe my theories as to the origin of the Grays and their agenda on Earth is correct, I don’t discount that others can take the same set of facts and come to different conclusions.  It’s all in the spin.