196: To Blog or Not to Blog, That Was the Question
Sunday, February 5th, 2012The dead are at least at peace. They don’t feel pain anymore. They can’t be harassed, bullied or intimidated. They’ve left the building. I felt that peace when I stopped blogging many months ago and, to mix metaphors, I’ve been hesitant to stick my hand back in the fire. I’ve fought Majestic1 for seventeen years now, but when I stopped blogging they stopped their harassment and allowed me to forget for a while that I’m their “bitch on a leash.”
I’ve tried to come back before, but each time I did I would fall into a funk and retreat back to my favorite video game (Sid Meier’s “Civilization”) to waste inordinate amounts of time. I wasn’t getting anything done. Although many people fall into periods of depression from time to time, especially Abductee/Experiencers, I feel that many of my episodes are imposed on me by Majestic. And I recently got a confirmation of sorts that I’m right about that . . .